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david ♔

it was nice to talk about, or even just to think about anything other than what they had to go through every day. it wasn’t something that david got to do often. he didn’t have a lot of friends, admittedly, it was because he was someone who was difficult to get along with, he caused fights and talked back for no reason other than the fact he was angry. not even always angry at them, just the situation, how he was here, how there was nothing he could do. he wants to beat the shit out of the killers and demand that they tell him out to end this never ending loop, but dwight keeps him level headed. did everything he could those first few trials to keep david from running head first into stupid situations. it never worked, but he was persistent.

even when they weren’t in the trials, when dwight didn’t depend on david not to act like an idiot.. he was still kind. allowed david to longue around the fireplace with him, even gossiped like they were both teenagers. asking who liked who, commenting on who was getting closer together. and then silence falls upon them, david has something he wants to say – on the tip of his fucking tongue but he swallows it down. keeps swallowing it, tries to hold it in until he just blurts it out.

if anybody were to kiss me, i would want that person to be you.

dwight seems just as surprised at what david said as david was himself. david already had hundreds of excuses that he was about to say if dwight said a fucking word about it, though he hopes he’d make a joke, or just not say anything at all, allow the silence to fall back over them both. dwight does neither, after a moment of silence he mentions that david would be the person he’d want to kiss him, too… and somehow that made it worse, only because he can’t figure out why he’d tell him that.

❛ … y’don’t have t’say tha’, dwight. ❜ he wasn’t gonna like… get upset, if dwight were to change the subject instead of responding. he was just embarrassed – and that might come across as frustrated to someone who was sat next to him. ❛ sorry. i shouldn’t ‘ave gone runnin’ my mouth. ❜

it was blurted out on a whim and to be honest , dwight wanted to shut the conversation down a bit . not because he didn’t want to hear it or anything , but because he was going to get flustered admitting these things . it was truly a different feeling that he noticed , being around others at the camp, versus being around david . even when david first arrived -- dwight seemingly latched on like his life depended on keeping him level headed and not charging head on for things . he didn’t need another meg, if he could help it.

patience was something dwight was learning on his own , but with the other it seemed to come extremely easy . he wanted nothing more than to extend kindness to david in ways that he could . but he hadn’t been expecting the fact that he would be the person david would want to kiss . there’s plenty of attractive people here -- more outgoing people , people that were interesting .. but him ? he didn’t really plan to shoot that back at him , but it came out and he watches him for a moment , the comment coming back even more so brushing off what was exchanged . dwight could be brave , right ? he could make this not be backpedaled on so quickly and honestly , he wanted to know what that felt like . david was tender around him at times , and he’d even earned a couple of small laughs .. and dwight found himself watching him as he spoke or when he was in trials , he had to keep himself focused at times .

‘ running your mouth , huh ? ‘ he questions a little , head tilting just a bit . ‘ i’m not just saying that out of some pity type of thing , you know . ‘ and here dwight goes , using far too many words honestly . but right now , he didn’t want david to feel like dwight was just saying it to say it . actually feeling like so and wanting to ? putting a little confidence in himself , and in small hopes that david wouldn’t reject him , he’s moving to press a kiss to his cheek . subtle for the moment , enough to show david he wasn’t lying about it . ‘ run your mouth a little more sometimes , yeah ? sometimes the things you say are good ones . ‘

#daedhard

@joyfulstabbings Snags four eyes by the shoulders in a compadre side hug gripping a knife that danced too close to beanpole's throat. "Oye Hermano, what's good? What's poppin?"

dwight’s body is being tugged close and there’s a noise that comes from him , a slight grunt that also heightens at the end when he realises there’s now a knife lingering near him . far closer than he was comfortable with to feel like he could even relax . he’s slightly on his toes even , nervous sweat already beginning to break across his forehead just a little . what the hell was a hermano , anyways ? ‘ i’m -- just trying to -- prep for trial later ...’ small trembling under way , even . ‘ is -- there something ... you need ? ‘

#joyfulstabbings

leon .

“ you left and— i thought you weren’t coming back. ”

@hedisappears | prompted ♥

“ I DON’T LEAVE anyone behind. ” Leon says it softly, taking Dwight’s arm and putting it over his shoulders. “ Come on. You’re getting out of here. With me. I’m not ever going to leave you behind, or alone. So long as I’m still breathing. ”

if dwight had to be honest , it was people like leon that made this whole thing a little bit easier . it felt nice being able to rely on others to try their hardest until the last second possible . some got greedy to get out , some saw something going bad and not trying at all ... but leon came back . he’s off the hook and they’ve got to move towards the gate , it was open and they didn’t have forever . he’s taking to pacing with him well enough , keeping up so they can get out . ‘ thank you , leon -- seriously .. let’s get out of here . ‘

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david ♔

that was a nice thought. one that david wasn’t sure if he completely agreed upon, that everyone has good within them. he’s met some shitty, shitty people in his time. people who didn’t care one lick about anyone other than themselves. he’s sure that dwight has met people like that, complete dick bags, he must’ve run into one or two in his life. from the sounds of it, his boss certainly qualifies.

dwight turns the conversation back over to david, mentions how he thinks that david is an incredible person, and he hopes david sees himself in the same light someday, too. ❛ … i dunno what y’see in me. ❜ it wasn’t something he said in hopes that dwight would shower him in compliments, just an observation. dwight always seems to try to do what was best for the people around him. david was a selfish man who would tear the world apart for the few he cares for. he’s thankful that wasn’t something dwight holds against him. ❛ but, yeah. i dunno. maybe one day. ❜ he didn’t want to shoot down the idea completely, because dwight was sweet as hell, and he loved hearing that he was loved. sure, selfish, he was big enough to admit it.

❛ … but, i, uh.. ❜ he normally knows what to say. or, even when he doesn’t know what to say – he says what’s on his mind anyway. he’s silent here, or hesitant, at least, trying to put together what it is he wanted to say. ❛ sorry, i should just drop it — you… ❜ he keeps cutting himself off, becoming inwardly frustrated that he can’t just.. fuckin’ talk. ❛ i know ya think you’re a burden, but i.. can’t go back to doing this alone anymore. ‘ve never ‘ad – anyone, who i’ve let myself rely on.. ❜ he’s blabbering, and normally someone shuts him up before he lets his mouth run like this – but dwight never seemed to mind.

❛ .. i just wanted t’say tha’ y’don’t ‘ave to go into any of this shit half-arsed. you’re the best friend i’ve ever ‘ad. nothin’ y’say or do’s gonna be a burden to me. ❜

dwight tried to see good in people unless proven otherwise . he was persistent , though , with david . honestly , he knew people were shitty and he avoided most people in general because of it . even in the trials , there was quite a few that were a bit rough with their words towards dwight -- david was included in that at first . but it’s changed over time and truly , he was thankful for it . he was a sweet man behind the scenes of things , as they got closer with one another . but the older is speaking up and he can’t really help the soft smile that comes from him . dwight really did see a lot of things in him , and he did want him to see some form of good in himself one day . small hopes , but it was there .

but david’s getting caught on words , and it causes dwight to tilt his head just a little now . curiosity piqued in why he couldn’t get words out right , and why he believed he should drop the subject on it . then again , he wasn’t the typical person who rushed him when he stumbled thoughts formed in words , and actually allowing him to take the time to get them out . he didn’t mind how patient he had to be with him , and honestly patience seemed to help people in general . ‘ you don’t have to know what i see in you right now , and you may never believe me ... but that’s okay . i’ll always try to make sure you know my opinion has not changed of you . ‘ even when things went a little downhill between the pair because things got lost in translation . ‘ and .. -- no one said you have to do this alone . i , for starters , will not let you do this on your own if it’s up to me . i’ll be around until you decide that i’m no longer fun to be around , ‘ he half jokes . ‘ thank you ... for being around and sticking around me . for like -- handling me in my coward phase and not letting me believe the bad things .. you’re good to me .. ‘

#daedhard

nea .

───── Nea smiled a bit as well, chuckling with a nod. “I won’t lie…before this place, I hung around with some messy people. I didn’t always do good things. Still don’t. But I know good people…You’re good people, Mouse. So no matter what, I’ve got your back.”

She gently nudged his side with her elbow before walking over to a nearby tree and letting herself fall to sit, leaning her back against the trunk. “C’mon. Let’s grab a nap while we can, yeah?”

‘ yeah , well -- how many of us are really perfect people in the outside world before we ended up here ? everyone has quirks , unfortunately . so whether or not you do or don’t make good choices , doesn’t mean you can’t be good in general . ‘ but he’s glad that she’s willing to have his back always . a friend like her was important , really . this place kind of sucked and others helped make it better in some terms . but as she’s walking over to the tree , a brow lifts a little . a nap sounded nice , honestly . and he’s moving to follow , sitting and leaning back against it as well . ‘ need the energy and rest for trial later , anyways . ‘

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sprinter .

This is probably the stupidest thing she’s ever done, and if she’s really lucky she’ll have time to regret it later.

The Wraith follows her in a blind fury as she bails over a pile of trash, doubles back, and then runs around the long side of a car. She’s terrified, but she needs to keep a level head; if she doesn’t she’ll bring the whole team down.

Team.

Yeah. That’s what they are. They’re a team.

The Wraith stops, its head snapping up and looking away from her. In the distance a generator lets out a low roar as it revs fully into gear. That’s two. Maybe three. Fuck, she hasn’t been counting. It also means the Wraith knows where other prey is now.

They stare at each other again, and deliberately it raises the bell.

“Hell the fuck you will!” She yells, and the flashlight she’d tucked into her belt is held up like a gun. Light is this thing’s bane, and when she hits the switch it’s just as it begins to fade. If it sounded pissed off with her before, the noise it makes now should by all rights strike her dead on the spot as she ruins its attempt to vanish and seek less infuriating targets.

“That’s right, come get some ya fuckin’ slim-jim! Skodeeen!” She claps like she isn’t scared to death of what this thing is going to do if it catches her, grins as it scrambles around the car and takes a swing at her–

Woops as she ducks the swing and hears it clang off the hood of the car. Adrenaline makes it easy to run again, kicking up dust as she runs for a collection of compressed trash that’s been shaped into a maze. She spares a thought for the others, hoping they’re making good use of the time.

Two more generators. Maybe one. They can do this.

dwight had to be in slight awe of meg , honestly . she was high spirited when it came to getting away and trying to make use of the time . he’s thankful , too , because he wasn’t the best at this kind of thing . and he’s using the time he has completely for trying to get the last of the gens done . he’s nervous , if he had to admit . he didn’t want meg to get hooked , but he knew the team of them would do what they could to get her out of the trial safely . jake had been hooked once already and himself once , but that was never reason to bail on teammates ... something he and the others tried to get her to begin to understand . he was absolutely proud of her starting to settle in the team aspect they have going on . the second to last generator pops , the one he was working on was already started on some . he hasn’t heard the heartbeat anywhere near him currently , but he knows he can appear from no where -- a part of him hating wraith more than anything for that . at least most others , he could hear as they get nearby them . but he can see her coming towards him with his perk , and his own heart beats a bit higher . wraith could potentially hear the generator and decide he’s done with chasing her . so be it , he’d have to rip him off the generator -- it was so close to being done .

he’s looking over his shoulder and with the pair nearby , he can hear wraith cloak himself once again . shit . dwight’s touching wires together , elbow deep in the generator as he works on it . almost -- the valves pumping hardcore now and it’s ... done ! but not without wraith revealing himself as soon as he’s jumping off of it and ready to run . a smack with his skull makes dwight dart ahead after a bit of a groan and sprinting towards the middle of the map , hoping to give enough time to get one of the doors open .

#teardownheaven

mikaela .

───── Mikaela was…a little frustrated, if she were being completely honest. She’d told him to leave, that she’d found the hatch and a key, he just needed to run with the others. She would have been fine, in theory. There was always room for error, and she knew that. But now, there they were, sitting in some dark, damp corner of the forest with no campfire in sight with Dwight bleeding from a deep gash in his shoulder.

“You know,” she said, softly chiding, “trying to block Trapper’s machete with your body? Not the smartest move…”

dwight didn’t like leaving people behind . honestly , it was worrisome when someone said for the others to go and they would get to hatch -- why not just get out the regular door with him if it was a sure fire way ? and he would have escaped if he hadn’t gotten worried about her when trapper hadn’t come for him very long towards the mostly completed door . but he kind of messed that up as he accidentally thrust himself in front of trapper . but there’s a little grunt at her comment , small glare coming across his glasses . ‘ you know ... at least i took the hit , you know . i much prefer me to get hit than you . ‘

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y’all goin’ on dates and gettin’ stuffed animals and flowers ;; i’m gettin’ served divorce papers lol

#what a Valentine’s Day tbh #I’m so tired #and I’ve cried so much #and I just keep crying #I’ve been awake for like 30 hours #and drove almost 20 of those #⁽ ⓓ ᵒᵒᶜ : ᵒᵘᵗ ᶠᵒʳ ᵈᵉˡᶦᵛᵉʳʸ ⁾

am big sad. am big tired. tired of being the bad person.

@daedhard ❛ i told you not to fall in love with me. ❜

this was true -- david had tried to encourage him to suppress the feelings that began to build up in the beginning . david wasn’t an easy guy to get along with at first , but dwight felt some pull to him and honestly , he wasn’t willing to give it up . not the one person he felt a kind of comfort around -- a boldness around him at that point . but right now was the focus , and dwight wanted to be frustrated , annoyed with a comment he’d made , but it was always met with tenderness when david put the situation in a down feeling . he knew he didn’t view himself very -- lovable , but dwight didn’t give up on that , either . david may never believe what he said or thought or felt , but at least it counted for something . he’s making the couple of paces towards him , hands coming to lift his chin slowly in the moment . his gaze is softened from how it was just previously and he sighs softly . ‘ i told you then , and i’ll tell you now .. that’s not really your choice . honestly , it wasn’t mine , either . you’re rough around the edges , but it’s something that does well in part with how i am . opposites attract -- right ? ‘ the last part a bit of a tease on the most common remark people gave . ‘ you’re shit with words , i give you that . but when you do have a grip on them , or you are gentle in action ... you’re sweet , honestly . and that’s what i enjoy about you . we have connected well beyond just having to get along with one another . and there’s the fact that you , of all people , are different with me than others ... and you care about me -- a lot , actually . falling for you has been one of the best things i’ve had in my life . honestly , the situation in the fog isn’t great ... but i met you . and that’s worth it . ‘

#daedhard

my favourite thing ever is when people get dwight in a game and something happens and then they come message me . like you thought of me 🥺 me and my dwight !!! 🥺👉🏻👈🏻 i don’t even care if it is about a bad interaction lol , it just makes me so happy with the association and that we’re a little cared about 🥰

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The speed at which Dwight will backpeddle on something he said seems like someone is not 100% on board with his words or ideas. Poor baby

me about to drive to Tennessee (9hrs) with the potential to be turned right back around and my anxiety is to the point my stomach is messed up. Gonna be a fun journey ✨

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