Okay, this is my final response to anything related to this, any further contact with me won't be answered.
I'm not gonna be a coward and act like I was a saint, I wasn't a saint, and I'm not now, yes, I've said or expressed transphobic ideology and for that I am sorry. I have educated myself on transgenders medically and socially and I accept trans people for the way they are, I am not in any way excusing my past actions as they have caused harm to people.
This part is the part that confuses me because how can I be a homophobe if I'm a homosexual? If you're talking about lesbians, then, yes, in the past, I made a joke pretending to be a hard right person explaining sexual orientation with chargers by saying charger block and charger plug is the only thing that makes logical sense, I only said this as a satirical joke and criticizing these people for their analogies being illogical, gays and lesbians are in no way the same level as a charger, if I have caused anyone any harm by this joke, I apologize. That wasn't right for me to do and I am in no way undermining any harm this could've potentially caused.
Yes, I have some racist history and I have said racist things and nothing could ever justify that and I don't intend to anyway, racism is a deeply harmful ideology that is still present in today's society and as a black person, I should've known better since I know first hand how it feels to be discriminated against, I apologize to anyone I've harmed in this regard and I have since stopped saying things that could be taken as racist.
4. Spreading lies about a 13 year old.
This is actually the only one that is wrong. Ark has told me in the past "keys f slur" and "how does it feel to have less rights?" I've never lied on his name about that because these are true, I unfortunately have no proof for this since it was in a call. So take this with a grain of salt.
Now that I've addressed those, I want to say. I was an extremely irresponsible and a jerk in 2023-2025 and I apologize to everybody that I've harmed, I was not intending on invading your spaces, I don't want to make anybody uncomfortable with my presence in the discord server or interactions with any of your accounts. I have since changed and I feel guilty everyday for the things I've done, I constantly wish things could've been different but that's not possible and that's the #1 thing with moving on, accepting you couldn't have changed it and changing as a person. I accept trans people, I accept gay/lesbians, I accept people of all races, I accept neopronouns, I accept anyone for the way they are if it doesn't cause any harm. I do not condone my past activity, I do not condone racism, I do not condone transphobia, I do not condone homophobia. And I will continue to be this way until time ends. I am not asking for forgiveness or anything similar to that regard, I solely want to apologize and take accountability for my past actions. I want to live my life striving to cause the least amount of harm to people as my views have changed and I've left my abusive household. My abusive household had those ideologies so naturally it came down to me so I had to change on my own without guidance because that's how life works! You yourself have to choose if you want to be a good person!
As a final request, I do not want to associate with anyone related to this anymore. It brings me heavy guilt and I've spoken to professionals and therapists and they recommend that I do not keep reopening a chapter of my life so this is the last time I've opened it. If I find out you're somebody I've known in the past related to the aga club, you will be blocked. Solely for my mental health.
And I hope anyone that I've harmed heals on their own too, as my actions have caused harm and I acknowledge that, and I wish for a recovery for each and everyone of you. Your anger is valid, your feelings of betrayal is valid, and your sadness is valid.
Oh, also this acc is a throwaway so I'm not gonna respond to anything with this acc so, I wouldn't recommend interacting with it anyway 😓
Now if you'd let me, please allow me to recover from my past actions and prove to everyone on this planet that I am capable of being a good person. Thanks! ❤️✌🏾
