trapped for life

PRO RECOVERY* 5’ 8’’ -SW: 172 CW: 133.4 GW: 120 UGW: 110... also tumblr pls don’t delete me again lol i don’t want to be alone

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[apoplecticheart64]

🔺And once you have, well you’ll disappear too.🔻

[hellodarknesss]

𝙽𝚎𝚠 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛, 𝚗𝚎𝚠 𝚋𝚘𝚍𝚢

ℕ𝕖𝕨 𝕪𝕖𝕒𝕣, 𝕟𝕖𝕨 𝕓𝕠𝕕𝕪

𝑁𝑒𝑤 𝑦𝑒𝑎𝑟, 𝑛𝑒𝑤 𝑏𝑜𝑑𝑦

Nᴇᴡ ʏᴇᴀʀ, ɴᴇᴡ ʙᴏᴅʏ

ᑎᗴᗯ Yᗴᗩᖇ, ᑎᗴᗯ ᗷOᗪY

𝗡𝗲𝘄 𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗿, 𝗻𝗲𝘄 𝗯𝗼𝗱𝘆

ⓃⒺⓌ ⓎⒺⒶⓇ, ⓃⒺⓌ ⒷⓄⒹⓎ

N͜͡e͜͡w͜͡ y͜͡e͜͡a͜͡r͜͡,͜͡ n͜͡e͜͡w͜͡ b͜͡o͜͡d͜͡y͜͡

here’s to leaving the fat, disgusting, embarrassing, lonely body in 2020. this year will be different. i will be stronger. i will be in control. nothing will stop me✨

[sadfatgoddess]

🌙🌸💖In 2021 I will be Thin🍄💘💫

🔮🌟✨In 2021 I will be Small 🌙🌈🌹

💜🌹In 2021 I will be in control 💕🔮✨

❤️In 2021 I will be what I want to be❤️

[hellodarknesss]

Keep running up that hill, my love

Keep running to your dream,

The life that you're competing for,

They'll never hear your screams.

So dine upon my misery

And waste me to my core,

Just waiting to be weightless,

That's all I'm asking for.

Pastel pallor of your face,

Impassive air of icy grace,

Your poker-face, your ribs of lace

Dependent on my cold embrace,

You're losing at this sluggish pace,

You idiotic waste of space,

Your guilt and hunger I'll erase,

You're winning in this brittle race.

[bonesandstarvation]

My upper thighs make me want to be ✨deceased✨

[starvationaesthetic]

Just think: stick to your plans, and in 6 months, you might not even recognize yourself.

[dntknwmyself]

i don’t want : “you’re not fat / normal sized”

i want to hear : “you’re so skinny !!” , “Do you even eat ?!”

[dntknwmyself]

i don’t want : “you’re not fat / normal sized”

i want to hear : “you’re so skinny !!” , “Do you even eat ?!”

[dykedivorce]

lucy dacus, my mother and i // blythe baird from if my body could speak

[just-a-lonely-nobody]

[hatin]

there is so much hurt and sadness inside of me and i have no idea how to control it anymore

[thicc-saturn-blog]

Fixed it!

[featherweights-world]

With this I manifest to lose at least 7 pounds til December 31.

✨I will not binge

✨I will not purge

✨I will stay strong

✨I will stick to my plan

✨I won't stop until I reach my goal

✨I will get skinny

✨I will be the skinny friend

✨I will be dainty and fragile

✨I will have the willpower because I am strong and have the control over my actions

✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨

Reblog to join my manifestation. Let's reach our goals together. You are not alone.

Remember to still nourish your body. You deserve to eat. You deserve love and a happy life. You are valid and loved!! ❤️

[recovering-witch]

Do you beat yourself up for not being able to restrict "as well" as you used to? Or because in the past you were able to force yourself to work out obsessively and now you just can't? Or because you used to be the best liar ever and now you suck at it? Do you consider yourself a failure because right now you're struggling with intrusive thoughts but cannot bring yourself to perform the disordered behaviors that used to do the trick to keep your mind at some sort of ease? Do you sometimes feel like you were faking your ED all along because you don't look nor consistently act like you do struggle with an ED anymore? Do you consider yourself too big, too lazy, too indulgent, too weak to have an ED? Do you feel like you don't get to feel scared of food or gaining weight or losing control now that everyone assumes you're "fixed" and "healthy"?

Because I do.

[runwaydoll]

Lacoste FW09

[sleep-coffee-stuff]

When everything tastes like calories.

[hellodarknesss]

food isn’t and will never be just a meal again.