it hurts? ask me to stop, then. say please. god, yeah, just like that. fuck, you're so cute. keep going, i'm close. i know it's too much, baby. you can kick and scream. do you need help screaming? you're pretty when you're scared. oh, are you crying? you're so good to me.
Summary: Hawkins High meets a new exchange student who comes all the way from London. Naturally, she catches the eye of everyone at her new school— even teachers.. and she somehow caught the attention of the resident freak.
Warnings//contains: Female!Reader, Dj-ing (iykyk), Fingering (reader does it to herself), reader has an accent, mostly crushing on this part, Mutual pining, Eddie masturbating to the thought of reader.
A//N: this may be a little choppy or bad, I didn’t really have any good ideas for the contents but it is part one so I guess I can just write what feels okay.
“I keep lookin' for somethin' I can't get
Broken hearts lie all around me
And I don't see an easy way to get out of this
Her diary, it sits by the bedside table
The curtains are closed, the cats in the cradle
Who would've thought that a boy like me could come to this..?”
January 5th, 1986 — Hawkins, Indiana.
First day of school…
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Coming to America for the first time ever as a big move wasn’t very ideal. sure, America had good parts about it.. the fast food places, the people’s style, and the neighbors were the nicest people you’d ever met. Since getting there, you’d gotten housewarming gifts from just about the entire street. It was great in your new home and your new neighborhood, really, but you missed England sometimes.
There was no time to think about that now though, you’re going to a new school, meeting new people, and getting used to living in America. And today is your first day. You got up like normal, brushed your teeth— took a shower, and got ready. You decided to go with denim pants, a light-yellow sweater, and some white flats with white socks. You’d felt you nailed the whole— ‘All American Girl’ look and threw on some jewelry.
“Dad!! I’m ready!!” You called down to your dad, who was downstairs drinking coffee. You ran down the steps with your bag on your shoulders, head held up high, smiling ear to ear, ready to start the day and—
“Dad? You aren’t ready to go yet..?” he was sitting on the sofa, watching television and sipping on his coffee, not a care in the world. It was your first day!!
“No— I’m not. Go ahead, then love.. have fun.” Your dad just brushed you off— still sipping on his coffee.
“I need a ride to school..” you pleaded, confused why your dad had changed his mind about giving you a ride for your first day of school. You’d gotten dolled up and everything.. Before you could say anything, he tossed a car key to you. you were confused until you turned them over— it wasn’t his car.
“Have a good day at school— happy early birthday, figgy.” He looked over his shoulder, smiling as he saw your excited expression, you ran over and hugged him before pressing a kiss to his cheek. “Thank you, thank you!!!!” You pulled away but that didn’t wipe the smile off of your face. And out of all cars, your dream car.
The day was already off to a great start.
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You drove down to the school— trying to drive as safe as possible and you managed to get every car behind you pissed that you were going ten in a twenty. Thankfully, dad had thought to buy you a right-hand car, like the ones back home. It was more familiar to you that way. Made you feel like you were still there.
As you pulled into the school’s parking lot, you get a lot of stares. It was definitely different from the schools in England. no uniform, people on skateboards, couples making out against their cars. It was chaotic, but very intriguing.
You got out of your car after a little bit of touching up, and walked up to the school, looking for the main office.
You found the main office quickly, the smell of stale coffee and cigarettes wafting through the air when you reached it. You walked up, seeing a little old lady sitting at the front desk, she was writing something down on a notepad, not even bothering to answer the ringing phone beside her.
“Excuse me..?”
She ignored you for a good three minutes before looking up and giving you a strange look.
“Right— just go to class.” She pushed a schedule towards you, not even checking the name— you grabbed it and thanked her as politely as possible before looking down and starting your search for your class. America was going to be tough to get used to.
You stepped into class late, apologizing to the teacher and informing them you were late. The whole class was looking at you, and you wanted to melt into the floor. You can hear whispers about ‘how you speak’ and immediately get insecure. You didn’t have an American accent, and you tried your best in the mirror before school to water yours down, but it seems like luck just wasn’t in the cards for you since entering this zoo that Americans call a school. After you introduced yourself to the class, you sat down where the teacher told you to. The boy in the seat next to yours was looking at you when you came in, and he still was when you sat down.
“Uh— hi.. nice to meet you. I reckon you and I are partners, then?” You smiled, holding out your hand for him to shake. The girl next to you gasped but you didn’t look— not even really noticing.
He just looked at you— taking a minute before taking your hand and shaking it. He didn’t let go for a bit— and you were a little freaked out.
“Nice to meet you too..”
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Class time faded in a blur— and now everyone was packing up. The gasping girl from earlier stopped you as you were walking out.. she tapped you on the shoulder and cleared her throat. A cheerleader. You could tell by the pretty hair with the bow, and the uniform that screamed school spirit.
“I’m Melissa.” She held out her hand, smiling widely as if to physically show you that you could relax around her, and that she’s friendly. You took her hand and shook it, smiling back.
“Nice to meet you, Melissa.. anything you wanted to tell me?—“
“Sit with us at lunch. Ya’know, the cheer squad. I’m a cheerleader.”
Wow! It was your first day and you already had a place to sit?! That was definitely and opportunity for friends if you ever knew one.
“For sure— uh.. thanks, I’m sort of having trouble adjusting..”
“Shut up!! You’re like totally gorgeous and mysterious. The other girls are going to LOVE you!!”
You smiled, she definitely made you feel way better about being the odd one out in your new school. Although, you were a little confused why she told you to shut up, and why she’d made such a dramatic comment about you.
“Really..?”
“Yeah— you’re like totally exotic! Where are you from, like.. Great Britain or something?” She was very sweet— but the whole exotic comment made you giggle.
“Um— yes, but we usually just call it England.. not very ‘great’ anymore.. just a normal country. Not super— em.. exotic..”
You smiled again— putting a hand over your mouth to stifle your giggle. The two of you began to walk out of the class, talking and laughing about the stuff she’d told you about the cheer team. It made you look forward to meeting them.
“I’d like to sit with you at lunch. I’ll see you— maybe outside of my third class?”
“Of course, So choice! See you at lunch, new girl!”
Your very first friend! you were practically counting down the hours until lunch, where she would introduce you to her friends..!
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Come lunch, Eddie practically DASHES to his table— immediately calling order so he could tell the other guys about the smokin’ hot new girl in Mrs. O’Donnell’s class.
“Shut up!!” He shut the rest of the guys up, who were bickering about their new campaign plans since they killed vecna.
“You shitbirds are not gonna believe this crap when I tell you..” Gareth was interested, leaning over with an eyebrow raised— Mike and Dustin looked like two little ‘lost sheepies’ as Eddie always called them. They both looked at eachother.. was it happening again?
“What, man? This is important!—“ Jeff blurted, slamming his hands on the table with urgency. Everyone knew Jeff was very serious when it came to hellfire club, and all things D&D. which is why Eddie admired him, and admitted him to the club in the first place.
“I just met the absolute hottest girl I’ve ever seen in my life— O’Donnell’s math class, dude.. she touched my fucking hand.”
“What— who?” The whole table seemed to ask the same question— Eddie was too busy looking at your face when you’d introduced yourself to even remember your name.
“Fuck— I.. I can’t remember.”
“Bogus. I call complete bogus.” Dustin said in his usual matter-of-fact tone. Eddie denied, standing up and gesturing with his hands.
“No, no.. you don’t get it. She was hot.. like— hotter than Elisabeth Shue— or.. or even Phoebe Cates.. Phoebe fucking Cates, man.. I gotta find her..”
He stepped up onto the table in true Eddie fashion, not caring about a single look he got. He scanned the room for you and there you were, in line with the rest of the cheer girls, getting salads. You had only been here a few hours, and they were already staking their claim like the evil vultures they are. After school he was totally gonna talk to you.. he needed to.
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All the while, you were in line hearing Melissa gossip about basically everyone, there, she told you a piece of information you were for sure never gonna follow.
“And by any means necessary, stay away from that boy in Mrs. O’Donnell’s room..”
You raised a brow, leaning against the wall while you waited in line.
“The guy who sits next to me..?”
She nodded, pointing over to his table. You’d thought he was cute, that’s why you picked him for the partner assignment. Now that Melissa was warning you about him, you wanted to know the reason why.
“Why..? He seems.. sweet. And— he’s really handsome..”
She gasped again— seemed like it was her trademark.
“No, no, no!— Girl! That’s Eddie Munson… he’s a complete freak!”
You furrowed your brows, making a face out of offense for him. “That’s not a very kind thing to say about someone—“
“Do not say that to any of the other girls! You do want friends, right?”
You looked down at your shoes, then back at him. “I mean— yeah, but..”
“No buts! He’s off-limits. It’s like— the rules of society.”
You sighed but nodded your head. Before you knew it, you both were walking down to the table where a bunch of girls in matching uniforms sat. The cheer table. You’d watched enough American movies to know that this was what you wanted, this was the ‘popular crowd”.
“—and she’s new! She’s totally gorgeous, right?”
You realized you’d zoned out when you looked at the table of girls who were all sizing you up— you were so engrossed in your thoughts, you’d forgotten to introduce yourself.
“Here— come sit!”
A ginger girl smiled at you, patting the seat beside her. The guy that was standing behind her with his arms draped over her shoulders sighed before giving her a quick peck on the cheek and walking away.
“See ya’ Chris.. call me later, Kay’?”
The guy said, stopping for a second to give you a nod and a smile— as if to say hi.
You sat down and looked over at the ginger girl next to you, who’d excitedly put her fork down to talk to you more freely.
“Sooo.. we know your name already, what’s your story?”
You looked caught off guard, looking down at your salad in front of you.
“Well.. I um— I come from London, but I’m sure you’ve already guessed that..”
The girls all giggled and nodded. They looked very interested in what you had to say, and they’d piped up and gave you ideas for your ‘big introduction’ as they put it. Parties, cheer tryouts, and sleepovers were planned. Everything was fine until the topic of boys came up.
“I still think Billy Hargrove is the hottest guy that’s ever went here.. a shame what happened— we kissed at a party once, you know..”
You giggled along with the other girls, feeling comfortable in this new group. Until the question was directed towards you.
“Any guys you think are cute yet..?” Chrissy asked, meaning to be completely harmless by it.
You thought back to what Melissa told you, about that guy being a ‘freak’ — and didn’t want to say anything.. but Melissa did for you.
“Eddie Munson..” she smiled, a grossed out expression crossing most of the girls’ faces.. not you and Chrissy, though.
“He’s actually a nice guy.. I thought I said to leave him alone..?” Chrissy (whose name you’d learned over the past twenty minutes of getting to know eachother) spoke before you could, and you silently thanked her for it.
“He’s not bad.. just— he’s weird.”
The girls all argued over whether or not it was good that you pursue Eddie. They all decided on one thing. Go for what you desire— but, on the condition that the freak doesn’t ever need to be near them.
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The school day came to an end way quicker than you thought.. you’d made a lot of friends your first day— quite too many to keep count of. You couldn’t wait to tell your dad when you got home.. when you were heading out to your car, you’d gotten tapped on the shoulder. A familiar scent brushed past your nostrils and you sighed. You knew who it was just based on the strong cologne and slight smell of marijuana.. that boy from Mrs. O’.. yeah you’d have to try and memorize her name some other day.
“Hey— uh.. remember me? Mrs. O’s class?”
You smiled and nodded, looking at his features in the dull light of the cloudy sky.
“How could I forget? You were the most interesting looking person in that class.”
He looks almost surprised to hear that because he hides his smile with his wavy locks ..
“Right.. uhhh.. god— this is awkward but I was wondering if I could get your number or we could like— hang out sometime..?”
You couldn’t help but blush at this, covering your cheeks with your hands— struggling to fight your smile.
“Uh— yeah.. I’d like that.. and— uh.. I’ll give you my number, just a moment..”
You opened your car door, setting your bag down so it’d be easier to go through it to find a pen. Once you’d found a pen, you took the cap off, sticking it onto the back of the pen.
“May I see your arm..?”
He was sweaty, and wiping his hands off on his jeans. God, he was so nervous. He hoped you didn’t notice (which you hadn’t, thankfully… even though it was painfully obvious.) he nodded, pushing his arm out to you.
You smiled before writing your number down..
“Call me later?”
“O-of course.. just— do me a favor and don’t tell anyone?”
Dustin and Mike watched from behind his van. You’d managed to make the almighty DM get weak in the knees by practically doing nothing. This was a completely pivotal moment in their highschool careers. They never thought they’d see the day. When you drove away after two sweet goodbyes, they clapped Eddie on the back and all jumped up and down like little kids in excitement for Eddie.
Eddie seemed a bit upset
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Although you’d enjoyed your day, it was absolutely smashing to finally be home— you decided to play a bit of music and sing for a little— taking about an hour or so to write in your diary about the very fun and eventful day you had— and how you were trying out for cheer.. and that boy.. Eddie.. he was great. You’d called him when you got home, and the two of you talked for about thirty minutes before both shyly hanging up.
It was now eight thirty at night.. and you couldn’t sleep. You tossed and turned until eventually just laying flat on your back and accepting it will never happen.
You sighed— bored.. gently tracing a hand over your thigh thoughtfully.. an idea sort of just— sparked you. Nobody was home, anyways, so what was the harm?
You slowly slid your shorts off, giving yourself time to think. When they were slid down to the middle of your thighs, you dragged two fingers up the damp patch of your panties.
“This is so gross..”
You said aloud, not really knowing why. Yet, you still continued to stoke the wet patch— just feeling your fingers glide over the slick.
It didn’t take long before you reached into your panties, gently rubbing up and down the wetness there. You sighed gently and let your head fall back against the pillows as you closed your eyes and tilted your head up to the ceiling. You didn’t really know the reason you felt this way— it was just like your body was on autopilot.
You slowly and very carefully slid two fingers inside of yourself, stroking back and forth gently. It was so.. so good. The slow drag of your fingers against your walls, the intensity of it all..
All up until your mind started to wander— and it made you stop.. you felt like a total pervert.
That boy, from Mrs.. yeah, whatever that’s a lost cause.
“Right.. uhhh.. god— this is awkward but I was wondering if I could get your number or we could like— hang out sometime.”
He was so cute, and so nice.. but here you were, touching yourself to the thought of him. You sat up, pulling your hand out of your panties and sighing. You pulled on your shorts and got up to go wash your hands. Why was this weighing on you so bad..? I mean— surely you’re not the only person in the world who’s done it.. right?
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Eddie went home feeling absolutely high on life— and he knew exactly what he was going to do, because, let’s be real.. what do we think Eddie Munson does in his free time?
He talked to himself more than the guitar, really. But still, he kissed his fingers and gave it a strum before spinning around on his heel, chipper, and ‘dancing’ to absolutely no music at all as he grabbed a baggie of weed to roll up. He looked over for a second at the cassette player on his pillow and grabbed it, popping whatever was on the nightstand in before he turned his attention back to the baggie of weed.
It doesn’t take him too long until a big fat joint is rolled up. He deserved one— he actually spoke to a hot girl, and got her number. Which is like— unobtainable in Eddie’s world. The joint rest gently between his lips before he unbuckled his pants and pushed them down.
“Hah- o..okay..” he was practically buzzing, he sparked the joint up, taking in a loooong drag as he reached into his boxers with his warm (very—very sweaty) hands and began to slowly stroke his length.
Now— Eddie knew it was a bit wrong, since you’d just met and all, but you were like— the only girl that talked to him at school that day.. and you were really nice, and hot.. so very hot.. (as a good friend, Robin Buckley, would so eloquently put it,) so, naturally you were a bit of an inspiration for his session.
He closed his eyes, head titled up to the ceiling as he wrapped his hand around his (impressively long) manhood.. he stroked slowly, imagining it was you that was touching him.. and it began to get easier the more and more he smoked.
“You’re so hot.. so— mmf..”
He stroked himself skillfully as he whispered all the stuff he wanted you to do to him.
“Yeah.. f-fuck.. touch me like that..”
He squeezed slightly, giving himself small downward strokes. With his other hand, he reached down and gently squeeze and pull on his balls, which were already drawn up with anticipation that he’d come soon..
“Ah! Ah— fuck!” He came with a soft groan, quick spurts of come shooting up. They shot onto his chest and over his head, onto his skull bandana.
“Shit..” he sighed, flopping back and taking a long drag from his joint before sighing and letting it out. He snatched that dumb bandana off of his head. he had sometimes wore that bandana when he was DMing, because he’d gotten it from Gareth. now, it was garbage.
He couldn’t stop thinking of you— absentmindedly stroking himself as he looked up at the ceiling. You’d been on his mind all day.
Even though you were the complete opposite of those evil snakes on the cheer team, he knew it was near impossible to have you. You were destined to be a party girl, dating an idiot jock, and getting black out drunk every weekend. That’s the crowd you were starting to fall into.
Eddie was not gonna let it happen. He couldn’t! I mean- you were like.. perfect. And Melissa was trying to make you like them.
Eddie Munson never believed in love at first sight until he looked at you.. or— maybe it was just his dick talking?
“Shit. Alright..” he sighed, tapping the joint out against the glass ashtray on his bedside table. He stood up, pulled his boxers up, and walked into the small kitchen area to grab a beer from the fridge. He leaned against the counter, staring at the phone veeeery intensely as he nursed his beer.
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“Fuck— whatever.” He walked over to the phone, looking down at his hand as he dialed your number. It rang for a few seconds before you picked up.
you two sat on the phone for what seemed like hours— planning your hangout in a few weeks (since you needed time to grow used to the new school and the new people).
You’d decided on Friday, two weeks from now. He thought it was perfect.. hell, anything you said was perfect.
He couldn’t wait until you two were alone.
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Thank you guys for taking time out of your day to read thisss🥹 if anyone wants to collaborate on the next one or even just proofread that would be awesome!! Obv not expecting y’all to🙃 have a good nighttt! Xxx
In my personal opinion, Flight of Icarus got it right with “Eddie Munson has gotten a respectable 2-3 bitches, but only because they wanted to know what it would be like to fuck the freak. None of these girls would give Eddie the time of day during the 8 am-8 pm time frame”
a/n: this one mixes the classic religious symbolism with some... dnd metaphors? is that even a thing? anyways, the pining is intense in this one. title by led zeppelin. this can be read as a standalone piece. read prev chapters here: pt. 1 / pt. 2 / pt. 3 / series masterlist
It’s laughter you hear first.
A quiet echo, then a gasp. Whispered shouts.
It drifts through the dim hallway of the school basement, long after hours, where labs, old art rooms, and storage closets sleep behind locked doors. Your steps slow when you spot the only source of light.
A door.
Warm light spills through a cracked pane, splintered and golden, like the cut of a stage spotlight. It’s open just enough for sound to escape.
Then, you hear it:
A voice.
His.
Low, steady.
If you hold your breath, you can just make out the words.
“…seven. And what’s your AC?”
Another voice responds, muffled.
You swallow, eyes flicking to the clock at the far end of the hallway.
You’re not sure if the door was left open by accident, if you're meant to be hearing any of this at all.
You glance down at the binder in your hand, and consider leaving it outside.
But then he starts speaking again, and something in your chest pulls.
You drift forward without thinking, feet ghosting across the tile.
You stop just short of the door, close enough to slot yourself behind the tiny sliver of open space.
Inside, Eddie is a different creature entirely.
The room is bathed in flickering candlelight, stage props and old lighting rigs stretching tall, wavering shadows. Most of his torso is obscured behind a dark screen, yet the glow catches the sharp outlines of his shoulders, the wild edge of his hair.
Behind him, the intricate carvings of a wooden chair rise, ancient and regal.
Clearly something pulled from the drama department’s dusty closet. But here, in the dim light, it feels foreboding. Commanding.
And from his throne, Eddie grins like a king.
“…takes another step toward you,” He intones, voice curling low through the air.
There’s a thread of something familiar in his voice, but it runs deeper now, darker. A growl curled beneath silk.
It’s his voice, but not a version you’ve ever known.
The room stills, like prey before a predator.
Then—THUD.
A fist slams against the table, thundercrack against wood.
The whole table jumps. Candles flicker. Sheets of paper flutter like startled birds.
Your breath catches.
“He grips you by the throat.”
Eddie’s hand shoots up, rings catching candlelight. Fingers curl midair, claw-like, closing in a tight fist.
You see it in their faces, the players.
Frozen mid-breath. Eyes wide. Clinging to every word.
Not just caught in the game. Devoured by it.
By him.
There’s a reverence in the room.
Something sacred. Like church.
And Eddie Munson’s giving the best damn sermon anyone’s ever heard.
“When the creature speaks… his lips don’t move.”
His voice drops low, eyes gleaming over the edge of the screen.
“You don’t hear it,” He murmurs, quieter still. “You feel it. In your head. In your spine.”
The silence that follows is deafening.
Even the candlelight holds its breath.
Then:
A tilt of his head. A slow roll of his shoulder.
A shift behind the screen.
And when he speaks again, the voice that comes out isn’t his.
Deep. Fractured. Raw.
“You dare challenge a god?”
It shouldn’t make your stomach flip like that. But it does.
From down the table, someone curses under their breath. You don’t see who.
You’re too busy watching him.
The shift in his gaze—slit-eyed and serpentine.
“I’ve waited centuries to wear this face again.”
The deliberate rhythm of his breathing—slow and measured. Inhuman.
“Smoke spills from his mouth,” He murmurs, slipping back into a narrator’s cadence. “The air burns cold. The runes at your feet begin to glow.”
He lifts a hand. Points down the table, straight at Dustin.
“When your eyes meet his… you recognize him.”
The room goes silent again.
Eddie leans forward, barely, and the other voice takes hold again.
“Long time no see... brother.”
Even from the doorway, you see Dustin’s jaw drop.
Nobody at the table moves. Not even to breathe.
Eddie leans back in his throne, slow and deliberate, and the grin that spreads across his face isn’t playful. Isn’t silly.
It's feral. Claiming.
And something inside you flares again—sharp, hot, and utterly wrong.
Then, just like that—his voice shifts back. Light and familiar.
And his eyes, what just a moment ago had been pitch, something cold and ancient and not-quite-human—softens.
“All right, freaks.” He claps once, breaking the silence. “We’ll pick up right here next week.”
Like a director yelling cut, the spell breaks.
Dustin lets out a choked swear, slapping a hand to the table. Sheets fly. Someone beside him throws himself backward in his chair with a groan—C’mon, Eddie!—while another hauls an eraser down the table.
You blink, blood rushing back to your legs all at once. You hadn’t noticed you’d stopped breathing. Or how close you’d leaned in.
“Make sure to grab all your shit,” Eddie rises from his throne, palms pressed to the table like a king dismissing court.
“If I have to clean up one more time after you animals, Daddy’s gonna be very disappointed.”
The table erupts in shrieks. Dustin groans in disgust. Someone wails, No, not the Daddy voice, please—
A pretzel flies down the table. Eddie ducks with a grin, unbothered, reaching for his notes.
He moves with practiced ease, sweeping up scraps of paper behind the screen. The flick of his fingers, the scrape of his chair, the low electric hum of the room still thick with imaginary blood.
It’s all still his. That energy. Tension. The afterglow of story spun like silk around his hands.
And you’re still watching, heart doing something weird and heavy, thinking about the way he commands a room without raising his voice.
Your foot moves forward, before you even mean to.
But then: the voices swell again. More laughter. Chairs dragging. Backpacks unzipping. Someone loudly demanding to know where their Mountain Dew went.
You flinch, retreating fast. Backpedaling to the bend in the hallway, tucking yourself behind the corner near the bathroom door, just out of sight.
You clutch your binder to your chest like it might shield you from the heat still flickering beneath your skin.
From the way his voice is still echoing in your bones.
At first, Eddie thinks its a hallucination.
A vision.
Some sugar-drunk mirage conjured by the questionably expired sodas Doug found in his garage.
Because there’s no way.
No way it’s you, standing in the doorway.
While he was busy conjuring demons and scribbling madly behind the DM screen, monologuing like a satanic Shakespeare.
He blinks. Rubs his eyes for good measure.
And you’re still there.
You step forward slightly, through the crack in the door, like maybe you might come in—then just as quickly, step back.
Gone.
The doorframe is empty as the group filters out, rowdier than ever.
Thanks Eddie, see ya tomorrow!
Bye, Daddy! Shrieking laughter.
Eddie barely reacts.
Gareth claps him on the shoulder, making him jump.
“Mikey’s for pizza. You coming?”
“Uh, raincheck. Gotta clean up.”
“You sure? Jeff said he’s going for the garlic knot record.”
He huffs a laugh. “Tempting. Go ahead, I’m good.”
“All right man. Jam sesh at Doug’s later, if you feel like it.” Gareth hesitates a second, then leaves with a wave.
Eddie barely nods, slow and distracted as he rolls a d20 between his fingers, eyes still locked on the door.
Maybe he’d imagined it.
A trick of the light. Wishful thinking.
Outside, voices ring down the hall, something about Dustin’s fate after the cliffhanger from today’s session.
The door clicks shut, and silence settles. Warm, buzzing at the edges.
He stays there for a moment, still behind the screen, half in the world he made.
Then, slowly, starts to gather.
Dice. Sheets. His lucky pencil, worn to a nub.
His fingers linger at the edge of the DM screen. Worn soft at the folds, a few smudges of ink on the inside panel where he’d scrawled a last-minute monster stat block.
He exhales. Low, slow. The kind that makes your ribs shift.
Rakes both hands through his hair and lets his head drop back for a second.
It’s always like this after a good session. The ache. That hollow crash. The feeling like he was somewhere else entirely, and now he’s been dropped back into his own skin.
A different kind of comedown, he thinks.
The sudden quiet of being alone again.
And then—
A knock.
Soft. Once.
Then again.
“Uh, come in?”
And you’re there.
Poking your head through a tiny crack in the door.
Cautious. Curious.
Lit from behind like some kind of angel, haloed in the faded hallway fluorescents.
He grins, helpless and immediate.
“Thought I was going crazy.”
You tilt your head, smiling faintly.
“Sorry?”
“No, it’s…” He shakes his head, still grinning. “Come in.”
You step inside with a soft ‘thanks’ on your breath.
“So this is… Dungeons and Dragons, huh?”
There’s curiosity in your tone. A little wonder, a little hesitation.
As if something might break lose if you say the words any louder.
You linger near the wall, eyeing the table in the middle like it could swallow you whole.
Eddie’s grin blooms. Can’t help it.
Soft candlelight dances across your face, catching the flicker of unease in your eyes.
He knows exactly what you must be thinking: devils sketched in red sharpie, candles set like some kind of ritual, winged and horned miniatures caught mid-snarl on the table.
You’re trying not to look alarmed. He appreciates the effort.
“First time?” he asks, voice light.
You nod, eyes roaming across the chaotic spread.
“Yeah. It’s…” Your eyes flit to the snarling archdevil on his DM screen. “…not what I pictured.”
“Yeah, you missed the one night we didn’t summon anything. We save the virgin blood for Tuesdays.” He crosses his arms, winking. “Gotta keep up appearances, right?”
A smile tugs at your lips, crooked and apologetic somehow.
You step a little closer, gaze wandering. It snags on the throne that looms behind him, regal and proud.
“So you’re like… really in charge here, huh?”
It’s half-teasing, but not cruel. There’s warmth in it. Curiosity.
Eddie’s fingers twitch at his side.
He scratches at his jaw, eyes flicking down before he smiles again.
“Well, they don’t call it Dungeon Master for nothing.”
Your eyebrows shoot up. Mouth parts a little.
“Dungeon,” You echo, careful, like you’re committing heresy.
“…Master?”
Eddie nearly chokes on his spit.
“It’s just a title,” he clears his throat, “Means I run the game, build the world. Mostly I’m the guy who gets blamed when everybody dies.”
You squint at him, then back at the table. “Huh.”
“I mean, you were really good at it,” you muse, gaze drifting over the sprawl of painted figurines and battle maps like they’re ancient relics.
He wants to show you everything.
“You know, with all the voices and stuff.” Your tone softens, trailing off, eyes still fixed on the table.
Eddie grins, slipping into his worst fake Scottish accent—shrill as all hell and offensive to both Scotland and sound itself.
“Oh, you mean Sir Bartholomew MacGee? Master of the Mystic Bagpipes, Conqueror of the Flaming Cabbage!”
You laugh, nose crinkling.
“No, I mean the, uh…” You clear your throat, biting your lip.
“The other one. The, uh… kind of… devil? Or demon?”
Oh.
Oh.
He eyes the embarrassment flickering on your face, and a slow smile curls at the corners of his mouth—giddy, edged with something molten.
A thrill bubbles up in his chest, that flicker of something he’s always been better at playing than feeling.
He leans forward, hands planted on the table, shoulders curling.
His gaze rises from beneath the curtain of his hair.
“Ah, you mean Kaelrath the Forsaken,” he purrs, voice dropping into that slow, dark register—the one meant to chill a room. “Warden of the Shadowed Keep.”
You nod, face just a touch too serious.
He watches you, amused and a little fascinated.
“Oh, you don’t wanna mess with him.”
“Why not?” Your eyes widen, voice barely above a whisper.
His heart nearly stops.
“Well,” he leans back, crossing his arms, “He made a pact with the Obsidian Wyrm, got exiled from the Celestial Plane, yadda yadda. Bit of a dick, honestly.”
He flashes you a grin. “Real mean bastard.”
You blink, a smile stalling on your lips.
“Well, I kinda thought you were mean and scary too. Before I knew you.”
He laughs, sharp and startled, like you knocked the air out of him.
Looks away fast, suddenly not sure where to land his eyes.
His hand taps jittery on the back of his throne.
Then:
“You wanna try it?” He quirks a smile, brows lifting.
You blink. “What? Oh, no, I don’t—”
“Oh c’mon,” He steps aside, gesturing with a little flourish to the chair behind him.
“It’s simple mechanics. All you need’s a little imagination.”
You hesitate, then step slowly toward the seat he’d been occupying all night.
Carefully, like it might collapse under your weight, you lower yourself into it.
And for a moment, Eddie can’t move.
He just watches you.
The way your fingers hover over the edge of the table.
The way your eyes flicker over the chaos behind the screen. The campaign notes still wide open: scrawled maps, monster stats, a post-it that says YOU BASTARD in Gareth’s handwriting.
Stage lights cast a soft glow behind you, catching in your hair.
Eddie swallows.
Hellfire would riot if they saw this.
No one gets to sit there. No one but him.
He tips his head to the side, murmuring softly.
“That’s the seat of power, y’know.”
You glance up.
“Hm?”
“See this right here?” He leans in, tapping the DM screen.
“Gotta be careful what you say behind this screen. People start believing you.”
You purse your lips, thoughtful.
Your eyes trace along the edge of the screen, then flick back to his—curious, cautious.
“What if I don’t know what to say?”
Eddie’s smile softens.
“You make something up,” he says, starting to move. “Here—I’ll show you.”
He drops into a player’s seat beside you, Gareth’s usual spot, his knee brushing yours once.
“Ok, so. It’s the middle of the night. It’s pouring rain. You’re pushing through the trees, branches scraping your arms,” he starts, voice low, almost absentminded as he starts spinning the world around you. “You’ve been walking for days. Mud up to your knees. Maybe blood, too. Hard to tell at this point.”
You blink, caught in the picture he’s painting, and he smiles to himself before continuing.
“Up ahead, you see this crooked old tavern, just off the path. Smoke’s coming from the chimney. There’s soft, amber light flickering through the windows. Looks warm.”
He meets your eyes.
“What do you do?”
You hesitate for a beat, then:
“I… walk inside.”
Eddie makes a small motion with his hand, pushing open an invisible door.
“You walk inside, and there’s a guy behind the bar. Big. Broad shoulders. Thick arms. Big scar running across one eyebrow—like someone tried to take his eye once and couldn’t finish the job.”
He leans in, resting his forearms on the table. Drops into his gruff, rough-edged voice.
“Name’s Corwin. I run the place. And you?”
You hesitate, biting your lip to hide the smile curling there. Then:
“Why do you want to know?”
Eddie grins, delighted.
“Ah, mysterious.” he leans back with a soft chuckle, eyes drifting down your frame. “Let me guess. Boots wrecked. Dirt under your nails. You’re a traveler. Been on the road too long, maybe running from something.”
You purse your lips, chin tucked, lashes low.
“Maybe.”
He studies you for a moment. In character or not, he’s not entirely sure anymore.
“And you want something,” he says, gaze flicking to your mouth for half a second too long. “That’s why people come here, y’know. They want warmth. Answers.” A beat. “Or trouble.”
Your smirk grows, just a touch. Enough to knock the air out of him.
“Which one are you offering?”
Christ. He’s a goner.
He grins. “Dealer’s choice.”
The moment stretches—playful, delicate. Too delicate for him to touch.
Then, your eyes flit to the side, voice low like you’re not sure if you’re allowed to ask:
“Is this guy, like, evil?”
Eddie blinks, then reaches behind the screen for a die—his lucky d20.
Smoky black, flecked with silver, numbers etched in jagged runes painted crimson.
“Time for a roll.” He nods, dropping the die into your palm. “It’s called an insight check. Lets you know if someone’s lying. Or hiding something.”
Your eyes flicker down to the die, then back up at him, fingers curling around it.
Then, you let go.
The die spins, tumbling across the table, then settles.
And what stares back, in fiery red, rips the floor out from under him.
A bright, perfect 20.
His breath hitches, quiet and sharp.
Because of course it is.
Of course you’d crit on your first roll.
Why wouldn’t you?
Why wouldn’t the universe tilt like that, just for you?
“A 20?” you ask, blinking down at the table. “Is that… is that good?”
His eyes don’t move from the number.
A dry laugh escapes—quiet, breathless, caught somewhere between stunned and amazed.
His mouth opens, words on deck—but nothing. Total blank.
His brain short-circuits under the weight of it. Of the absurd cosmic perfection that is you.
Blinks hard, once, eyes dragging up to meet yours.
“Yeah,” he nods, voice rough. “That… that’ll do it.”
You straighten a little, something like pride lifting your posture. There’s a glint in your eyes now—half teasing, half triumphant.
“So… this tavern guy. Is he evil?”
Eddie presses his tongue to the inside of his cheek, then smiles—wide now, full of teeth.
He leans in, forearms on the table. Fingers steepled. Thinking.
Licks his bottom lip, sifting through every possible outcome worthy of honoring that nat 20.
He’s going to make it good.
Something dramatic. Legendary.
Then—
“OH MY GOD.”
Dustin's voice cuts through the air like a slap.
He freezes in the doorway, half-in, half-out, gaping like he just walked in on a crime scene.
Eddie doesn’t even flinch. Just sighs. Deep. Agonized.
He turns slowly, dramatically, with the air of a man who’s just had his Oscar moment ruined by a stage-crasher.
“Henderson,” he murmurs, voice flat. “What have I told you about knocking?”
“Uhh,” Dustin’s eyes flick between you two, wide with dawning horror. “I thought this room’d be empty?”
Eddie sighs and drops his head into his hand, fingers dragging down his face like he’s trying to erase himself from reality.
“Oh hey, Dustin!” you call brightly, cheerful and unbothered, giving him a little wave from the DM throne like it’s the most normal thing in the world.
Eddie peeks up at you through his fingers, one eye narrowed in disbelief.
Dustin waves back, awkward, eyes darting like he's trying to solve a math problem he really doesn't want the answer to.
Eddie’s still squinting at you through his hand, wondering how in the hell you know Henderson.
“Oh, I totally forgot!” You exclaim, suddenly rummaging through your bag.
Dustin edges a little closer, still watching Eddie like he might bite.
You pull out a neat binder and hand it over.
“Make sure you get those done by Friday.”
“Oh. Right. Thanks.” Dustin smiles nervously, casting a quick glance toward Eddie, then at the chair closest to him.
“Uhm, I’m just gonna…” He lunges forward, snatching the jacket he’d left draped over the back.
He retreats a couple steps back, then hesitates. Feet stalling.
He’s not leaving. Why wasn’t he leaving?
“So, were you guys like…”
Eddie’s head snaps up, eyes like daggers.
“Juust playing DnD!” Dustin blurts, voice cracking. Throws up a frantic double thumbs-up. “Yep, yep, just DnD! Totally normal. Totally chill. Just the greatest tabletop roleplaying game of all time! I mean, why wouldn’t you be playing it, right?”
He lets out a choked laugh, rubbing the back of his neck.
Then, quieter, muttering to himself like a man unraveling:
“Yep. Real casual. Totally platonic. Just sitting in the DM chair. Nothing weird about that.”
Eddie cocks his head, pointing to the door. No words now. Just death.
“Yep! Got it.” Dustin nods fiercely, then backpedals like Eddie’s about to detonate.
“Didn’t see anything. Didn’t hear anything. In fact, I was never even here.”
He fumbles blindly for the knob, turns it to the left.
“Other way, you goblin,” Eddie calls, face fully buried in his palm now.
From beside him, he hears you stifle a laugh into your hand.
Dustin bumps into the door. Twice. Then bolts.
In the silence that ensues, you exhale a soft, happy sigh.
“I love that kid.”
“Uh-huh.” Eddie mutters, staring after the door.
He’s already planned the exact moment he’ll kill Henderson’s bard next session.
Eddie shifts, finally turning to you. “How do you know him again?”
Your bag zips closed with a soft rasp. “I tutor him in Algebra.”
Of course. Of course you do.
“Speaking of math…” You reach down beside your seat, slinging the bag over your shoulder with a small sigh.
“I should really get to studying. Big exam tomorrow.”
“Right,” Eddie nods, standing up too. “Uh, good luck.”
Your smile is soft, but it tugs sideways—quiet and tired, like there’s something else still sitting in the back of your throat.
He has a hunch about what’s coming.
What’s been trying to reach the surface ever since you walked in.
“Hey, um…” you finally say, brows knit tight, “I’m sorry about Tuesday. I think I was…”
The words falter. You shake your head, teeth pressing into your bottom lip, frustration leaking through a quiet breath.
“Upset?” He offers gently.
You nod. Slow. Brows loosening.
“Yeah,” your lips twitch, pressing in a thin line. “That’s probably it.”
A pause, then you step forward:
“But you’re not… upset? About how I…”
He almost frowns, but doesn’t. Just shakes his head, quiet and sure.
You say nothing for a while, just watching. Studying him with a careful sort of wonder, like you’re turning his words over in your head, testing for weight.
Then:
“Insight check?” You blink softly, raising his die with a sheepish little smile.
He lets out a quiet sound. Almost a laugh.
“You don’t need one. I’m being honest. Promise.”
You nod, lips pressed together.
“Ok.”
You hoist your bag higher on your shoulder, fingers tight around the strap.
“Bye, Eddie. Have a good weekend.”
“Yeah, you too.”
You’re halfway out the door before he finds his voice again.
“Hey,” he calls, just loud enough to reach. “That guy, by the way? From the tavern?”
You pause at the threshold, haloed by hallway fluorescents.
Confusion lingers before it’s softened by something warmer. A quiet, expectant smile plays at your lips as you tilt your head, waiting.
“Not evil.”
A flicker of something tugs at the corner of your mouth.
Then you huff a quiet laugh, small and amused.
“Huh. Good to know.”
You wave.
He waves back.
Then watches you disappear into the hall, golden-hour light framing your silhouette like the end of a dream.
He sinks into the throne—yours, now—and exhales.
Throws the d20 across the table and doesn’t bother to watch where it lands.
Scene setting. Character introductions. Insight rolls.
He thinks about all that he’s shared with you, and all that he keeps tucked away.
Like how DnD’s the only time he ever gets to hold everything in his hands.
The only time people listen when he talks.
He thinks about that a lot. How most people assume he plays to be in charge. To be admired, feared, untouchable. And sure, yeah, it’s fun, playing god for a while. But that’s not why he does it.
It’s not power he wants.
It’s control.
Control like… building a world where people can walk into and understand. Where everything has shape, cause and effect.
Order. Logic. Consequences you can see coming.
Not like real life, where your mom dies and your dad leaves and your grades are tanking and everyone hates you for reasons they never bother to explain beyond ‘You’re weird, Munson.’
No. Here, he decides what’s fair. What’s earned. What matters.
And when he says the trapdoor opens?
It fucking opens.
He didn't tell you about the thoughts that crawl in late at night, when sleep won’t come and his skin itches with the static of things he can’t fix.
How he wants to build you a world that holds instead of hurts.
Structure. Edges. A place with rules. Not laws, not like school or curfews or church.
Not the kind that trap, but protect.
Like a campaign world.
Thought through. Crafted. Intentional.
A safe place inside the chaos.
And in those hours, when he's lying flat on his back with the ceiling fan clicking overhead like a countdown, he pictures it.
A rhythm.
The way your day could start, if you wanted: with his voice in your ear, soft and certain, before the day gets loud. Coffee in a chipped mug, waiting. Socks warmed by the heater. His hoodie draped over your chair.
He imagines a world where nothing hurts unless you ask it to.
Where you get to choose what matters. What’s too much, when to stop.
Where he’s the one watching the edge, always two steps ahead, so you don’t have to carry everything all the time.
Because he knows what that looks like—carrying the weight alone. Holding yourself upright, laughing loud enough so no one hears the cracks underneath.
He’s seen it in you. A reflection, because he’s worn it too.
But in his world, this world he builds in his mind, you don’t have to do that. Not if you don’t want to.
You can hand it over. Let him keep watch.
Ritual, he thinks.
A sacred kind of repetition. Something you return to when the noise gets too loud and the floor starts to tilt.
He could be that for you.
But he won’t say that.
Not yet.
Not unless you ask.
Because in his world, the doors don’t open unless you're ready.
And the weight only leaves your hands when you choose to release it.
If that day comes, he’ll be there.
Waiting at the edge.
Two steps ahead.
Keeping watch.
a/n: oof eddie, eddie, eddie. I rlly enjoyed diving into his little psyche with this one. lmk ur thoughts! reblogs/comments are always appreciated :)
also would anyone be interested in a taglist? i might start one if there's enough interest!
Love getting blocked the second I start posting about how racist Sabrina is by someone who claims to love.. Eddie Munson.. ah yeah.
Eddie "I sewed a leviathan cross on my heavy metal filled battle jacket and own being labeled a Satanist and a punk around a town that wants to kill me" Munson. Yeah I'd TOTALLY stand up for people like Taylor Swift and Sabrina fucking carpenter. Are you fucking kidding me? You people love metalheads but hate.. when they're metalheads..