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The holy trinity:

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Teenage boys scare me

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Her water color eyes were so easy to over fill, staining her rose-colored cheeks with the remnants of her tears.

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I'm this close to pulling a my year of rest and relaxation

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Gaslight, Gatekeep, Girlblog

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All my teachers suck

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"But if I gave up on being pretty, I wouldn't know how to be alive, I should move to a brand new city, and teach myself how to die" - Brand New City, 1:30, Mitski

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she's so me

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in my hater era

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"she was never

beautiful, smart, or funny

all she was

loud, obnoxious, and insecure

she knew that she bothered everyone

simply by existing

but she still continued on

her head slowly dropped farther

and farther down

until her neck she sunk into herself

but then no one even cared

no one even noticed

for they were grateful for the peace

caused by her pain

they were appreciative of how her self doubt got the better of her

making her weak and cowardly

she will never be able to pick herself up

she has no one to help her

so she will live the rest of her life as a

sunken pile of flesh"

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