i am putting this blog on hiatus. it’s been a long time coming, and only now do i finally have the guts to leave the safety of this familiar fandom. lack of interaction and progressing relationships have made me reluctant to be on, causing an inactivity that in turn only worsened the interaction & relationships issue. i’ve since gotten stuck in a loop that i cannot break out of the way i am now, and since i cannot count on a whole lot of outside help or initiative, the only thing i know to do now is leave.
i can’t make any promises on whether this hiatus will be infinite or not, because i simply do not know. all i know is that i need a break. i’m sad to give up cecil as a muse, especially after all the time and effort i’ve put into him, and all the potential he had that i have yet to explore, but… i’ve really tried. i just couldn’t work with what i was given, nor was i able to adjust my needs and wishes. i’m sorry.
mutuals are welcome to im me for my discord, and should anyone want to keep writing with me, you can find me on this blog. the blog is currently a w.i.p., but hopefully i will be able to air it soon. i am going by a different alias there, but rest assured it is still me.
thank you for the times that were fun. thank you for befriending me and letting me get to know you guys.















