â  -           - after I thought about it and stuff, it did make sense. and the how and why of us celebrating the holidays suddenly didnât matter as much anymore. at least not as much as us being together, you know? me and valeria, mommy & daddy and uncle ben and uncle johnnyâŚeven his girlfriend kourtney -   -  talking and laughing and giving each other gifts and playing games⌠& when I looked around me, I could see it. what my dad had been talking about, surrounding me, around all of us, protecting us⌠love, right? â














