I want to make a home with you.

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he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
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@hellbaztard
I want to make a home with you.
i make myself sick to my stomach.
oh god.
breathe, constantine. just breathe.
i knew this was a bad idea. i knew it. fuck fuck fuck.
what the hell?
fuck.
hi just a reminder this was the decade that lemony snicket wrote āI will love you as misfortune loves orphans, as fire loves innocence and as justice loves to sit and watch everything go wrongā and I think it is the greatest love poem in existence
ah. i love him.
i can go on and on about how i feel better about being with hal when he's far away from me but then i have to go and. invite him to live with me. the hell.
...i mean i won't tell him to leave but. argh.
my stupid mouth
When I say that you bring out the best in me, I mean it. You bring out the softness I was too scared to let anyone see. You inspire me to work hard and achieve great things. You make me want to take better care of myself because now I have someone I want to shine for. You really, truly bring out the best in me.
vibe check! [falls recklessly in love with you]
i feel like a normal person here.
me looking back at the things i wrote on this blog two hours ago:
and maybe thatās why itās easier with hal. because heās not just hal. heās green lantern. heās sturdier. heās often away from earth, too. that works out. that keeps him safe from me.
but now he wants me to meet his family, and he wants me to meet his niece, and now iām getting ulcers, and things are going so fast itās giving me whiplash.
i am a bad person. and itās not that i want to be better. i canātĀ ābe betterā. whatever that means.
but i hurt people i love and i know i do and i get close and i hurt them anyway knowing full well what could happen and i donāt do anything to change and i treat people like shit and i say iām sorry and iāll change but itās just a COUNT DOWN to when iāll muck up again.Ā
and then theyāll end up dying. or hating me forever.
then iāll move on, and start the whole bloody process over again.