Heartless Howell

Indie Danisnotonfire (Dan Howell) role-player , Non Selective, Mun and Muse over.21. Mature Themes May Arise. Written by Jamie

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Care Of Magical Boys | Closed

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Dan nodded as he stroked Phil’s arm it was nice that they both wanted a family, once education was gone and they could take on their own life they would move forward, it was already amazing the school had allowed them to live out here alone. “I hope we can provide all the lovr and care they need give them everything the world couldn’t if they stayed woth their parents”

“That’s all I want.” Phil nodded, and he snuggled close once again. “We need to go to bed, love, we have school tomorrow.” He sighed a little, closing his eyes. “I can’t wait to see our family when we’re older.”

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Dan smiled softly and nodded as he curled up with Phil pressing a gentle kiss to the others cheek as they settled down into a soft gentle sleep, the dreams of their future to come bright and happy.

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Flashbulb (Non)Fiction

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Dan blushed heavily as he was photographed his eyes bright and shining out for the love that he had for the other, his lip bitten as he tried to work out how at such a young age he had got so lucky to be in this relationship with the other. “I’m never going to stop being amazed how in love with you I am and how lucky I have got”

“And I’m never going to stop loving you with all I am and making you feel so gorgeous and lucky and amazing.” Phil smiled, putting the camera back around Dan’s neck. “Shall we explore?”

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With the blush firmly on his cheeks now he nodded as he rested a hand in Phil's and the other in his camera more for security than anything else, he was thankful he found someone who addored him as much as he addored them. He nodded "Let's explore the island.....see what we can find"

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Forests of the Night || Closed

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Dan blushed a little as he ate, keeping his drawing close to him, not that he didn’t want Phil to see it, it was just not ready for him to see it yet, he wanted it to portray their relationship and how much that Dan loved Phil. “I’m not that talented Phil….I just draw what comes into my heart and my head”

“And you draw it well, and realistic, and amazing.” Phil murmured, finishing his supper before going to put his bowl and fork in the sink, running water into it. “Come here, love.”

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Dan smiled softly he blushed at the compliment that the other had gave him, watching as Phil went to put their bowls into the sink, sliding over as he was asked to come over his eyes large as he looked up. "Yes....Phil...?"

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Care Of Magical Boys | Closed

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Dan nodded, he to knew the world of the muggle still wasn’t ready for a family with two fathers, he hated how they couldn’t be happy un his own world away from magic but maybe it was for the best he nodded “ I really hope they are, I mean we have to wait till we graduate and find jobs but long term I want a child with you, for now we have Apollo here and he’s like a baby how needy he is”

“I…. I want twins.” Phil nodded shyly, still petting at their kitten. “I want to raise a boy and a girl with you, give them a chance they wouldn’t have with their birth parents.” He sighed, kissing Apollo’s fur gently.

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Dan nodded as he stroked Phil's arm it was nice that they both wanted a family, once education was gone and they could take on their own life they would move forward, it was already amazing the school had allowed them to live out here alone. "I hope we can provide all the lovr and care they need give them everything the world couldn't if they stayed woth their parents"

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Flashbulb (Non)Fiction

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Dan nodded and ran a hand through his hair looking up at Phil and pressed a tender kiss to the others lips, blush flaring on his cheeks as he whispered softly voice soft and delicate “I Love you big Lion”

“You’re so beautiful.” Phil whispered, and he nabbed Dan’s camera gently, taking a photo of the soft blush on the young man’s cheeks, the way he smiled so shyly.

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Dan blushed heavily as he was photographed his eyes bright and shining out for the love that he had for the other, his lip bitten as he tried to work out how at such a young age he had got so lucky to be in this relationship with the other. "I'm never going to stop being amazed how in love with you I am and how lucky I have got"

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Forests of the Night || Closed

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Dan smiled softly and sipped his tea before starting to eat his own Pasta, humming at the warm taste that filled him, he loved having someone to look after him, He pressed a gentle kiss to the others cheek “I’ll show you one later, I promise I just want to make it perfect”

“I’m sure it’ll be perfect no matter what.” Phil murmured, and he rubbed Dan’s back softly before eating his own dinner. “I can’t wait to see how your works turn out, my love, you’re the most talented artist I know.”

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Dan blushed a little as he ate, keeping his drawing close to him, not that he didn't want Phil to see it, it was just not ready for him to see it yet, he wanted it to portray their relationship and how much that Dan loved Phil. "I'm not that talented Phil....I just draw what comes into my heart and my head"

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Flashbulb (Non)Fiction

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Dan smiled softly and blushed a little at the idea of spending forever with the other man, he never thought he would find love let alone find it at work and get to travel the world together, he sighed happily “I can’t wait to learn to love you as we travel the world learning and experincing what culture and lifestyle others lead”

“And showing the world, showing other cultures that the lifestyle of love, no matter what sex you are, isn’t a sin, isn’t…. isn’t a bad thing.” Phil murmured, holding Dan close and kissing his soft curls. “I love you, little bear.”

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Dan nodded and ran a hand through his hair looking up at Phil and pressed a tender kiss to the others lips, blush flaring on his cheeks as he whispered softly voice soft and delicate "I Love you big Lion"

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Forests of the Night || Closed

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Dan smiled softly as the food was placed down next to him, he pushed the sketch away the pastel colours coming alivie on the page, it was a basic sketch but he’d turn it into more later as a gift for the other along with the one he had hidden “Tea please” he picked up his fork and ate a little of the pasta, it was one of his favourites.

Phil smiled, returning with two cups of tea, settling down in his seat to eat his own pasta quietly. “Here you go, my little love. I can’t wait to see your beautiful sketches, you’re a talented artist.”

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Dan smiled softly and sipped his tea before starting to eat his own Pasta, humming at the warm taste that filled him, he loved having someone to look after him, He pressed a gentle kiss to the others cheek "I'll show you one later, I promise I just want to make it perfect"

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Care Of Magical Boys | Closed

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“He gets spoiled because he’s our fur baby” he ;laughed softly and rested his head on Phil’s shoulder nodding at the idea of asking Phil’s parent’s it would be a long road anyway and people would probably say they couldn’t adopt because they were gy but it was worth a shot/

“I know the Muggle world is still working on gay adoption, but I’m sure the Wizarding world is a little better about it.” Phil murmured, still scratching at Apollo’s ears gently. “I mean, we’ve heard so much good about how open we are.”

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Dan nodded, he to knew the world of the muggle still wasn't ready for a family with two fathers, he hated how they couldn't be happy un his own world away from magic but maybe it was for the best he nodded " I really hope they are, I mean we have to wait till we graduate and find jobs but long term I want a child with you, for now we have Apollo here and he's like a baby how needy he is"

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Care Of Magical Boys | Closed

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Dan smiled softly and stroked the little kitten and pressed a kiss to Phil’s cheek “I said maybe we can adopt I’m not sure when or how but I would love a proper family once we finish school….I want to provide the world to a child and this kitten”

Phil smiled and he scooped Apollo up, nuzzling his nose against the kitten’s tiny one. “I think we’re giving him the world already, our sweet baby boy…. as for adopting, we could probably ask my parents to help us, after all Dad was adopted.”

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"He gets spoiled because he's our fur baby" he ;laughed softly and rested his head on Phil's shoulder nodding at the idea of asking Phil's parent's it would be a long road anyway and people would probably say they couldn't adopt because they were gy but it was worth a shot/

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Forests of the Night || Closed

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Dan’s eyes sparkled as he was handed a sketch book, his hand taking the pen and nodding as he set about working on it while Phil was cooking, he wanted to make a sketch for his partner but he didn’t want Phil to see it yet. He made a sketch of what he wanted and then hid it, starting a new one to show to Phil.

Once supper was ready, Phil came out with two bowls of pasta and cheese, setting one, complete with spoon, down in Dan’s space. “I have tea brewing, or I can get us some water.” He smiled, pressing a kiss to the younger man’s head. “Eat.”

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Dan smiled softly as the food was placed down next to him, he pushed the sketch away the pastel colours coming alivie on the page, it was a basic sketch but he'd turn it into more later as a gift for the other along with the one he had hidden "Tea please" he picked up his fork and ate a little of the pasta, it was one of his favourites.

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Flashbulb (Non)Fiction

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Dan’s eyes went wide as he looked up at Phil, he had never made anyone feel like this and to know this was the first time Phil had felt like it as well, he pressed a gentle kiss to the other’s lips leaning up, a bright smile on his lips. “You make Bear feel all excited too….like all warm and bubbly it’s hard to explain what it’s like but you make me feel so so happy….thank you….thank you for taking a chance on someone young and inexperienced ”

“Thank you for taking a chance on someone older and just as inexperienced.” Phil smiled, and he kissed back so sweetly. “My sweet little Bear, I’ll spend the rest of forever making you mine, teaching each other to be in love.”

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Dan smiled softly and blushed a little at the idea of spending forever with the other man, he never thought he would find love let alone find it at work and get to travel the world together, he sighed happily "I can't wait to learn to love you as we travel the world learning and experincing what culture and lifestyle others lead"

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Care Of Magical Boys | Closed

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Dan smiled softly giving their little kitten a scratch under his chin as well pressing a kiss to his ear, chuckling as the kitten mewed in acceptance of the kiss, his eyes meeting Phil’s “Maybe….we can adopt as well…..somewhere down the line”

“Maybe outside of school…. once we have jobs and Apollo is a little more grown.” Phil agreed shyly, scooping up the cat. “One baby at a time, yknow? But I…. yeah, Dan, I’d love to adopt with you one day.”

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Dan smiled softly and stroked the little kitten and pressed a kiss to Phil's cheek "I said maybe we can adopt I'm not sure when or how but I would love a proper family once we finish school....I want to provide the world to a child and this kitten"

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Dan nodded and stretched , his eyes wide at the fact the other knew his mind was racing and speeding around he knew he needed to calm his mind and he was inspired it was just hard to do so when he wanted to curl up to, he had an idea for a sketch that was dancing around in his mind and wanted to get it onto paper as soon as possible.

“Draw it all up, I’ll make food.” Phil nodded, and he hopped up to go to the kitchen, but not before handing Dan a notebook and pen. “Good luck, pretty boy, you’ll get it all worked out soon.”

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Dan's eyes sparkled as he was handed a sketch book, his hand taking the pen and nodding as he set about working on it while Phil was cooking, he wanted to make a sketch for his partner but he didn't want Phil to see it yet. He made a sketch of what he wanted and then hid it, starting a new one to show to Phil.

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Dan bit his lip as he felt the others heart beating for him, he kept his hand their feeling how much it raced his eyes wide, lips pressed to the others gently, fingers stroking over where his hand was resting “Is this really because of me?”

“It’s really because of you.” Phil assured, and he touched the back of Dan’s hand softly. “It’s never done this before, little Bear…. you make Lion feel so brand new inside.”

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Dan's eyes went wide as he looked up at Phil, he had never made anyone feel like this and to know this was the first time Phil had felt like it as well, he pressed a gentle kiss to the other's lips leaning up, a bright smile on his lips. "You make Bear feel all excited too....like all warm and bubbly it's hard to explain what it's like but you make me feel so so happy....thank you....thank you for taking a chance on someone young and inexperienced "

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Care Of Magical Boys | Closed

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Dan smiled softly as the sweet kiss from the other nodding “A house and a pet, a nice little family, and I promise I will always try to make you feel safe, I will protect you and defend our love and our lives together, I can’t wait to marry you Phil”

“I can’t wait to marry you.” Phil sighed out, and Apollo meowed in protest between them. “And to raise you, needy little cat. You’d be a Gryffindor were you human.” He teased, petting the kitten’s head gently.

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Dan smiled softly giving their little kitten a scratch under his chin as well pressing a kiss to his ear, chuckling as the kitten mewed in acceptance of the kiss, his eyes meeting Phil's "Maybe....we can adopt as well.....somewhere down the line"

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Forests of the Night || Closed

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Dan nodded and cuddled upto Phil as they got to the kitchen and looked around trying to work out what he wanted to eat. all he wanted was to eat and be curled up all day. And well work on his art too, he knew he needed to create more so he could sell them, and them work on his next Dance for Phil’s club. He had a lot to do and no time to do it in. “Can we have something warm and yummy?”

“We can, I’ll make mac and cheese if you like.” Phil smiled, kissing Dan’s hair. “I want you to relax, okay? You create when you feel inspired to do it, and I’ll take care of us always. You don’t need to stress, I can hear your mind whirring.”

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Dan nodded and stretched , his eyes wide at the fact the other knew his mind was racing and speeding around he knew he needed to calm his mind and he was inspired it was just hard to do so when he wanted to curl up to, he had an idea for a sketch that was dancing around in his mind and wanted to get it onto paper as soon as possible.