i'll keep you my dirty little secrets
Okay, I am doing this generally for myself and somehow along the way, I felt like I need to share some of the stupidest secrets I've kept (or just some of my weirdness) with you guys. I don't even know why. Let's just look at this note as me being clinically amusing, okay? Okay.
This secret was the one that made me wanna do this shit. When I was a child, I used to eat with a fork. Like, for anything. It's because a friend of mine recently used a fork and a knife to eat rice, but somehow in my "mature" years, I've decided to move on from the fork. Sorry, fork! (: I also used to get teased with eating a fork though, but it's okay, because I was six. So, the waiters and waitresses thought it was cute.
I have been obsessed with my childhood pictures. I wanna adopt my child-like self as a child but that will be weird. My daughter is myself. Oh, my God? How mentally fucked!
I like to win. In any arguements, I must win. I know some of you guys may think that women always like to win, but in between my girl friends, I NEED TO WIN. If I loose, somehow, I tend to get them mentally confused. I try to say smart things which turns out to be pretty funny things.
I sometimes think that those Arizonian boys I've been crushing on has been stalking me. I have proof, though, but they are legitly not proovy enough. I can assure you, Justin Godsey (not being vain here) or Renz might have stalked me. What even? Thus, if you, (RENZ) are reading this, stop stalking me, please. I beg of you, but if you keep continuing doing it, I'll be proud of myself.
I sometimes get disappointed when my dad ignores me. Not that I don't usually care much, but when at times, the things that I'm excited about, I tell him and he just looks through his Blackberry, that hurts me. That is why I am againts Blackberries. They fucking suck. Not to blame anything on them, but, admit it, they do suck.
I stalk Hafizah Johari's blog and tumblr. Which I did told her about, but then she thought it's her previous ones. It's not. *insert troll face*
I didn't listen to The Beatles thoroughly until I saw an amazing movie called Across The Universe (thank you, Nisa) at a friend's sleepover. Now, anywhere you go with me, you'd be hearing "Hey Jude" "Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds" or even, one of my favorites "I Am The Walrus" (:
I hate it when people suddenly adds food to my plate unexpectedly. Yes, mom, I am talking about you.
I actually kinda sorta hate my first brother, and whenever I'm serious about this, I always feel guilty but then I looked back and thought of what he did before and he didn't felt guilty about it. So, why should I be guilty of hating him, right? This is what you call being a role model. Am I right?
My biggest aphrodisiac is songs that includes (as quoted) "Two kids, one love" like Lying Is The Most Fun, Shake It or Give It To Me. Not only that, but, I think guys that serenades are just, ASDFGHJKL.
Ever since I heard my best friend forever is moving to London, everytime she mentions it, I'd get constantly jealous and tries to shut her up. How can I, though? I'm proud of her.
I steal most of Eleanor Hardwick's photos as a profile picture.
If you see my Music in my profile right now, I can assure you, almost 85% of them are the bands that I hate. I can assure you that.
I sometimes hate my boyfriend. Personal reasons. If you wanna know, try asking, but I might not explain much.
(From the same topic) He sometimes text me stuffs that are too uncomfortable for me to handle. Like one time, he texted me that we made out then in the end he asked me to wish him luck for Islamic Studies paper. That could be the dumbest thing I have heard. Whenever he does that, it gets me curious because, you know, men have wet dreams right? So, yeah. Fullstop.Â
I still visit Omegle whenever I am holding a grudge againts someone.
I kept a picture of my first boy crush. I was six. He was cute. He's in Sri Permata now. We used to be "dancing" partners in CEC. Fun times. I hope he's still cute though. Just kidding. ;)
I steal my second brother's (the cool one and probably the one I love the most) clothes. Then again, I do it because most of his clothes are femenine-ish. It's cool though, because we both have the same tastes in music and the same tastes in fashion, although he dresses better than I do. He has double piercings and he's a guy. I am the only girl in the family, no fucking piercings whatsoever.
I sometimes feel amused when my parent's say "fuck" or "shit" I don't know why. I mean, the slang they use is funny. When they say fuck, it;s like FAK.
I only own a pair of slippers, a pair of high heels, a pair of school shoes, a pair of crocs, two pairs of converses. HOW MANY DO YOU HAVE? I get upset about this, though, but I am grateful. At least I don't have to go out barefooted, although I do that sometimes.
Top 20 only. Still needs thirty more. (:
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