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hating yourself while also believing you're better than god himself is cluster b culture
nicky--jonesโ:
It was amusing to say the least, listening to Ericaโs replies to his made-up story about how the two had met and fell in love. Nicky, himself, had only ever been in one relationship - she was perfect, everything he could have asked for, and the only person he had truly developed strong feelings for. He spoiled her, gave her everything she wanted and more, and was even going to propose to her. Butโฆ it turned out she was working for a rival company and used him to break his business down from the inside out. Luckily for Nicky, the way he ran his company meant it was fool-proof, and she had made a lot of amateur mistakes that lead right back to her, and he had no choice but to break things off; mostly because he couldnโt bear to look at her after what she had done and how she had used him for her own benefit. After that, he stuck to the way he did things now - no strings attached and freedom to do whatever and whoever he wanted, no problems needed.ย
But, as he pretended to be madly in love with the woman on his arms at that moment, he couldnโt help but channel those same tendencies he had with his first love with Erica to make it more believable; small movements like stroking her waist with his thumb, reaching up to push a fallen strand of hair behind her earโฆ it was almost natural to him, but he justified every action with the excuse โthis will look more believableโ. With a laugh at Ericaโs story about him getting covered in drinks on their make-believe night, he looked down at her and shook his head.ย โHey, if I wasnโt so distracted by how unbelievably sexyย you looked that night, I maybe would have seen the waiter coming with all those drinks,โ he replied teasingly as he gave her a playful poke in the chest.ย
As she suggested grabbing a booth, Nicky could see Jared perking up across the table, as if he had been invited too. He knew there was no real way for Erica to escape him while they were still in Blissโ public venues, so he made a bold decision to get the two of them away from her stalker.ย โActually, after thinking about that night we met, all I can think about is what happened afterย we got talking and left the bar. My suite, remember? Under that stunning dress you had on was a cheeky little lingerie numberโฆ Now, Iโm just wondering if you have something similar on underneath that tonight and Iโm just itching to find out, sweetheart,โ Nicky spoke, a seductive hint to his tone as he reached up and ran his finger on the hem of her dress by her chest, pulling it out a little to try and catch a glance beneath it.ย โWhy donโt we go back to mine and you can show me, hm?โ he asked, looking up at her and giving her eye-contact that told her to follow his lead, shifting his head in a tiny, subtle motion to show he was going to get her out of there.
erica had to admit, nicky played the part of a boyfriend quite well-- better than sheโd been expecting him to; she wasnโt entirely sure what had him so committed to this bit, but as long as their quick thinking combined could get her away from jared. she knew sheโd be owing him a very large favour for this.
as he spoke, however, erica had to amend her thoughts; he acted in the way she assumed a boyfriend would. while she was so very experienced in the art of sex and seduction, romance... that was a completely different story. she wasnโt sure sheโd be able to truly gauge exactly how convincing he seemed to jared, and frankly, she wasnโt sure it was something sheโd ever truly understand. of course, sheโd felt for people before-- requited and unrequited (though, most of the time she found herself caught up in emotions relating to the latter), but a genuine, romantic relationship seemed so alien to her, far more comfortable admiring those who caught her gaze from afar, or attempting to rid herself of those feelings with a quick fuck and disappearing in the early hours of the morning to avoid any conversation her partner from the previous night might want to have. and no,ย it wasnโt that she was afraid of commitment, it was just... that it just wasnโt for her. casual encounters merely suited her lifestyle far better than a roll in the sack with the same person, day in, day out, day in, day out... she wagered sheโd go insane, trudging through that sort of routine.
or, so sheโd keep saying.
that didnโt mean that nickโs gentle caresses across were unpleasant, however. being a naturally sexual creature, erica honest-to-god couldnโt help the fact the goosebumps that appeared under nickyโs touch, the shivers travelled down her spine... as much as she wished she could deny it, there was always going to be a deeply primal part of her craved the closeness of a warm body, and the affection that would bring.
god-- what was she thinking? this was an act, and certainly not the time to get carried away with the physical sensations she was experiencing. had she not been extremely aware of jaredโs gaze glued to her figure, she would have cleared her throat loudly, and abruptly. instead, she simply laughed lightly at nickโsย โexplanationโ, and gave her head a gentle shake while biting down on her bottom lip as if she were embarrassed by the manโs excuse. itโd help to clear her mind of the particular images from before. after all, sheโd travelled down that path once before at bliss and had sworn never again to allow herself to act so foolish and vulnerable. the blonde tresses that framed that face... a smile that could have melted the iciest of hearts; it had melted her own temporarily... how senseless sheโd become, just breathing the same air as her, coming up with such inane excuses to spend more time around her-- and where had that gotten her?
nowhere.
and yet, unconsciously, she still sought out those eyes, as green as--
no. no. she needed to stop this. her mind was just on sex. that was it. erica markovy-wright didnโt mess about with... romance. it was a foolish game that nobody ever won, and she wasnโt about to be lured back into that. as if there was some sort of beauty to it all. like hell there was. it was a suckerโs game, and she was no sucker. sheโd stick to looking after her siblings, and her dogs. that was enough familial and platonic love to give, enough love to receive. sheโd keep telling herself that, she didnโt need anything more. she didnโt want any more.
thankfully, sheโd perfected her poker face; none of these inner thoughts shone through the cheerful faรงade sheโd had on, reaching up to brush her fingers over nickโs bicep in a gentle, loving way as she noticed his subtle cue to take their leave now. wordlessly communicating with him that sheโd received the message by catching his eye and letting her gaze darken with the most minuscule of nods, erica let her lip curl upward into a devious smirk and caught nickโs hand by the wrist before he could expose her undergarments to the rest of the club. had she simply been in his company, or spending time with another regular, she would hardly have cared. as it was, jared didnโt need to, nor did he deserve to see any inch of skin underneath her dress. he still didnโt seem to get the message both she and nick were trying to convey-- โhe wasnโt welcome.โ was he really that dense? was anyone really that dense? โi was wondering when you were going to suggest that, darling,โ she remarked, leaning in with her lips just about brushing up against his ear while grinning coyly, while she shimmied just that little bit closer to him. finally, she returned her attention to jared, her smile far too wide for it to be sincere. โsuch a pleasure to meet you, jared, but i believe weโve got some business to attend to elsewhere. enjoy your night!โ she rushed out the rest of her words, not allowing him time get a word in edgeways. she wasnโt about to give him her number, or any other way of contacting her.
and with that, she gave him a quick wave of dismissal with one hand while looping her other arm through nickyโs, letting him lead her to a far more private area.ย โgood god, how stupid can one boy be? he couldnโt even take the terribly obvious hints...โ she quietly groaned in frustration the moment they were out of earshot, ever the misanthrope, though she kept her smile up, bright and fake, just in case her stalker decided to continue to watch the two of them make their way through the crowd.ย โ... but you-- youโre quite the actor, you know? either that, or a world-class liar. take your pick.โ erica stated, her tone shifting from irritated to blasรฉ rather abruptly, seemingly intent on turning her thoughts toward anything that wasnโt her creepy admirer.
nicky--jonesโ:
The swift whisper of her offer was enough for Nicky to stay committed, although he would have done it for nothing, had she said nothing. Maybe not as convincingly, though. With a nod as Erica introduced the young man in front of him, Nicky outstretched a hand to offer a handshake; something heโd been accustomed to doing after such a long career working alongside businessmen. A handshake could mean anything, could express so many opinions through one swift motion; a firm handshake meaning you know your stuff, youโre cool and confident with yourself and surroundings; an aggressive, rushed handshake meaning you despisedย the person you were greeting, and wanted to get it over as soon as possible; and no handshake at all meaning you had no clue what you were doing with yourself. The handshake Nicky offered Jared was firm, a little too firm, and he shook it hard; sort of a warning that he wasnโt someone to be messed with; a way of intimidation that would hopefully get Jared to back off of Erica. He could see the wariness in the boyโs eyes as he took the handshake, glancing between Nicky and Erica like a school boy whoโd just been caught doing something naughty.
โYour first time at Bliss? Ahโฆ I remember mine. Thatโs where I first laid eyes on this gorgeous young thing on my arm here. You shoulda seen her, Jared - sexy red dress hugging all of these stunning curves, showing off her fantasticย cleavage and showing just the right amount of legโฆ surroundedย by guys trying to get her attention like a pack of hungry dogs. She lit up the room, truly. Butโฆ she only had eyes for yours truly. Of course, why wouldnโt she? Isnโt that right, honey?โ he questioned with a playful, flirtatious smirk on his lips, looking at her with perked brows, wrapping his free arm around the other side of her to truly embrace her, trying to make it as convincing as he could. He could already tell heโd made Jared uncomfortable by the way he fumbled out an answer - Nicky just had to continue the facade until Jared bailed, which would hopefully be soon because there were plenty of other women he could be spending his time with right now.ย
thank god. thank god. nick had heard her whisper, and the singular nod he gave her was more than enough of an indication that he was perfectly happy to help her out-- for the price sheโd offered, of course. whether he was a lightweight (doubtful) or drank like a fish, it was hardly going to matter as covering his tab was, really, the least of her worries. getting rid of jared, however... it seemed as though sheโd gravely underestimated the boyโs determination when itโd come to picking up a fuck-buddy for the night.ย it was going to take a little more than a fake boyfriend derailing the original conversation to scare him away; jared seemed particularly unbothered by his targetโs relationship status-- taken or not, he still had his gaze fixated on her body. in fact, sheโd caught him staring at everything but her face throughout this horridly awkward conversation.ย
that was, until nick shook his hand. and erica, careful not to let her eyes light up or a chuckle escape her upon watching everything unfold, kept her features neutral as she noticed exactly how flustered jared seemed. the intimidation was well-deserved, a small part of her whispered from the deepest recesses of her mind, and she was inclined to agree. of course, the last thing she wanted to do was get nicky kicked out of bliss for starting a brawl, least of all for trying to scare away some overly-confident kid whoโd thought her an easy target in order to get his rocks off. he was so very wrong, of course, toe to toe with two people who were far more capable when it came to dealing with rowdy or overly-lewd club-goers. as satisfying as it would be to break jaredโs nose with a solid punch, for the moment subtlety was a much better strategy.
nodding along in agreement, and letting a hint of awe flash across her features as nick threw a surprisingly detailed lie together, right there on the spot, erica smiled and rolled her eyes in amusement, catching onto the fabrication with ease.ย โoh, you justย love to embellish that story, darling,โ she returned, laughing lightly while keeping her attention and gaze on nick rather than looking back over to jared. perhaps, if they paid less attention to him, heโd soon become discouraged and be on his way. please. just go away, child. anywhere else but here.
โhe always convenientlyย forgets to mention why i had my eye on him; he was staring at me, and on his way over, collided with one of the bartenders and sent about five or six drinks flying. it was pandemonium, but...โ pulling her lower lip between her teeth and continuing to smile, she exhaled and shook her head slightly. it was utterly painful to act this lovestruck, but absolutely anything and everything that would get her out of this, she would do. โeven covered in champagne, nicky was still quite the dream. a wardrobe malfunction didnโt stop him from approaching-- nor did the other men. it was bold-- very bold. and thatโs why i was so interested. besides, how could i turn him down after all heโd put himself through, just to say hello? the rest, well... history, as you can see. it was rather lucky for both of us that nick didnโt have the best hand-eye-coordination back then, else we might never have met, hm?โ
noticeably snuggling into nickโs embrace, she finally glanced back at jared. she seemed uncomfortable, flustered. good. inwardly, she was already celebrating slipping away from the boy and filling nicky up with whatever he was in the mood to drink as thanks; all seemed to be going the way sheโd hoped, and itโd likely be best to get away from jared now while they had the chance. โbabe-- why donโt we go find a booth, and order some drinks as well? iโm in the mood for a good whiskey; what do you say?โ she could only pray that the boy wouldnโt take that as an invitation to follow them. it might have been easier to sayย โa booth for the two of usโ, thinking about it now. and for as excellent a liar as nick had turned out to be, erica wasnโt completely sure for how long either of the pair could keep up this on-the-fly faรงade if jared continued to intrude. better to split now rather than have him snatch the opportunity to โtag alongโย any further-- besides, as nice and helpful as nick was, she really wasnโt all that interested in playing boyfriend and girlfriend tonight. or any night, for that matter.
theadriannataylorโ:
Adrianna had just finished off her shift and was walking through the club, not that she was dressed to be there, in a pair of high waist jeans and a cropped, slouchy t-shirt but it was the quicker way to get back to her apartment rather than walking around the other way so she did it anyway.
Her ears pricked up at the sound of a very familiar laugh and she spotted Erica stood by the bar, clearly being hit on by a guy that she did not want to be speaking to. Just by the laugh Ari could tel that she didnโt want to be there and she decided to go and help her friend.
Silently creeping over she gasped loudly. โBaby. Finally I found you!โ She sped up a little and ran her hands up the brunettes arm and into her hair, kissing her friend softly on the lips because desperate times. โYou made a friend..โ Turning to eye the man up, her emerald eyes glimmering with a hint of darkness. โHow beautiful is my girlfriend right? - now if you excuse us.. I think we need to be alone right now..โ Linking their fingers together before tugging her away without another word laughing until the were finally hidden away behind a massive wall. โYou seriously owe me one now.โ
the terrible drone of the young manโs voice, hardly audible over the music thumping through was just about boring erica to tears. between wildly unimpressive achievements and โclumsyโ touches that she could easily pick out of a bullshit pickup artistโs book this guy had likely bought in some half-baked endeavour to try and get some action, she was quite ready, seconds away even, from reeling back and socking this basement dwellerย in the nose. sheโd be running the risk of getting kicked out of the club, butย he was invading her personal space, already far too close for her liking. there was a reason she frequented bliss-- a reason she kept to herself, but it wasnโt to meet people like him.
she was torn between thankful that she wouldnโt have to walk down the path of violence, and being disappointed that she wouldnโt get to. either way, her eyes brightened significantly the moment a familiar voice hit her ears, and fingertips gently grazed over the side of her arm. erica might have even sank backwards into ariโs arms if she hadnโt been so mindful of maintaining her composure in front of strangers. really, it shouldnโt have mattered, but, old habits die hard, you can take the girl out of new york, the apple doesnโt fall far from the tree... those sayings definitely werenโt intended to refer to a situation such as this, was this guyโs imbecilic nature rubbing off on her? she needed to get away from him, and fast.
warmly accepting her friendโs embrace, and her kiss, smiling as she did so to make it seem as realistic as possible. if she was going to sell this, she was going to go all out. making a show of letting her hand move up to rest on ariโs waist, she sighed in (she hoped) contentment after the kiss was broken.ย โi was beginning to think youโd run off, love,โ now sporting a smile, her other hand travelled further upward to gently tap the other woman on the nose in a cheeky fashion.
normally, she wasnโt a fan of pda. but in that moment, sheโd do just about anything to get out of this conversation.
โoh, yes-- ari, jared. jared, ari-- my girlfriend.โ erica chirped happily, her tone overly cheerful just to drive the point home harder. admittedly, she felt an almost sick pleasure in watching any remaining hope that the younger man had of bedding her (as if heโd had a chance in the first place, the oblivious bastard) die at the declaration and repetition that she was a โtaken womanโ, her intensely blue eyes sparkling as she quietly noted the way adriannaโs gaze darkened as she turned to face him. it didnโt matter whether what they were saying was a lie; the fact that he had actually thought there was any chance of seducing someone like her if she was dating someone else was half-mad, and frankly, vile.ย โoh, stopย it, you,โ she cooed in a sing-song tone, reaching her hand up to caress the line of ariโs jaw.ย โariโs always like this, giving me compliments when sheโs the drop-dead gorgeous one-- no matter what youโre wearing, darling, so donโt you give me any excuses! iโm one lucky woman.โ none of this truly mattered anymore-- ericaโs thoughts had travelled to speculation, wondering what kind of payment ari would want out of her for this favour. she could guess all she liked, but it was going to be easier to just rip that band-aid off and ask the other woman, which she was quite sure was something adrianna was to allow them time to discuss in a shadowy, hidden area of the club, away from keen eyes and sharp ears. โof course, darling-- please excuse us, would you?โ without bothering to wait for an answer, she smiled, thanked him hastily and sauntered away, hips swaying as she gripped adriannaโs hand in her own.
the saccharine grin stayed plastered across her features until they finally moved far enough out of sight, at which point her expression dropped instantaneously, as her grip on the other womanโs hand loosened with her features morphing from sweet, kind and gracious to sullen, vexed and weary; the negative countenance she sported no doubt making it crystal clear to ari that sheโd just saved her hide back there. if sheโd had to spend one more moment playing nice with the obviously repugnant man, there really was no telling what sort of trouble she might get herself into. bliss was meant to be a reprieve from the outside world-- it was meant to be a place she could go to be among friends, forget about her real life for a few hours, be herself. out on the streets of la, in other clubs, at functions and bars... she couldnโt even count how many times sheโd been told that sheโd be a wonderful actress, or model, and how close sheโd come to putting them in a headlock.
at bliss, however... there was hardly any judgement. every time she walked in the door, it felt like comingย home, and while she wasnโt one who trusted easily, sheโd come to learn that she could count on the regulars she knew well enough. after five years of coming here, sheโd like to hope that sheโd developed some sort of amicable connection with a few fellow customers, and with the workers as well. that goodwill sheโd garnered often worked in her favour, too; people like ari usually had no problem getting her out of sticky situations without question, save for a few crazy encounters, and sheโd do the same for them in return... it was all for a price, of course. tit for tat, as she was so quickly reminded. โi know.โ erica grumbled in response to adriannaโs remark, rolling her eyes rather violently while huffing in indignation. her irritation wasnโt directed at the other woman, of course, she was just... so goddamned sick and tired of people treating her like a piece of meat. how the escorts and strippers managed to hold onto their sanity and not lose their temper with clients she had no clue; but respect when it came to keeping their composure? oh, erica had that for them, in droves. โi know. honestly, he might have never quit if you hadnโt interrupted. so, thank you. really. whatever you want, itโs yours-- okay? name it and iโll sort it out for you.โ
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nicky--jonesโ:
It was an amusing sight, to say the least. Gorgeous girl, desperate guy, trying so unbelievably hard to win her over. But, it wasnโt working. She wasnโt taking the bait; or at least she wasnโt as desperate for some action as he was. But regardless, it was hilariousย watching her suffer in silence. He could tell the poor girl wanted any excuse to escape the situation, and when he caught eye-contact with her, he could see the plea for help in her eyes, even though he was a decent distance from her.
Nicky chuckled, shaking his head as he picked his glass up from his booth and slid out, starting to walk towards her. It was a very common thing for him to do - save damsels in distress who had been preyed upon by creepy guys. Many people heโd run into had forced him into situations where he had to play boyfriend, so it didnโt phase him doing it again. As he reached the pair, he slid his arm around Ericaโs waist and pulled her in close, eyes meeting loverboyโs across the table before he gave Erica a kiss on the cheek.ย โHey, babe. Hope everythingโs alright here. Sorry I had to slip out for a bit there, had some phone calls to deal with. But now my attention is all yours for the night,โ he spoke, charming and confident, and he could see her suitorโs demeanour physically deflate as heโd been emasculated just by a simple action.ย โSorry, guy. Didnโt catch your name? Are you a friend of Ericaโs?โย
had she not been in such an awkward predicament, almost failing to remember how one should function when face with such circumstances, she might have snapped at the new arrival. she still hadnโt looked over, her attention unfairly forced upon the boy with skinny jeans far too tight for his legs, and a half un-buttoned shirt to show off... she supposed they were meant to be his physical assets? no. god, no. there was nothing to see, nothing to admire and she had tossed away any sort pleasantries she would have originally provided to anyone she had never met before. but with this teenager masquerading as a young adult, her speech had died in her throat in what had felt like an instant. one young, drunken boy to her right, grasping her wrist-- his hold was so uncomfortably tight that she was inclined to bark aloud; out of pure curiosity, wanting to know if anyone cared or would give her even half a momentย to lend a hand and bear regard for what surely seemed to onlookers an uneasy situation-- hell, or even for her ownย wellbeing...
no. of course no one noticed. the club was as packed as ever and sheโd have to deal with this on her own, that much was clear--
wait. to her left.
... had she not been so entirely engrossed in trying to escape the interaction she had been lassoed into, perhaps she would have noticed the presence of another person just behind her left shoulder sooner.ย the warmth of another body near pressed against hers was enough to tell erica that one: she was either in a great deal of trouble, or two: someone had taken pity on her and the situation she was currently in. though for as much as she wished to believe it was someone courageous and kind enough to whisk erica away from the droll, repetitive, invasive and superficial conversation she had been stuck in for the last ten to fifteen minutes, or thereabouts, she had never truly seen herself as much of an optimist.
she made the decision not look back at the newcomer to their little gathering. not yet, at least. not until a strong arm snaked its way around her waist and somehow fit with the curves of her figureย in such a snug way that had erica been a hopeless romantic or something of the like, she might have commented that the embrace alone was so close to resembling true affection and love that had she not already been on her guard and about as sober as a tack, erica might have smiled warmly and leant into the crook of the other manโs shoulder.
as it was, however, she had yet to lay eyes upon the man responsible for saving-- well, there really was no better word for it, was there? --her from the clutches of the less than desirable young boy whoโd been trying with all of his might to entice her into bed with him. the initial look of bewilderment interwoven with a flash of disdain and disgust should have been enough to deter him, and yet:
no dice.
sighing and shaking her head in irritation at the younger boyโs obliviousness, now (she doubted sheโd ever actually bother to remember his name beyond tonight) that someone else had shown him up and most importantly, validated her own discomfort by showing her affection without begging and pleading for permission to do so, erica tossed her head backward to study whoever it was sheโd been lucky enough to catch the attention of across the room and recognised nick, standing almost flush up against her. and, she imagined, had she been in any other circumstance while at bliss, she might have snapped at the man for pulling such a crass move on her. however, with the circumstances as they were...
never mind all of that now. it was a bold and noble enough gesture to make oneโs way over to help her out-- for many reasons and factors, erica had to commend him forย that.
it was safe to say that the beautifully chiselled and toned man wasnโt someone she was expecting to lock eyes with tonight. it was tough to determine or remember whether or not erica had actually taken the time to have a proper conversation with nick before. at the very least, much unlike her initial conversation partner, he had allowed her some personal space in his embrace, only winding a gentle arm around her waist to keep her steady so as to avoid erica sinking to her knees in feeling the rather obvious relief that heโd chosen to be somewhat of a good samaritan, and intended (she hoped) to pluck her out of such an unpleasant and awkward conversation. and, to keep the faรงade up (so she guess), nick planted a chaste kiss to her cheek.
so he had seen. that would be something interesting to remember, erica silently noted, with every intention to bear that thought in mind until she could write it down in an easily accessible place.
well, that was that. she thanked whatever otherworldly figure had offered her an escape for allowing this manโs attention to be brought to her when she needed to think up a non-violent method for retreating from the younger boy, for letting her line of sight travel upward, meeting nickโs-- and finally, praying to any and all sorts of deities that her acting in support of what she could only assume was intended to be a masquerade as a couple would at the very least be considered passable. โyou took forever,โ the brunette simply replied to the man, with a hint of mock offence, twisting around to deliver an light, open-palmย โthumpโ to his chest while her right eyebrow and the corner of her lip quirked upward, intent on merely delivering a light taunt. ... rather, what she could approximately imagineย lighthearted banter and teasing to sound like when shared by two people that were in a relationship.ย โi was wondering when youโd show up again.โ
a fake one, erica reminded herself-- but it wasnโt a story she could backtrack on now, at least, not now that nick had taken the chance to (hopefully) help her out of this mess. regardless of what was real and what wasnโt, the next logical step was to sport a happy expression, cuddle up close to nick and return the peck to the cheek he had given her, though she made sure to kiss the side of his face directed away from the other boy, which gave her the perfect opportunity to whisper an offer to him as swiftly as possible-- all the while doing her darndest to try and give off the impression that they were, indeed, involved.ย โget me out and iโll buy you drinks all night. swear it.โ the woman muttered under her breath, though surprisingly enough most each word was sufficiently clear that the gist of what she was saying could be understood.
never mind that right now. sheโd pay for his drinks as long as he managed to succeed in her request. with one palm splayed across nickโs chest, still, half-embracing him and presenting with the sort of body language that insinuated sheโd know him for a very, very long time. at his words, however, the woman couldnโt help but cant her head to the side, immensely curious as to why this man had thought deposing of the man bothering her worth his time-- why she was worth his time. and how was she meant to say anything to get her away from... this. god. she needed to focus on something else-- but how could she, when questions were being asked?ย โah... this is-- jared, sweetheart,โ god, the use of a pet name felt so strange, and odd. really, though, it had to be better than enduring another few hours of jaredโs recounts of his personal life. โitโs his first time at bliss. and, no. i am afraid we do not know each other. it was just tonight that we met.โ
svmbolicโ:
slam. the door banged behind the half dress australian, in skin tight leather pants and their boots on just seconds before theyโd been thrown out.ย โare you fuckinโ serious?โ they snapped, alcohol fueled anger.. with a slam of their fist on the door. vic played dangerousย games with peoples feelings. getting close then telling them they meant nothing. and well.. it got them literally thrown out of one of their favourite girlโs roomโs. jesus. pulling their crisp white shirt over their naked, inked top half, vic sighed. in a fit of lustย and want, the buttons had been popped off as their shirt was torn, leaving it open and crease, barelyย covering their toned, inked upper half. turning to their company, they rose an eyebrow as they took out a smoke.ย โgot a light?โ
pristinely painted lips twitched upward into a smirk after watching the scene unfold from her vantage point. she, of course, had kept her distance from the door theyโd just been thrown out of, stifling a laugh at their obvious irritation, and while she never claimed to be a fantastic actress, she could at the very least attempt to look unbothered by what sheโd just seen. โะฑัะฐะฒะพ,โ she hummed, her tongue dancing over the foreign word as if she were a singer. of course, her โtalentโ, if one could even call it that, was nowhere near close to holding a tune. placing a cigarette between her lips, she sighed, very nearly rolling her eyes at the request.
resisting the urge and bringing her flip-lighter to her own lips, she inhaled slowly, then puffing out a lungful of smoke; the sound she made as she did could have been mistaken for a sigh, while looking over at the other person through her darkened lashes. โmaybe,โ erica intoned, as if she hadn't just flicked her zippo open right in front of the other clubgoer and heavily implied that she was, well, less than willing to part with something of hers-- despite the fact that she knew without a doubt that sheโd get it back. โtell me what happened in there first.โ
it was happening. again. sheโd never been able to figure out what the hell about her last name was so endearing, appealing or attractive to strangers.
well. she knew whyย she was attractive; looks, and money. but the fact that so many people thought that theyโd have even a glimmer of a shot with her, and the stack of cash they seemed to think that she was perched upon... god, it was infuriating. she spent most of her time throwing away whatever money she could get her hands on, on excessive drinking and the performers. ekaterina just couldnโt grasp their line of thinking.
not to mention, the man attempting to woo her in that current moment (though to say that he was attempting was incredibly generous) was giving her the creeps. standing too close, being far too touchy-feely... if erica hadnโt made a new years resolution about toning down the violence, she would have clocked him right in the nose the moment he strolled over to say hi, and the last thing she wanted to do was get kicked out of bliss. itโd become her home away from home in los angeles, but there had to be some other way to escape this dullardโs clutches.
she decided to let out a very loud and very fake laugh, laced with pain as she casts a short and swift glance around the room, hoping and praying that some other club-goer would notice the silent plea in her eyes that screamed โhelp meโ.
all she had to do now was wait, she supposed, and hope someone had seen her cry for assistance.
[[ lyndsy fonseca, cisfemale, she/her ]] EKATERINA โERICAโ MARKOVY-WRIGHT just walked into the club, the 31 year old HEIRESS has been a member since MARCH 2014. i heard theyโre pretty DETERMINED & HARD-WORKING, but can also be a little MANIPULATIVE & COLD. rumor has it, theyโre DEMI-PLATONI-PANROMANTIC/PLATONI-PANSEXUAL and also love BONDAGE/SHIBARI, IMPACT PLAY & SENSORY PLAY, but are turned off by BODILY FLUIDS, FEET & VORE.