They’re never gonna treat you like they should,
They’re never gonna treat you like you would,
The said “I’ve gotta settle down its not that serious,
That’s not what happened are you delirious?”
I had a period of disposition,
I let you gaslight me into my depression,
I encourage you stop trying to please everyone for their affection,
You only loose yourself it ain’t worth the effort,
Despite, their attempts to satisfy themselves with lies and fake smiles that I despise,
I ‘d close my eyes and in a blink times flies,
Past, to another space and I think I’ve misplaced myself
or at least who I thought I was before,
except now I don’t know who I am,
and in the midst of being lost I find myself trying to open up again ,
And my hand shakes as I reiterate thing from my past in a mad rage,
And it never made sense,
My soul didn’t resonate,
so I rejected myself
to a darker space,
the deeper that I went I thought i was fading,
I wanted more for myself, constantly waiting,
Put my feet on the ground and dug a little further,
I tried to hide from myself, became my own burden,
I took on your pain and I suffocated,
You took all your pain and tried to suffocate me.
Became marblelike in attempts at self preservation,
Cant trust nobody cause I have reservations.
little did I see that those feet were seeds, and as I wilt away into myself, I’ll bloom again with more wealth, for my roots are deep and my soul is revived, and sometimes the darknesss can bring us back alive.