「エイリアン」

you’re desperate to make it whole. All or nothing– what’s the goal?

[heiian]

「死の手で。 」      ‘sekibanki and seija are so pretty and that upsets me? like, how??? why can i be as pretty as them?’

[redblackdullahan-deactivated201]

“You are too much of a trouble to befriend.”

[heiian]

「死の手で。 」      ‘well then.’

[heiian]

「死の手で。 」      ‘befriend me, sekibanki. im lonely.’

[heiian]

「死の手で。 」       ‘today’s that day were like..people give out affection or whatever, right..? uh..’

[heiian]

can you imagine what its like to be as bitter as nue constantly.

[determxnator-blog]

                                                             🔪“Ugh…. I know right?”🔪                                                      🔪“Friends are so over-rated…”🔪                                              🔪“Aren’t they just the literal worst?”🔪

[heiian]

「死の手で。 」        ‘yea! it’s like, you try to change for them or something but then they get mad at you for something stupid???? like, excuse me for not being up to your standers! god. and then! and then sometimes they ignore you fore like no reason??? it’s just so...ugh!!!’

[heiian]

things nue needs 

- a bitter buddy.

[heiian]

「死の手で。 」       ‘….ugh. i’m so bitter i can’t even form words to express my bitterness. ugh. this is why i don’t need ‘friends’ in my life. they’re also just so...ugh, ya know? i just...ugh..!’

[heiian]

「死の手で。 」        ‘....i’m tired and bored. someone let me lay on them as we talk.’

[touhoupics]

Seija and Nue making rosaries. By yamamomo.

[nightbirds-tavern]

“Really now? You must be very depressed to carry an expression like that all the time.”

[heiian]

「死の手で。 」         ‘depressed? nah. if anything, i’m bitter. i don’t know about what but i’m bitter.’

[nightbirds-tavern]

“You can say that. You were looking all mopey, so I decided to see what happened.”

[heiian]

「死の手で。 」          ‘mopey..? that’s my normal expression..huh.’ 

[nightbirds-tavern]

“… Boo.”

[heiian]

「死の手で。 」          ‘….? what the hell? are you trying to scare me or something?’ 

[heiian]

「死の手で。 」           ‘....mmm.’ 

[heiian]

reason’s why making nue flustered is important

[redblackdullahan-deactivated201]

“I heard it… “

[heiian]

「死の手で。 」       ‘oh..well, uh...don’t..say anything about it..’

[heiian]

「死の手で。 」        ‘ugh.…i’m so glad no one heard that.’