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Hello There! :"> Micah Tolentino | UST Business Economist | Manila PH | Laguna RANDOM BLOGGER Feel free to FOLLOW and I'll follow you BACK :))  Melting Heart(s)

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Four years ago, I said yes to a guy who selflessly and literally gave me the “key to his heart”. The one who made me feel loved and taught me to love in return. It’s not about how long you’ve been together but it’s how much you’ve learned from each other that matters. We were young, so much room for errors and a lot of space for improvements and just like what they say, “Sometimes when people grow, they grow apart.” but I’m still hanging on to this hopeless hope that after this growth, or maybe growth itself will bring us back together. Years have passed by and feelings might possibly fade but never the emotions that once felt and shared, those tears and laughter that spoke for more than a thousand words, memories that were perfectly made. I don’t care how many more years I need to win your heart back, just know that in my heart, you never left and will always stay and that’s more than fine for me. My first and last, one and only love. Thank you!

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Minsan gusto kong tanungin kung bakit hanggang ngayon mag isa pa din ako, na kung bakit sa dinami dami ng mga taong dumating, napadaan, at umalis sa buhay ko ni hindi man lang ako nakakita ng papalit sayo, ng mag-aalis sayo sa puso ko. Ang hirap hilingin na sana dumating na yung hinahanap ko, yung lalaking para talaga sakin. Yung magmamahal ng buong puso, buong pagkatao, walang pag-aalinlangan. Anong karapat kong hilingin yun, kung minsan ng ibinigay sakin yun pero pinabayaan ko lang, hinayaan kong unti unting mawala. 

Masakit makita na bumuo na kayo ng mga sariling mundo, yung mundo na hindi kayo kabilang sa isa't isa. Pero mas masakit yung hanggang ngayon, wala kang ibang gustong makasama, walang ibang sinisigaw ang puso mo at wala kang ibang inisip kundi siya lang at kelangan mong balewalain lahat ng nararamdaman mo dahil hindi ka na parte ng buhay nya, ng mundo nya. Kelangan mong respetuhin 'yung bagong buhay na dinisisyunan nya at bagong mundong ginawa nya dahil wala ka na dun.

Siguro nga makukuntento na ako na makita lang sya. Ngumingiti, nakikipag biruan. Hindi ako aasa, pero maghihintay ako.

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There were times that I have already given up the idea that my heart will be able to feel a certain spark and thrill again to a guy rather than my first love, my great love. The love that I can't compare, the love that will forever be within me. As much as I wanted to open my doors to someone, for so many times that I've tried, I always end up closing it. 

And then here comes that unexpected someone. So unexpected that I started to lose myself and dragged my being into absolute nothingness. The one who relive all the feelings that I thought were long dead. Doing the things I've always wanted with a special someone; Holding hands. Hugs. Kisses in the forehead. Exchanging dreams. Making plans. Sweet talks. Just when I thought that everything is going to its rightful destinations, I just find myself waking in the most wildest dream I can ever imagine.

Wrong time, wrong guy, wrong love. That feeling when you know that everything's wrong, and the only thing that keeps on imposing it's right is your heart. That's pure BS. For quite some time I thought "we" were true and real until reality itself slapped me in the face and pulled me out of this fantasy.

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Comeback

So here I am again after hibernating. My social life has been turned off and now I have to let all my shits out again in this blog. Have to bear with tumblr's changes tho.

Call me...

Angeline. :">

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Tried to be a photographer for my friend's make-up portfolio :) 

MUA: Maxine Parayno

Model: Mina Panotes

Photo by: Micah Tolentino

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Definitely a girl version of this.

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Let's kill this boredom! Goooo♥ Ask mey, beautiful :">

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Taduuuuh! Epekto ng StarMaker sa amin. Bwahahaha! Yan ang tunay na istarrrr =))))))))

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"Speak english and talk to the world" ---Favorite line ni lolo kapag lasheeeng. HAHAHA!

SEE YOU WHEN I SEE YOU, Lolo Rod :( I'll miss yowwww! Have a safe flight!♥

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Words.

Oh these words...

"Sinisisi mo siya kung bakit ka nagkakaganyan, wala na nga siya ginagawa diba? Hindi ka na nga nya pinapansin, iniiwasan na. Ikaw naman yung gumagawa ng paraan para masaktan ka diba? Minsan naisip mo ba na nagiging self-centered ka na? Sarili mo lang iniisip mo, na ikaw yung nasasaktan, ikaw yung hindi maka-move on. Wag mo isipin na dahil sakanya lang yun dahil ikaw na din ang may problema. Siya nag-momove on na, o naka-move on na. Dapat isipin mo din naman sarili mo... Tsaka sa ginagawa mo, yung pinapakita mo na mahal na mahal mo pa din siya, hindi mo ba naiisip na kung maging okay nga kayo, iisipin lang nya na hindi mo kaya ng wala sya. Ikaw rin matatalo dun. Mahalin mo muna kasi sarili mo."