The Endless @madeofstxrs - Tumblr Blog

Hey there! You can call me Luke~ I’m a 30+ rper with about 20 years of rp experience online. This multimuse blog currently houses muses from Dead by Daylight, Silent Hill, Mass Effect, Resident Evil, Stranger Things, Until Dawn/The Quarry, Death Stranding, Baldur's Gate 3, Dragon Age, Marvel, and DC. Occasionally other muses are added here and there.

HIGH MUSE CURRENTLY FOR : selectively writing for/plotting as Cheryl Mason, SH2R Maria, Alucard | still semi-hiatus

This blog was originally Cheryl Mason-specific, cherylheather-mason, est. 2013.

c a r r d // starter calls // memes tag | memes tag

CARRD UPDATED 05.03.2026

Ryland Grace from Project Hail Mary has been added, on-request!

Willie Loomis from Dark Shadows has been added, on-request!

Castlevania's Alucard added, on-request!

STAR TREK MUSES HAVE BEEN MOVED TO A SIDE BLOG @trailofstxrs

MOVED the muses for the Remedy Connected Universe series of games to their own blog over at @fadcn

blogroll under the cut, updated

#;endless whispers ( ooc )#;interest checker.#;starter call.#;pinned.

lyricsxmusings

Send ♡ to see what my muse thinks of yours

LOW | ●●●●● | HIGH

#;please specify muse.

CARRD UPDATED 05.03.2026

Ryland Grace from Project Hail Mary has been added, on-request! Currently no bio page, treating as a test/on-request muse for now.

#✦ ｢ ooc ｣ ⸻ endless whispers

Funfact, not a single muse on any of my blogs is heterosexual.

#✦ ｢ ooc ｣ ⸻ endless whispers #;neither am i.

(shit my friends say in dbd) “i’m a mean lesbian! i’m the final boss of the baptist church!” rocky to grace LMAO

"...I don't think you truly grasp just how equally jarring and funny it is when you learn new words and try making sentences out of them. Or the fact that I'm starting to kind've understand what you're trying to imply."

#;ryland grace tag tbd.#monmuses #;hello i am winging the fuck outta this how'm i doin'?

kittyhelpsstuff

Send 🏳️‍🌈 + A muse to get a headcanon about a facet of their queer identity

Could be their orientation, gander identity, how involved they are in their community, if they're poly, or a lot of other things

#;please specify muse.#;hint none of my muses are not queer.

diistortion

I lost my baby boy this weekend.

I hadn't really talked about it much because I was in denial, but a very aggressive stomach cancer formed and he was just on a rapid decline over this past month. We'd hoped he would make it to a day where we could call in a vet for a house call, where he could go to sleep safe and painlessly in his own home instead of being carted around and poked and prodded by strangers on a cold steel table while he was already scared and confused about what was happening to him, but unfortunately things like this don't care what our plans and hopes are.

This weekend he had a severe seizure and we knew that was the end. My mom and I sat with him until he was gone, and I'm still not convinced he's really not here anymore. It doesn't feel real. I'm going between numb and feeling normal and crying and feeling numb again and I'm exhausted and heartbroken.

He wasn't "just a cat". He was my best friend. In some of my darkest moments when I didn't want to live anymore, he made sure I kept going. I love his sister to bits too, but Loki took a piece of my soul with him that I may never get back.

Twelve years wasn't enough. I'm so sorry, baby. I'll miss you, and I'll always love you. So will your sister, who already notices that she can't find you in your favorite hiding spots or the places you always curled up to relax and nap. We'll be okay eventually, but we'll never be the same.

You head across that Rainbow Bridge, baby, and remember what I told you.

I'll see you later, Loki.

#tw pet death #tw pet loss #;i'm not okay but i'm okay...if that makes sense.

(interview with a vampire sentence starters) ❛ I thought of all the things I'd done and couldn't undo. And I longed for one second's peace. ❜ simon to grace :3

It had been, approximately, a week since he'd brought this stranger onboard. Apart from the rather violent, crazed initial introduction and the immediate need for medical attention that Ryland was painfully unprepared for in this particular case; instead of any real hope for an explanation of what had happened to him, instead there had mostly been a lot of...mumbling. Strangely enough, it was familiar in a way, considering his own rude awakening and issues with his memory. Barely able to speak. Incoherent. It had been frustrating enough then, and taking into account the piss-poor shape this man was in...he must be in agony.

The nightmares seemed frequent enough. Ryland had had a few of his own, but these seemed intense.

He wasn't always sure when his new friend was actually awake.

Keeping Rocky quiet enough for the man to sleep was a different story entirely, but they managed well enough. Mostly. He stayed close by for the first few days, not that there was much of a choice on a cramped space shuttle. More like he made sure he stayed within line of sight as much as possible, just in case; Ryland had no real choice but to strap the poor man down to stop him thrashing about in his sleep, mostly to prevent him from tearing his wounds back open or aggravate the cracks in his skin as they, slowly, began to heal.

He'd just been about to doze off again when he finally heard a full sentence, and even then he wasn't sure if he was being spoken to or if it was just...a train of thought. He'd take it as progress either way.

"...can't say I know anything about you," he said quietly, leaning back against the hull; sleep could wait. "But I dunno. Out here, I can't imagine anything in the past even matters anymore. So...whatever you may have done...maybe this can be your second chance? One last Hail Mary."

You aren't funny, Ryland.

#;ryland grace tag tbd.#monmuses #;hello i am winging the fuck outta this how'm i doin'?

trailofstxrs

Kirk, Saavik, and Khan's gdoc's are now linked on my pinned, but they are still unfinished. I'll be working on them a bit at a time while I also poke at drafts.

trailofstxrs

ind. priv. sel. star trek multi'verse multi'muse primary muses are Kirk, Spock, Saavik, & Khan with 'verses in TOS, AOS, & SNW 18+ for violence, substance abuse, & other adult content headcanon-heavy, covering various media side-blog to @madeofstxrs

#;self promo.#;my side-blog.#;mostly AOS but flexible.#;i'm an ancient trekkie by tumblr standards.#;i was a kid watch TNG on TV when it was originally airing.#;if that says anything.

preciouslittle-bhaalbabe

He gives me cuteness aggression I stg

#✦ ｢ kar’niss ｣ ⸻ the tragedy of lolth’s wrath #✦ ｢ aesthetics ｣ ⸻ the mirror lies to us all #;my pretty spider boyfriend.#;do you care him?

I've been quietly going through drafts and either working on them or archiving them, but I'm still here. Also gently prodding my muses over on @trailofstxrs to try waking them up again. Eventually, once CONTROL: RESONANT comes out, I'll be poking at my Remedy muses on @fadcn too. I need to write more, I need to be more consistent. Things have just been hard for me recently. I won't go into too many details, but my cat Loki is on the decline and I'm not handling it well. I'd love to have writing back as a distraction, but the truth of the matter is that I simply haven't been able to focus on anything well enough to make a difference, I haven't been sleeping well at all for weeks now, and my job is breaking me.

I'm struggling, but I am here.

If anyone would like to plot or rp in a more casual setting, I'm always available on discord to scream at about our muses or just things in general. I like making small 1 on 1 servers to roleplay in with my friends and to use for plotting and sharing memes and art and "this is them" things for funsies. Just poke me in DMs or my inbox and I'll send my discord over.

#✦ ｢ ooc ｣ ⸻ endless whispers #;personal update stuff.

We're being silly with random survivors and random perks (me) and my friend is doing a Survivor Gauntlet Challenge lol

Watch this video on Twitch Live

#✦ ｢ ooc ｣ ⸻ endless whispers