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have you really reached girlhood until you feel those two feelings back to back?

im in love with a capri sun, cancer moon and sagi venus man

Marianne, he said, I’m not a religious person but I do sometimes think God made you for me.

i've been thinking a lot about the concept of 'love to love' . no i don't mean the one where you love romantic things, or you can't help but love everything under the sun, but loving something JUST to love it. expecting nothing in return. not loving them and in return expecting them to love you back. i don't have a lot of love to give. im not gonna lie, it gets tiring. but you know what's even more tiring? expecting reciprocation. i think it's less tiring to let go and love something/someone openly, than to beat yourself up and hold back your affections merely because they won't reciprocate. it does hurt to not be loved back, but it hurts more to hold myself back from loving you; gaslighting myself into thinking i never fell for you in the first place, further gaslighting myself into hating you. what's up with that? i love you, and that's all that matters. you need to know. that's the least i can do if you won't love me back.

#love #poetry #prose poem #source: my brain #brain dump

selkielore

literally going insane. marianne i’m not a religious person but I do sometimes think god made you for me.

i remember when i was still a little girl

my mother used to say

'you can have blood stream for your eyes, i still won't give you what you want'

and now im 19

i still haven't learnt

but now it's as if God is saying to me the exact same words my mother used to say to me

only now

im crying

looking up towards the skies

and with my head hung

embarrassed

because i am challenging my own eyes to shed blood

for a man

took the shape of my desires

still girlish

and as foolish as ever

#poetry #prose poem #aesthetic

jcpostsobsessions

Obsessed with the way they look at each other.

1. I’m melting because Naksu just looks unbelievably loved. Jang Uk is gently cupping her face, her eyes are glossy. I feel the love in the way Jang Uk touches her. And then Jang Uk looks at her like she’s his world. The sheer acknowledgement and recognition that this woman in front of him whom he pines for is exactly the woman he’s always been in love with.

2. Again GYJ does such a wonderful job relaying all of Naksu’s emotions in one look, through her eyes. She loves this man and adores him.

3. Jang Uk’s hunger is among us bc he goes all in after a gentle peck.

polishlolita

lanalovestay

midnights is dark 1989. 1989 was the party, midnights is the aftermath. everyone has gone home. there’s glitter on the floor. it’s sultry, it’s sad, it’s sweet, it’s maddening. it’s folklore’s heart wrenching honesty, but 1989’s synth and image. we’re not in the london countryside anymore, we’re back on the streets of new york city

lanalovestay

i would like to say i think i truly ate with this

lanalovestay

can we talk about “snow at the beach weird but fucking beautiful flying in a dream stars by the pocketful” because I am truly not okay

clubsprout

tomorrow’s gonna be just fine. that conflict you’re having with your friend will blow over. no one secretly hates you. the world is not out to get you. it’s ok to feel stressed out. it’s ok to crack under pressure sometimes. you are perfectly capable of enduring whatever life throws your way. everything will be alright. you’re gonna be ok.

disasterbisexual-moved

LET YOUR ART BE UGLY!!! LET YOUR WRITING BE BAD!!! DANCE OFFBEAT!!! SING OFF KEY!!! LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO LET YOUR FEAR OF NOT BEING GOOD ENOUGH PREVENT YOU FROM LEARNING AND ENJOYING NEW THINGS!!!

i bid you goodbye

you whisper my name, i cry yours