⋆˚࿔ layla 𝜗𝜚˚⋆

love u lots like polka dots

[heavenlovesyou]

got incredibly drunk last night and disassociated rlly bad and ran thru the streets shouting laughing then screamed in a parking lot on the top of my lungs and then cried in the grass outside someones house

[ultradiva360]

I hate reading back on my old journals it makes me feel sick. how did i survive any of that shit.

[vintagesaltbackup]

“Everybody has difficult years, but a lot of times the difficult years end up being the greatest years of your whole entire life, if you survive them.”

- Brittany Anne Murphy (November 10, 1977 - December 20, 2009)

[sugarcigs]

i wish i could kill myself for like five minutes just to see everyone's reactions

[heavenlovesyou]

I get so excited when I get comments or a message just for it to be a bot

[heavenlovesyou]

accidentally made my therapist cry today

[karicozycrumbs]

[heavenlovesyou]

just finished crying can something romantic happen to me or any sort of connected pls

[heavenlovesyou]

omg just reached 81 followers sending kisses to all u gorgeous girlies

[heavenlovesyou]

do mothers feed off ur energy or smth cause just bc ur in a bad mood doesn't mean u need to try make me miserable too

[blingedoubimbi]

[thoughtxxs]

try not to compare yourself to older girls living your dream life challenge: difficulty EXTREME

[kissedfawns]

[mokalittt]

[heavenlovesyou]

Happy fathers day

My dad couldn't tell u my favourite colour, my best friends, my favourite show, my mental state, my age or my hobbies. He couldn't tell u anything about an average day for me, how I'm finding school, if I'm sleeping at night, if I'm getting on okay with my mom. He couldn't tell if I'm sad, happy, tired, exhausted, depressed, or not eating. I almost died and that's what it took for him to tell me he cared and not long after I was discharged he pretended nothing happened. Counting down the minutes on our court issued visits not spending a minute longer then he had to, i didn't know that then I thought he wanted to see me but now I know. He wasn't there when I needed him, those nights I cried, nights spent in dull hospital rooms, when they made me take off my clothes, when I was humiliated, when I thought leaving this life was the only way to find peace.

[bandagedthoughtsblog]

[welaughuntilourribsgettough]