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Steve laughed lightly. “Maybe for you,” he said, a bittersweet smile on his face. Steve had begged him to rethink Registration, and look how that turned out. Things were better now, but those memories were still there. The things they’d said to each other, facing each other in the street and seeing enemies instead of partners. It was a hard truth to swallow, that some disagreements were too fundamental to overlook.
“No?” he asked, stowing the list back into its hiding place. “What are you into then? Besides the obvious,” he said, gesturing to her suit. “Did you make that yourself?” he asked, genuinely interested. If there was someone out there as smart as Tony… the world was in for something, that was for sure. “It’s not just pop culture,” he said, thinking back to his list again. “I’ve been catching up on seventy years of history and science – even math is different now, apparently,” he said, laughing again.
He nodded once, an air of solemnity to the conversation now. “I know,” he said softly. He remembered growing up with nothing, the Depression still hitting them hard until the war efforts revitalized the economy. He wondered what that meant, that until soldiers started dying and his mother could pick up extra shifts at the hospital, what it said about the country he loved so dearly. It was a country steeped in violence, catching up on history had reaffirmed that. “But that’s the dream, right? That you can start with nothing and find… something,” he said quietly. He wasn’t sure the American Dream had been as well-preserved as himself. Everything seemed much darker these days, less straightforward.
She was brave, he knew that from how she fought. But to give him personal details like this, while keeping her identity secret, that was a risk, too. Maybe it meant she trusted him. “Little dirt never hurt anyone,” he quipped, smirking a little. He glanced up at the night sky now, stars shining bright despite their circumstances. “Wouldn’t mind hearing some of those myself,” he said, smiling at her. He laughed again, a little like a scoff. “Not much of a legend these days,” he admitted. His reputation had certainly been in better standings before. “By a truck?” he repeated, concern pretty evident in his voice. “That sounds… painful. But you’ve come a long way since then,” he noted. He smiled at her words, the purity of them, the conviction. Was that what he sounded like, back in 1943? Erskine would’ve liked her, he could tell immediately. “In that case, I think Ironheart is gonna do great things in this world,” he said softly, awash in admiration. She had the makings of a legend in her. Something that wasn’t trained or taught, something she was born with. A good heart.
He smiled, bittersweet once more, and looked away, eyes falling to the ground. “Maybe I can,” he whispered. “But problem is – things don’t always go my way.” He laughed lightly, breathlessly. “Strange to think of something Tony doesn’t know.”
“Mostly for me,” Riri agreed. Though she hadn’t known him as long as Steve had, she’d learned how Tony operated. She knew what made him tick better than most people might, and she knew one of the things that made him tick was her. He was fiercely protective of her, and it was both flattering and terrifying. Knowing someone you loved would die to keep you safe in an instant lost its novelty when you’d seen someone actually do it. Her stepfather’s death hung over her like a cloud, and if Tony’s ever joined it... she wasn’t sure she could go on.
She shrugged at the question, brow furrowing beneath her mask as she considered. “I’m an engineer,” she told him. “An inventor. That’s pretty much the only thing I’m into. It’s kind of a... consuming field, I guess.” Back when she’d lived in Chicago, she’d woken up with the sun and stayed in her mother’s garage for days at a time tinkering with tools and different things. She often forgot to eat, to sleep, to do anything other than create. Natalie had helped with that for a while, dragging Riri away from her workspace to focus on other things, but after her death, Riri returned to old habits with a vengeance. “I could probably suggest some scientific magazines to read up on,” she offered hesitantly, though she wasn’t sure how much help she’d be. Without knowing Steve’s level of experience with science, odds were she’d suggest something entirely over his head.
Riri’s family hadn’t been the poorest on their block, but they hadn’t been the wealthiest, either. They’d been, like so many Americans, somewhere in between poverty and middle class. They had enough money to buy food, but not enough money not to worry about how soon they ate it all. When she was young, her mother and stepfather tried to hide their financial woes, but Riri had been far too smart to miss it. That was the problem with a great intellect, she guessed. You couldn’t hide from even the harshest truths. “That’s the dream for some people,” she agreed with a slight shake of her head. “For others, it’s... It just isn’t achievable.” Despite the problems that came with her intelligence, Riri knew it provided her with an advantage. She could get into schools like MIT on scholarship, she could make something of herself. Other kids in her neighborhood weren’t so lucky. They were doomed from the start by a shoddy, underfunded public school system, could never quite reach their full potentials as long as no one believed in them. The American Dream was, unfortunately, a lot easier for people who were already well-off.
“That’s really not true,” she laughed, sparing him the dirty details about the diseases lurking in certain types of dirt. Looking up at the sky, she sighed. “It isn’t the same sky,” she told him quietly. “It looks the same, but it’s not. There are minuscule atmospherical differences, and some of the stars are just... just a little off. I don’t know any facts about this sky because it isn’t ours.” It was frustrating to admit. Riri hated not knowing things, hated not having the answers. “You’re always gonna be a legend,” she said, looking back to him with a shrug. It was the kind of thing you couldn’t escape, the same way she’d never quite get out from under the weight of Tony’s legacy. In her case, she wouldn’t trade it. She wasn’t sure if the same could be said for him. “Oh, I didn’t feel it. It wrecked my suit, but I was totally fine. That’s how I knew the suit worked.” It had been terrifying in the moment, but exhilarating, too. Like tangible proof that she was right, evidence that she was on to something. “Thank you,” she said quietly, throat suddenly feeling tight. “It really means a lot. To hear you say that.” She’d always been lucky enough to have people who believed to her, but she never much minded adding to that list.
She nodded as he spoke again, understanding what he meant. Things not going the way you wanted them to was a plight she could definitely understand. “There’s a lot he doesn’t know,” she said quietly. “Sometimes, I think that’s a good thing. Some stuff, I think he’d drive himself crazy just knowing it. But this? This is something I think he’d like.” Tony respected Steve, Riri could tell.









