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Thanksgivings holiday

I went to American host family by Jackie's recommend this Thanksgiving. It's my first time to eat turkey and pumpkin pie, and I really enjoyed it. Also, I host my friend who visit me from China, and we took many beautiful photos. At the end of my holiday, I dated with a gentleman, we know each other for 2 years. We went to see Sleep No More and have a dinner in a Japanese bar, it was a wonderful night. This is my splendid holiday! By the way, I reduce the medicine for my depression, I felt it gonna disappear soon, so happy for myself!

Bryant Park

I went to Bryant park with Deam, Lin and Aory last Thursday. We ate delicious Thai food before, then took a lot of photos. And on the weekends, I went to a really good Japanese restaurant with my friends and their boyfriends. After that we went to a traditional American bar to drink white beer and black beer. It's wonderful time!

New tatoo

I went to flushing to get a new tatoo last weekends. And I design it as a red comma. I really like it. I use it to over a scale, so it was so heart when the person help me to paint it on my arm. The meaning is my life always keep going and I should never give up!

The people I hate

There is a people I hate is the weak side of myself. Every time when the weak me comes out from my mental self, she makes me feel unconfident, she disturbs the powerful me a lot,make I am afraid of every challenge in my life. She makes me angry and pressure sometimes. Hope I can fight with her and win for myself to live better and strong in my life! Yeah!

Happy Halloween

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Halloween Parade

I had a splendid weekend for last week. I joined in the Halloween social on 27th with my whole classmates. I custom zombie couple with Aory. Yesterday, I went to Halloween parade, that was crazy, haha! There are bunch of persons who costume themselves. And I will Chinese traditional clothes, Qi also, go to watch it with my friends. We built up Chinese traditional student groups, who wear the clothes which is 80s' china style. And we deal that next year, we will also costume together. Haha! Happy Halloween!

First time in health center

It was my first time to go to health center. The reason is my depression reached to emergence problem last week. They made an emergency appointment for me, so I can see doctor on last Friday. The doctor let me keep eating my own medicine and add additional Medici on to help me. It made me feel better a lot. And I will see a person who will have a conversation with me. My psychologist wanted to transfer me to American Doctor as well to company with me better. I felt better now after everyone's help. I am encouraging myself.

The problem about Grammar

For my Grammar, the most difficult part is to remember the precession noun of Grammar. Every time when I change the grammar teacher in my English studying, the teacher will change the way to sign grammar. For example, when I was in middle school, my English teacher mark “something” as “st”, but when I was in ALP program which is in Columbia University, my grammar teacher never use "st" as "something". Also, I felt really confuse on "VXO", and "VXD" at first. I really hope we will not have any other "simple" words in grammar. It is not really that"simple" when they are created too much!

For long weekend

Actually, my depression backed in me on my long weekend. So I used the time to stay with my close friends who visited New York from China in the long weekend, which was their holiday for China Contributed. We went to the Queens Farm to join the Maze. That’s amazing. And I spent time to chat with my psycologist, she shared lots of good advices for my life, and I felt that I learned a lot in my long weekend. This holiday is my small step in my life.

Feeling about Animals

I really think animals are my friends. I had a cat the first year when I live in New York City. I didn't have much friends and my English was really bad. I felt lonely every day when I backed to my home, there was no one be waiting for me. Then, I had Cupid. He is so cute and mature. He followed my actions everyday and focused on my emotions. When I got a fever, he even put his feet on my face for a few minutes to feel what was going on with me. He took a lot of good memories for me and companied with me to pass through a hard time in my life. Animal are important, as the same as every human in these worlds.

《My weekend》

I had a lunch date on Saturday with an ABC who came from Taiwan but born in America. I wear a format dress, but we actually went to a Korean chicken wings restaurant. He wear casual clothes which showed him so friendly. And I felt I was really weird to wear a formal dress in a casual date. Because of different cultural background, I had a unsuccessful date. But I think I will do better the next time!

How do I feel about my first semester?

It my second year to live in New York City. And it is my first semester to study in The New School. I lived in China for half year for my depression. By a long time treatment, I even live through Modified electric Convulsive Therapy and the death, I finally backed to New York. It totally is a new life for me. And it also is a new challenge for me. I will try my best in my new semester, as the same as I tried my best to deal with the depression.

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