before the worst
probably the saddest ive been in a while. but its ok because this will pass and im yet to encounter a better day, I know that im never put in situations that I cant handle and that is my motivation to move forward. I think mad crying has become a thing for me, its when you get so mad you cant do anything but cry. In a away im so happy that im not the type of person to express every little feeling that I have but at the same time I wish I was able to let it all out. I just want to go back to when I was focused on myself and most importantly building my relationship with God.














