Changkyun is the type of boyfriend who in the eyes of your friends, seems as if he does not put as much effort into the relationship as you do. However, he does not give a damn about your friends' opinions as long as he knows that you don't believe them and that he is a sweet lover behind the closed doors of your apartment. once you prove to him that you will keep his heart safe.
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"Something pretty, for me to enjoy and something thoughtful to keep you warm and healthy." He said with a smirk, sitting comfortably on the couch while you were sitting next to him on the carpet. The Christmas tree in the corner.
You smiled softly at the memory. Ever since then, with each gift you received from him, there was a pair of fuzzy socks. You looked over your shoulder at your sleeping boyfriend before you got up. Slowly, so you would not wake him up. He did not even have the strength to take a shower, just went straight to bed.
It was a rough day for him. Photoshoots, dance classes, hours spent in the studio; recording. Waking him up was the last thing you wanted to do, even though you felt pretty lonely and needed someone to talk to.
You padded towards the kitchen, leaving the door to your bedroom slightly open. You picked up Kihyun's hoodie that he left in the kitchen and put it over the thin top of your pj's. It smelt more like him than his cologne and you were thankful for it.
You put the kettle on and took your favorite mug out of the cabinet along with your favorite tea that helped your mind slow down. Lately, you were under a lot of pressure and even though Kihyun was always there for you, supporting you like the perfect boyfriend he is, you could not bring yourself to burden him. Especially now, before their comeback.
You opened your diary and started writing as you were waiting for the water to boil. You draw small hearts and dozens of smiley faces. The diary brought back good memories of how you met, but the pleasant feeling of reminiscing did not last long.
A few days ago you saw this TikTok edit with the boys and babies. The way Kihyun reacted to the baby's voice, broke your heart. It was too soon to think about starting a family, but was your relationship serious enough to tell him?
Your mind was clouded with all the possible reactions you could get from him. You did not realize that you were drawing a little family until the kettle started whistling. You jumped off the chair to turn the stove off, so the boiling water would not wake up Kihyun. You took the mug with you to the living room. The plan was to watch a few episodes of your favorite TV series in hope that your brain will get tired and hopefully muster the courage to confess to Kihyun about the tubal ligation.
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You woke up to the gentle touch on your cheek. The screen of the TV was turned on but it was still dark enough for you to jump away from the person who was crouching in front of you. The nightmare was vivid in your mind.
"Sh… Sh… it's just me, snowflake." Kihyun whispered, getting up when you no longer were trying to scoot away from him. "Why are you sleeping on the couch?" He quizzed, taking the spot next to you. Kihyun grabbed a few pillows and a blanket as he got comfortable.
"I could not sleep, so I made myself a cup of tea and turned on the TV here so I wouldn't wake you up." You mumbled as you rubbed your eyes to get rid of the drowsiness and laid back down, hugging yourself with the blanket that he covered your bare legs with.
"Why are you up?"
"I turned around in the bed and you were not there." He answered, following your suits and resting his head against your thighs. It did not take long for him to start snoring again. You reach down your body to play with his hair as you resume watching the series.
"Telling you this will be one of the most frightening things for me to do." You said softly as you played with his black, greasy hair. "We met under odd circumstances. The beginning of our relationship was not easy and we are still learning how to make it work, but I have always believed that communicating is the key." You scoffed at yourself because here you are talking to your unconscious boyfriend instead of facing the problem while he is not asleep. "I believe that I should have told you this at the very beginning." Your voice began to break. "I can not have kids…" You muttered, squeezing your eyes to prevent the tears from falling. " …and it is not because I was born infertile. It was my decision." You have bitten your tongue.
Now, you only have to say the same thing again when he is awake. You took a moment to admire his face, how at peace he looked. His lips slightly parted, looking so soft and lonely. You felt a bit more courageous so you lent forward, banding in an awkward way to press a kiss against his forehead. "I love you."
The silence was comforting, especially when his arms were wrapped tightly around your thigh. Once again you were left alone with your thoughts, but not for too long.
"I know." Kihyun rubbed his cheek against your thigh as he played with the drawstring of your fuzzy sock.
"I want you, blossom. All of you." His voice is low and husky, startling you. Kihyun's arm tightens its grip around your thigh as he pressed his lips against your skin. "I am confident that you just need more time to grow into that role, with the way you are looking at kids." His eyes remained closed as he drew small hearts against your knee. "You see. I have done a little research about the whole tubal ligation. One out of two hundred women can get pregnant. We can always adopt or not. I see how you are looking at kids and how gentle you are with them. I want that. I want to witness it happening here in our house but if that's not something you do not want we can always get a puppy. They are as clumsy and cute as kids." He chuckled and tilted his head back to look at you.
His look was gentle, filled with love, something you were not expecting to see, as well as you were not prepared to have this conversation right away.
"But you want to have kids. I don't want to take it away from you."
"Blossom, I don't want it to take you away from me. We have never talked about it and it is not like we had the chance to experience what it is like." Kihyun rolled onto his front and crawled up the couch to hover above you. "I am in love with you."
You pushed Shiwoo away, breaking the kiss. The feeling of his lips still present even after you swept off the wetness of your lips. “We can not do that. I am with San now, Woo. If you hadn't left, and you stayed here instead… We would be together.” You explained, holding one hand out to keep him at a safe distance. Your wolf was confused. There he was, the Beta that made you feel safe and loved, but did not have enough time to spend with you. Shiwoo found you when you needed a hand to hold and a roof above your head.
It was the worst break-up you have had to go through. Even though you did not spend much time together, his kindness and your desire to finally belong somewhere, were enough for the bond to start forming.
“Jag-” Shiwoo tried to argue, taking your face in his hands as the door to the apartment opened. All the heat from the kiss you shared a couple of minutes ago, disappeared.
“Am I interrupting something?” San dropped his bag next to the door as he entered the apartment. The keys fell out of his hand when he realized what he just walked into.
“And that was the best face massage,” you exclaimed, taking Shiwoo's hands off of your face. “Thank you!” You added, pushing his hand away, the same way, breaking the last straw of their bond.
San was standing there with his arms crossed over his chest. The gray t-shirt was soaked right in the center of his chest, which only confirmed the fact that he was at the gym. His scent was strong, filled with pheromones as he tried to mark his territory. He moved to the side, glaring at the taller man who was slowly making his way toward the door.
"Thank you, petal." Shiwoo whispered, looking into your eyes before he stepped outside the apartment. You smiled softly at the pet name you grew fond of through these years. The lock made a sound, and you were left alone with an angry and hurt boyfriend.
“Hey, kitten,” you said with a shy smile, taking tiny steps toward him. He looked intimidating with the way his lips are pressed together in a thin line. It was inappropriate to act so childishly, but it was not up to you. The longing was finally gone and your wolf as well as you were no longer confused about all these emotions you had for both men. Shiwoo finally has become a memory and San was here. You brought your hands up to cup his face, seeing how tight he was clenching his jaw.
“Don't kitten me. Who was that guy? Did you two...” He asked, avoiding your hands as he gestured with his own. San was hurt, and the pain of betrayal was even more evident in his scent, now that the Beta was no longer with you.
“Oh! No! No! No! No! He just kissed me.” you explained as if it was nothing, closing the distance between them. You could finally breathe. The bond was now completely gone, no longer in the way of the new one that you have started to feel not so long ago.
“You did what?!”
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You were sitting on the washing machine with your mouth open wide, while San brushed your teeth. Your cheeks were red, eyes puffy from all the crying. You have explained yourself right after you realized that the bond was gone.
San was aware of your situation, and also knows that a wolf can not just stop having feelings for another wolf if they have created a connection. He knew from the very beginning that your previous relationship and how close you were, is still affecting you.
He did not mean to yell at you, but the scent of a different wolf all over his girl drove his wolf crazy. Even if you only shared a kiss and held each other, he was an Alpha. An Alpha who has never felt the bond before and his soon-to-be-mate was covered in a Beta's scent.
“I am going to brush your fangs now, can you show them to me?” He whispered, holding your jaw gently as he waited for you to bare your teeth. “Good girl.” He praised, pecking you on the nose. San reached for the small jar with your favorite lip scrub mask and applied it. His thumb was gently rubbing the cream against your bottom lip, not so subtly, trying to get rid of the scent that did not belong to him.
San helped you with the skincare routine before helping you to bed. You were clinging to him like a koala. After the intense exchange of opinions and gallons of tears later, you had no strength left to argue with him about the shower and teeth brushing. You did not want to. San was an understanding person, but still an Alpha. And on top of that, he was a pup in terms of relationships. You are his first girlfriend, first date, first kiss, his first 'I love you'.
“I am sorry,” you mumbled, resting your cheek against his shoulder as he got comfortable, laying flat on his back with you clinging. You held onto his arms as he squeezed his hand between your thighs. Your body temperature is always running a bit higher than it should, and San was the complete opposite.
“I already forgave you.” San looked at you, playing with the edge of the shirt you were wearing, with his free hand." I may sound a little bit rude right now. I know that we did not discuss the courting process yet, so I should not be talking about it, but I am happy that there is finally space for our bond to form.” San confessed and kissed your forehead as his hand ran up and down your bare thighs.
"Courting?” you sat up immediately, feeling a bit dizzy from the sudden movement. “You - you want to court me?”
“Of course! I thought my intentions were clear.” His lips were twisted in a downward smile as his eyes reflected the moonlight that fell into the room through the open curtain.
“Yes! I want to mate with you!” You lent back to get a better look at your boyfriend. San's hands immediately gripped your hands to keep close. The moment your wolf realized what the Alpha just said to you, you lost the filter. “Please, mark me yours.”
“JAGI!” He whined, feeling the heat in the pit of his stomach. “You cannot just say that! We have to get through the gift stage first, and then there is that claiming and lovema-.”
“What?! So I have to wait? How long is it going to take? Can't you just knot me now!?” You questioned, tilting your head to the side as you made big puppy eyes.
You have moved your hand up to his neck, fingers playing with the silver necklace that's locked around San's neck.
“You need to rest.” He decided and moved back to his previous position.
He was right. You both needed to rest, it was a long day, but the confession that just took place made you want to be closer than just holding onto his arm. You straddle his hips and pressed your chest against his, letting him nose at your neck.
You smelt different. The cherry-flavored scrub mask was still lingering on your lips, but your scent in general was different.
It was this kind of smell that San can not get enough of. The scent does not last long in his nostrils or memory, but it is so good that San wants to stay in this position forever. You smell like home, like love and happiness.
“San… your - you smell...” you did not get to finish the sentence when you felt San's tongue pressed flatly against your scent glands. You have tilted your head to the side, yearning for more, as you did the same to his neck.
“God, you smell so good, Jagi-ya.” He whined, pressing you closer to him. His hand held tight onto you as your hand ran up and down his back, trying desperately to get rid of all the space between you.
“S-San. Stop it. We c - can't.” You placed your palms on top of his shoulder and pushed yourself away. “Sannie... Baby. Breathe.” You mumbled a bit, worried about your lover. His pupils are delighted, cheeks red, and lips were swollen from all the heavy make-out he had with your neck. His eyes were glowing with a green hue, sharp fangs grazing his bottom lip. His black hair was spread over the white pillows.
“I want to claim you so bad, Jagi-ya. I want to feel you, mark you, make you mine.” He growled, trying to lift himself up. A small smile tugged onto the corner of your mouth when you saw how worked up he was. “You... You little minx.” He huffed.
“I know, Sannie. I am sorry, I was just teasing you. I did not know you are so sensitive to my scent.” You apologized, caressing his cheeks to help him relax, so he would not clench his jaws so hard. It was a habit of his, chewing on the inside of his cheek whenever he felt overwhelmed.
“We can not mate, yet.” Just the one word and San's whole body was trembling at the thought of being so close to the only person his wolf deemed perfect for him.
“Sh… Sh… I know, baby. Let me help you, ok?” You asked, putting your hand on his tight, dangerously close to his crotch. When he nodded, giving you permission to do whatever you planned on doing, you slipped your hand into his pants, and the rings around your finger drew a hiss out of him. He helped you pull the waistband past his hips. You rubbed your hand up and down against the underside of his semi-hard cock. "You will get to touch me once you come, ok? One of us should stay focused, so we wouldn't do something stupid."
San hid his face in the pillow, as his hips began rutting against your hand. It has been so long since the last time you did something like this. Most of the time, you try to avoid such situations for the sake of your tradition. He was desperate and needy.
The perfectly carved muscles in his thigh tensed every time your thumb rubbed over the tip of his length. You could nor tear your eyes away from them, feeling how your panties gradually got wetter.
He was still new to all this, plus the fact that you both wanted to wait till the courting is over makes it more understandable why he is so responsive. San does not like to touch himself without you knowing about it or being the one who triggered him to do it. He is your inexperienced Alpha Pup and the feeling of guilt is still present after he finishes - he told you some time ago.
"Such a good boy." You whispered, pushing his tee up to get a look at his abs. "Pretty boy." You add, wrapping your hand around him. You did not have the heart to tease him anymore, so you have started off with a fast pace. The way his body was responding to each move of your hand was entrancing. His hands were gripping onto the sheets on each side of his hips as he moaned into the pillow.
"You look so beautiful, Sannie. Squirming underneath my touch." You could not stop praising him. Everything about him, in this state, was perfect in your eyes. "You are close, huh?" You did not expect an answer, since you simply could read it off the way his body bent when he desperately tried to last longer. His abs flexed as the heat in the pit of his stomach threatened to spill.
"Don't hold back, love." You lent forward, lowering yourself onto your elbow, so your lips were inches away from his red cheek. You lift your hips off his thighs as your hand keeps pumping his length.
He planted his feet on the mattress and thrust his hips into your grip as it came undone, moans mixed with growls as his fangs broke through the pillowcase material. It was maddeningly difficult for San to stop himself from turning his head and sinking his fangs in your neck. His heart was hammering against his chest as he tried to catch air into his lungs.
“That’s it, my pup.” You whispered as you let go of his cock. In moments like this, you could not help yourself but admire your work, releasing calming pheromones that contained a hint of dominance. Since you were a Beta, you owned both strong Alpha and delicate Omega scents. As much as you enjoyed taking care of your boyfriend and exaggerating power over him, there was nothing better than the scent he releases when it is the other way around.
“You are such a Mommy.” He chuckled, once the tension finally allowed him to unclench his jaw. Voice soft, as if you did not just make him cum all over himself. “So caring… Now it is my time to take care of you.” His tone has dropped a couple of octaves, sending shivers down your back.
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Kihyun is the type of boyfriend who gives you the silent treatment when you start to enjoy his bandmates' company way too much (in his opinion). He gets jealous especially when you are the one in charge of organizing Hyunwoo's Welcome Back party. When all you are thinking about is to make the best party for your friend and his hyung.
You will most definitely have to pacify him with kisses and cuddles.
You have closed the door as quietly as possible, hoping that the sound of the lock would not echo throughout the apartment. The hallway was illuminated by the small lamp built into the shoe rack. It is Changkyun's habit to leave it on whenever you come home past midnight.
Tonight though, you came later than usual and there was no sound of footsteps padding your way. You were thankful for the silence. It was almost 5 AM and here you are standing in your hallway, exhausted beyond belief.
You took off your shoes with a hiss. Twelve hours on your feet with only one break is torture. Your back was killing you and there was still one thing you needed to do before you could hide in your bed.
The sun was slowly rising as you made your way to your bedroom. The curtains were slightly parted, thanks to the fact that you did not have to use your phone to help you find your pajamas. You took a moment to admire the sleeping boy.
His back was facing you, strong arms hugging the pillow that your head should be on. You could not tear your eyes away from his beautiful tattoo as memories of the day he got it flushed before your eyes. You snapped back into reality when he rolled onto his side, hiding his face under the pillow.
Cute.
You have reached into the wardrobe for one of Kyun's hoodies and into your drawer for underwear before you tiptoe to the bathroom.
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Muscles in your whole body tensed when you felt something wrapping itself around your waist. You have lifted your head from the wall and opened your eyes. How long have you been standing under the shower? You had no idea. The last thing you remember was that you just needed a second to let your eyes rest.
"It's been almost thirty minutes, babe." He whispered, pulling you into his body. Kyun's warm skin somehow worked better than hot water on your sore muscles. He tilted your head back, so you could rest it against his shoulders. "Did you manage to wash or did you just ..."
"I spaced out." You admitted, nuzzling your nose right under his jaw. He has not stepped under the stream of water, which right now was a whole step behind you, so his scent was not dimmed and you could bask in the comfort it provided you with. "Why are you up?" You mumbled and slowly turned around in his arms as you fought against the sleepiness to keep your eyes open.
"Cause you are tired and I am here to help you take a shower." He explained as he reached behind you for a soap. "You can rest, I will take care of everything," Changkyun whispered and started with your back, putting some pressure on the lower half so you would not wake up later because of the pain.
Your forehead was now pressed against his chest and you could not bring yourself to open your eyes. You have allowed him to do everything for you, staying half awake so you would move under the stream of water to wash off the soap and shampoo when Kyun ordered.
You did not even notice when he wrapped your hair in a towel and put you in the clothes you have picked earlier. You have dragged your feet across the room, eyes focused on the bed.
"Hop in. I will get you something to drink." Changkyun rubbed your back before disappearing behind the door you came through. You got comfortable as you waited for Kyun to come back. You thank him for the glass of water from which you took a few sips before laying back down with Kyun next to you.
He pulled you close to his body and covered you with the sheets. Kyun's arms were wrapped tightly around you, his chin resting on top of your head.
"Tom- it is my day off." You whispered, rubbing your cheek against his bare chest. Your body gradually started to relax when he began drawing patterns on your hip.
"Good. You work too hard. I am more than capable to provide for the two of us." Kyun's words were hushed. "You should take a break, angel. I am serious. What if next time you slip and fall under the shower, hit your head…" his heart picked up the pace as the image of you falling onto the ground triggered a panic attack. You sat up quickly, taking his face in your hands.
"Hey, hey, hey. Kyunie. Look at me." Your voice was soft as you continued talking to him. "I will take a few days off, okay? I don't want to be all alone in the flat. You spend most of the day in your studio and there is no chance for us to spend more time together than this so I prefer to keep myself busy. Plus I need a good reason to take more than a day off and I don't have such." You pressed your forehead against him, playing with the long strands of hair till he closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
"I am worried." He admitted shyly, keeping his eyes closed. Changkyun was not the type of boyfriend to voice his feelings if they did not eat him alive, so whenever he did so you knew it was bothering him.
"I will take it easy, I promise." You wrapped your arms around his neck and kissed the little scares above his eyebrow. "I miss the piercing here." You added, before laying your head back on his chest.
San is the type of boyfriend to take your hands in his when he sees you squirming. He will play with your finger or the rings you have on. San is not going to let go of your hand till he is sure that you are comfortable and no longer need the physical touch to keep you calm.
Kihyun is the type of boyfriend to feel so comfortable around you that sometimes his sarcastic side and cutting remarks are getting a bit too much. So a silent treatment is something that helps you put him back in place. Once he notices that you are ignoring him, he will start acting like a real gentleman, doing everything for you to the point where it is becoming annoying.
It is a never-ending circle but that is how he is and you know it is his odd way to show affection.
Changkyun is the type of boyfriend to slide into the shower behind you and wrap his arms around you whenever you end your shifts extremely late. It does not matter if it is 2 AM or 4 AM. He just wants to spend some time with his favorite person, check in with you, ask why are you back so late, wash your hair for you... Whenever you tell him that it is your day off, he would immediately stop worrying and start planning what he is going to make for breakfast once you wake up.
Kihyun is the type of boyfriend to pick you up after work every day, at least he tries to do it everyday. He would buy you a full set of self defense keychain so you will have something to defend yourself when he is not there.
However, Kihyun hopes you won't ever have to use them.
Yoongi is the type of friend who speaks very little but does a lot. Yoongi may seem distant but turns out that he has a big heart and as a friend he will drop everything if he gets a phone call from you, asking to meet. He will not ask what is wrong. He will simply say "it's going to be okay" and hug you very tightly.
Jungkook is the type of boyfriend to wait on a motorcycle outside your workplace with a big smile and an extra helmet resting on the fuel tank. He will help you put it on and fastens it himself to make sure you are safe.
Jungkook is the type of boyfriend to hug you each morning to greet you and ask what book are you going to read in the evening, cause he knows how passionate you are about it. At the end of the day he will ask about you day and the book you have read, simply because he knows how many joy brings sharing your passion with others.
Kihyun is the type of boyfriend to flick your forehead whenever you make the same mistake while studying Korean. He will go easy on you though, the extra painful flicks are reserved for the members.
Of course, once you learn the whole material he had prepared for you, Kihyun will kiss your forehead as an apology and reward.
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