c’est la fucking vie

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bcdhidcncvan:

“I’m impatient.. Besides, you got to sleep with Felix without me. This is supposed to be you making it up to me,” Bodhi whined.

“ don’t act like you don’t love it when i drive you crazy. ”

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bcdhidcncvan:

Bodhi stood quickly and began to take off his close as sexily as he could, but his impatience took the best of him, quickly leaving him naked in front of his boyfriend.

“ what’s the rush ? ” zander hummed, moving closer to his boyfriend. his lips hovered over the skin on his neck.

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bcdhidcncvan:

Bodhi got down on his knees, looking up at his boyfriend, “Please, Daddy.”

“ strip. ”

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vvarningsign:

After he was moved back Felix laid down, grabbing a pillow to rest is head on. “So what you’re saying is that we’ve all only been in serious relationships with each other,” Felix pointed out, thinking back on what Bodhi had told him earlier. Maybe it was a little too early on to describe his part in their relationship as serious, but he was serious about it. Felix did appreciate Zander’s return of vulnerability, especially as he was being stripped of his shirt and left more or less completely exposed to the other. Without him even noticing he was doing it he pressed up into the kiss, only realizing after that his body had shifted up towards his boyfriend. “I’m average at best. You’re amazing.”

zander chuckled as he felt felix lean into him, enjoying the boy’s natural reactions. “ why are you underestimating yourself ? ” he whined before diving into his neck, sucking the soft skin with the intention of leaving a mark. he only pulled back once he was sure the job was done. his hands skimmed felix’s sides, lightly tracing down him person until he reached his hips — eyes now looking down at the prize. “ are you ready ? ”

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bcdhidcncvan:

“I think you already know how bad I want it. I was it so bad, Zander. There’s nothing I want more.”

“ on your knees. ”

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bcdhidcncvan:

“Well, are you going to fuck me or continue to pick on me?”

“ that depends how bad you want it. ”

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bcdhidcncvan:

“Please do. Maybe that would make it up to me.”

“ maybe ? ”

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bcdhidcncvan:

“I think you are going to have to tell me everything,” Bodhi said, pouting.

“ don’t make that face. ” zander teased. “ if you want i can demonstrate every single thing i did to him on you. ”

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vvarningsign:

A small smile formed on Felix’s lips at Zander’s reassurance. “I can’t actually imagine you being nervous about anything,” he admitted. He kept his focus on Zander as the other stripped him, and when Zander smirked Felix’s own smile widened into something he knew must look a little goofy, but he was so focused on his perfect boyfriend he hardly cared how goofy he looked. Felix took his time appreciating his boyfriend’s shirtless body. “You’re so beautiful, Zander.”

“ when i first started seeing bodhi i was nervous. ” he admitted, standing up as he did so. he easily lifted felix further back onto the bed, climbing on top of him afterwards. “ and you. i’ve never been in a serious relationship. ” he knew he didn’t need to share the information, but right now felix was vulnerable and he wanted to share that with him. finally lifting felix’s shirt off he gave him another kiss, softer than the last but not lacking the same passion. “ me ? felix you are something else. ” he put every ounce of love he could into the words.

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vvarningsign:

When Zander shifted his hands to pick him up Felix wrapped his arms around the older boy. “I love you, Zander, and I’m sorry for being so nervous.” Though his nerves only seemed to be growing as they got closer to being ready Felix tried to relax. He trusted Zander, and he knew Zander was going to take good care of him. After he was set down Felix took a moment to get comfortable before looking down at Zander. Felix didn’t know how to describe the way seeing his boyfriend between his legs like that made him feel, all he could understand was that it made his whole body start to feel hot. “You can, uh, start now.” 

zander shook his head at the apology. “ i was nervous my first time too.” he assured him. maybe not as nervous as felix, but he didn’t need to bring that up. as he got the instruction a smirk pulled at his lips as he worked on undoing his boyfriend’s pants before pulling them down. before he did anything else he moved back, lifting his own shirt over his head and tossing it to the side. “ i love you. ”

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bcdhidcncvan:

“It’s your name, that’s what makes it so great. Plus it’s fun to say.” Bodhi teased, smiling at his boyfriend. “I mean… I did say that I was okay with you being his first time.. I just wish I was there or something?”

“ i would’ve recorded it, but i didn’t want to make our boy uncomfortable. if you want i can describe it in detail, it’ll be as if you were there. ”

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vvarningsign:

“But I want to,” Felix mumbled, unsure if he should be asserting himself here. “I know it’s kind of stupid and lame but like.. doing all this stuff for the first time means a lot to me. So I really don’t want my first time ever doing anything sexual ever to be on the floor.”

zander’s reply was a firm nod, hands moving under felix’s thighs to lift him up. “ whatever you want, mon amour. all you have to do is say it. ” he proceeded to carry felix’s into the bedroom kicking the door closed behind him. he softly placed the smaller boy onto the edge of the bed, leaning down between his legs and looking up at him - patiently awaiting the go ahead.

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bcdhidcncvan:

“I for one think Bartholomew is a great name.. And I can’t believe you. I was at work wasn’t I? Did you fuck our boyfriend while I was at work?”

“ no one thinks that bodhi, no one. ” he shrugged innocently. “ it just happened in the moment, i couldn’t hold back any longer. have you seen him ? ”

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bcdhidcncvan:

“Zander Batholomew De Martel you did not.”

“ i told you not to call me that. but yes, yes i did. ”

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bcdhidcncvan:

“What?”

“ me and felix. ” he wiggled his eyebrows suggestively.

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vvarningsign:

“Ah.. alright,” Felix was far too distracted by what Zander was doing to him to return his boyfriend’s teasing attitude. Felix returned Zander’s kiss although his kiss back was much more delicate than the hunger Zander put forth. When Zander tugged on his waistband Felix hesitated, but not because he didn’t want to continue. “If we’re gonna.. do stuff.. shouldn’t we go to the bedroom?”

“ we don’t have to. ” he countered. “ there’s plenty of fun places we can ‘do stuff.’ ” he explained, already thinking of all the places he wanted to have him. “ but if you want the bedroom, we can go to the bedroom. ”

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@bcdhidcncvan

there’s a smug look on his face as he sits down next to his boyfriend, giving him a light nudge to get his attention. “ guess what ? ”