Tw Ed

18 She/her Please don’t report just block and move past

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Dinner 8/6/21

Arugula-10cals

2 small strawberries🍓-19cals

5 almonds-37cals

Balsamic vinegar-10cals

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I wanna be skinny enough that my uterus bump doesn’t make me look like a fat sack of shit

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I just got told I look skinnier again today but I feel just as fat

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I haven’t seen my mom in two months and I saw her again today and she told me I look skinnier

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My legs look absolutely disgusting I have been able to hide them all winter with long pants I don’t know what I’m going to do this summer

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I thought I went on a massive binge but then I went back to count calories and look at the wrappers and it only was around 600 cals

Like umm what!! I have bought it was at least a 2000 cal binge I hate myself for binging but still better than I thought it was

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I love feeling light headed and shaky it’s a high I strive for

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Lol I can no longer perceive what my body looks like I can’t tell if I’m skinny or fat lol (probs still fat tho)

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On my 48th hour of a fast like

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Remember the reasons

Being able to see ur collarbones

Wearing a tank top without ur arms looking like sausage

Being told ur dainty or tiny

Wearing a medium as oversized

Not feeling judged when shopping

The jealous looks

Being the smallest person in the room

Being able to use being skinny as an accessory

Seeing ur backbones in a tank top

Getting tipsy off one drink ✨save that bank✨

Being thinspo

Skinny hands

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Keeping here so I don’t lose it

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I haven’t showered in a week because the thought of looking down at my disgusting body accidentally while I’m naked is to terrifying

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I’m throat hurts from the amount purged:)

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I binged

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I have no self control anyone got any tips? I have tried moderation but it only turns into binges

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I wanna be skinny enough to wear baggy clothes and people still be able to tell I’m skinny