Itās not often that I put myself in a vulnerable position but honestly I feel like this is necessary -
For quite a while now Iāve struggled with quite severe anxiety which causes me to have ocd. For a long time I really masked what I was feeling and confused it with just stress. But itās not.. to come out and talk about my mental health is really so scary to me because I donāt know where I lie personally. For me most of my days are good and average and normal. But quite simply sometimes things get too much. I overthink and stress and Iām extremely prone to getting myself into bad states in the worst situations. Also I have the most irrational fears and they honestly debilitate me from going out and doing the things I love. Recently Iāve been struggling a bit and no one in the whole world gets me through everything like Taylor does. Sheās everything to me and Is there for me with every last moment.
I could never thank you enough for that @taylorswift you have CHANGED my life; I am endlessly inspired by your bravery and courage and I adore you with my whole entire body and soul (oooOH).
Also this smile that you see here is 100% pure and raw because I am happy except from the odd day I have always been incredibly happy and I hope that I always will be
