Dec 22, 2022
i’m back on tumblr bitches, all my followers are dead accounts but i’m still gonna use the tags as my vent and diary :’)
#me#i’m in germany again and the derealization is fucking reaL#i’m so happy i’m here don’t get me wrong#but just#nothing feels real#so many good things have been happening since you left my life#but yeah nothing feels like real life anymore#i bought far cry 5 and death atranding#for my ps4#and i’m playing fc5 rn and it’s so much fun#but i’m still here crying like a bitch bc nothing feels real#so i’m drinking to feel better and it’s starting to hit but i’m also almost out of alc#gotta go to netto to buy their cheapest vodka that just tastes like chemicals#tomorrow morning#russventing
