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[mournfulroses]

Salma Deera, from a poem titled "a girl makes a decision: part 2," featured in Letters from Medea: Poems

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Greg Santora (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

[mournfulroses]

Albert Camus, from a notebook entry featured in Notebooks of Albert Camus, 1935-1942

[julykings]

things and what they become

[mazamun]

half a mind, that keeps the other second guessing.

not strong enough, boygenius; mary magdalene, antonio ciseri

[heavensghost]

from Autopsy by Donte Collins

[gaysie]

headline from the nature briefing today / Map of the World, seperis

[mournfulroses]

Juana de Ibarbourou, from a poem featured in Woman who has sprouted Wings; poems by contemporary Latin American Women Poets

[firstfullmoon]

anne boyer “the harm will come: it never doesn’t” / julia armfield “to watch a horror movie is to know that something bad is going to happen. to have a body is really the same thing” / hilary mantel “we don’t have to invite pain in, it’s waiting for us: sooner rather than later” / marie howe “you know how we’ve been waiting for the big pain to come? I think it’s here. I think this is it. I think it’s been here all along” / gregory orr “I want to go back to the beginning. we all do. I think: hurt won’t be there. but I’m wrong” / toni morrison “the hurt was always there” / torrey peters “pain that had to be endured, withstood, pain that was the same as being alive, and so without end”

[firstfullmoon]

#that one line from sharp objects … #do you ever feel like bad things are going to happen and you can’t stop them? you can’t do anything you just have to wait?

[firstfullmoon]

#THE lake mungo quote #I feel like something bad is going to happen to me. I feel like something bad has happened. it hasn’t reached me yet but it’s on its way

[firstfullmoon]

jenny holzer : THERE IS A PERIOD WHEN IT IS CLEAR THAT YOU HAVE GONE WRONG BUT YOU CONTINUE. SOMETIMES THERE IS A LUXURIOUS AMOUNT OF TIME BEFORE ANYTHING BAD HAPPENS.

[firstfullmoon]

#/ hanya yanagihara ‘‘you know one day that it will happen and then that day comes and you never have to feel afraid again’’

[firstfullmoon]

#hanif abdurraqib: the bad fortunes are going to show up whenever they want whether you invite them or not.

[feral-ballad]

Rachel Eliza Griffiths, from Seeing the Body: Poems; “Cathedral of the snake & saint”

[Text ID: “a grief / only a god could wrestle from / my soul.”]

[feral-ballad]

Rachel Eliza Griffiths, from Seeing the Body: Poems; “Mirror”

[Text ID: “Your memory / as simple as a puddle. Like / the moon or sun / or face that possesses me, / you won’t leave.”]

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

and after all, you cannot kill me in a way that matters.

[mournfulroses]

Rainer Maria Rilke, from a diary entry featured in Diaries of a Young Poet

[beguines]

Pádraig O' Tuama, Kitchen Hymns

[mournfulroses]

Simone de Beauvoir, from a diary entry featured in Diary of a Philosophy Student

[weltenwellen]

Joy Sullivan, “Tomatoes”, Instructions for Traveling West