i suffered willingly

𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐥 𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

[hellsdevil]

an independent roleplay blog for 𝐧𝐞𝐭𝐟𝐥𝐢𝐱 / 𝐦𝐜𝐮'𝐬 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐥 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬. this blog will contain spoilers in threads, any imagery that contains spoilers will be tagged.

written by lissi. headcanon and canon.

#𝐦𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬.  [ 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞. i will only accept mains and/or affiliates if we are close friends or have known each other for 1+ year max. ( this may be moot with special circumstances ) our characters have to have a chemistry we both adore as well. ]

𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞. lissi , 25+, she/they. if you are not a patient person do not follow me. my irl gets super busy and hectic and i cannot be here all the time. my activity is sporadic as i get muse for other characters frequently as well.

𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞. and i cannot stress it enough, please don’t follow me if you don’t intend to write with me.𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞. i will block. don't assume there are hard feelings, usually there aren't. i will curate my space. i also block for block tbh as i have been stalked before. i also block people who have my close friends blocked, i wont interact with people who have them blocked. i have my own personal dni in place.

[hellsdevil]

he sits with his head to his folded hands; religion was like this. it brought men to their knees and made them recognize the worst in themselves, but matt always knew that inside him was a mix of sin and violence, which is why matt had never been fond of himself, but his confession to karen about dex had brought him lower. groveling in the name of religion. was it possible to repent when he was not truly sorry? he knew in his heart he would still choose him, he would still forgive him, anger subsides in the end, doesn’t it? it is holy to forgive. it is just and righteous. that is how matt worshiped. that is how matt lost.

his mask at his side. ❛ karen left. ❜ he stated, his voice was shaky, a sorry attempt to be flat and unfeeling to mask how his heart was tearing into pieces. ❛ she… doesn’t understand why i let you live. ❜ mouth pulled into a line to stop the quivering of his lip. eyes filling with sorrow. ❛ she — she’ll be back. dex, are you okay…? ❜ the familiarity in his tone made him feel sick — like he were betraying the memory of foggy and taking the shot himself.

closed starter for @poindexe

[linusbenjamin]

Daredevil: Born Again —2.01, The Northern Star

[nat111love]

CHARLIE COX as MATT MURDOCK

DAREDEVIL SEASON 2

[clairedaring]

Ms. Jones, may I ask how long you've been a P.I.? No. Are you always this rude to people trying to help you?

THE DEFENDERS Worst Behavior | 1.03

[bladeweave]

1.01 Heaven's Half Hour | 1.06 Excessive Force

[reihea]

DAREDEVIL 1.11 THE PATH OF THE RIGHTEOUS

[emziess]

endless gifs from daredevil - 41/∞

[honeylies]

𝐒𝚮𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃𝐍'𝐓 𝚮𝐄𝐋𝐏 𝐈𝐓 𝐎𝐑 𝚮𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐈𝐓. ( ... ) 𝐓𝚮𝐄 𝐖𝚨𝐘 𝚮𝐄𝐑 𝚮𝐄𝚨𝐑𝐓 𝐁𝐄𝚨𝐓 𝐐𝐔𝐈𝐂𝚱𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐃 𝚨𝐓 𝚮𝐈𝐒 𝐅𝚨𝐈𝐓𝚮 𝐈𝐍 𝚮𝐄𝐑 𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄— 𝐆𝐔𝐈𝐋𝐓 𝐆𝐍𝚨𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝚨𝐓 𝚮𝐄𝐑 𝐋𝐈𝚱𝐄 𝚨 𝐃𝚨𝐌𝐍 𝐑𝚨𝐓 𝐎𝐍 𝚨 𝐂𝐎𝐑𝐃. georgia had lost paul that way—zion too now seemed out of reach because of all the things she didn't say. she bit her lip, fighting with what was right and what would keep matt around. ... she didn't want to lose anyone else. after all, he was a lawyer, his duty was to the law. would he turn her in if she told him the truth? let all those secrets fly free. she took a deep breath and regained her composure— glad he wouldn't be able to see the troubled look that passed over her face. ❛ i think they love the dramatics more in a small town than a big city. ❜ she nodded, ❛ gives them all something to talk and gossip about. ❜. she could never go back to simply existing at that place— it felt less like a home and more like a cage with each day that went by. ... she was the attraction that they poked and prodded. another sigh escaped as she freed herself from that thought process. did her no good now. 

guilt twisted sharply at her chest, like a knife. she tried to think of his words as just that—words he would say to anyone because he was a nice guy— that only made her feel worse, ❛ you're so sweet. ❜ she smiled, ❛ can you believe the new lawyer i got was my ex's girlfriend? just more drama stirring in the pot for them i imagine... ❜ her face softened when he turned to her, she wished he could see how grateful she was to him, just to know him was enough, ❛ like i said, you're sweet. ❜ her voice trailed off but she recovered it quickly, ❛ part of me would have liked to see you in action—i know how sassy you can get outside of the courtroom. ❜ she gave a quick squeeze to his arm, playfully teasing to continue their banter.

she noticed how his expression turned, smile faded—a thought pulled him away from her as hers had been doing. she didn't think it was fair to pull him out or ask where he went.  she canted her head as she watched his face, wondering what it was. the moment was short, but the silence had never really been silent. the ambient noises of the city were active and at work, and louder than they had seemed before. his voice coming back to the forefront to agree to go out for drinks. she came back with him, her smile in place, ❛ you got any place in mind? i'm not picky about it—we could just start walking and pop into any ol' place.  ❜ 

[hellsdevil]

𝖳𝖧𝖤 𝖧𝖤𝖠𝖱𝖳 𝖶𝖠𝖲 𝖨𝖭𝖢𝖠𝖯𝖠𝖡𝖫𝖤 𝖮𝖥 𝖫𝖸𝖨𝖭𝖦. 𝗂𝗍 𝗐𝖺𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗉𝖾𝗈𝗉𝗅𝖾 𝗐𝗁𝗈 𝗈𝗐𝗇𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗆, 𝗈𝖿𝗍𝖾𝗇 𝗅𝗒𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗐𝖺𝗌 𝖽𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝗉𝗋𝗈𝗍𝖾𝖼𝗍 𝗂𝗍. matt could hardly blame her — he found it unfair to her, he knew when her heart wavered, when she was caught in a lie yet she could not tell if he were lying when he said he was okay — there were times he couldn’t even tell himself. ❛ hmm… you’d be surprised. you know, i hear our mayor, when i first got him arrested, he was purposing to his wife. ❜ he gave a smirk. ❛ i find that a little dramatic — ah, and then there's his wedding… which was crashed after all of his crimes came to light. ❜ he gripped his cane tightly, his anger rising to the surface, he said a silent prayer, asking god for peace — for calm, at the very least, in this moment. ❛ makes you wonder how he became mayor. ❜ a short lived laugh slipped his lips.

❛ eh, not too hard to believe — towns not that big, right? it is quite the coincidence though. ❜ he found comfort in her voice. he let himself sit with it, let it settle in him and relieve his pain. she was happy despite the pain she suffered, matt found himself jealous of that. it ached to even smile these days, guilt ate away until he was nothing. ❛ sassy? outside? oh, now you’re just teasing me. but i would have loved to defend you. ❜ he paused, a beat. ❛ but, maybe you’re right. too personal… ❜

❛ um… anywhere but josies. ❜ he forced a laugh, it was awkward, and he could tell by the shift in her body that she knew now, something was wrong. quickly he tried to create an excuse. ❛ already owe too much there already — besides… she’s not been open for a while now. ❜ he let her lead him. his mind filling with his scent, his voice, and his heartbeat, he cannot escape the smell of his death — the sound of it. the ache of it. dex serving life would not give foggy his back. frank was right. matt felt the devil in him then. yearning for blood, violence... his fists turned white from his tightened grip, his mask slipping. ❛ uh... why don't we… just go back to my place? we can get some beers on the way, and… order food if you want. ❜

[honeylies]

❛ oh sorry! ❜ she didn't detach herself from his arm, she simply matched his pace and continued walking, ❛ i hope it's not a crime to scare the blind or like a horrible trait to add to the many list they've all been making about me. ❜ she suddenly became more animated than before, ❛ 'georgia randolph strikes again, this time she's after the blind!' ❜ she managed to smile despite the hurt she still felt about everything. she had opened up so much to him, and really had managed to love him, but he wanted more of her than she could give him in the moment he was asking, ❛ well... not randolph anymore. he did that publicly too. ❜ she couldn't hide the pain from her voice and her arms began to loosen their hold, ❛ arrested on my wedding and divorced on national tv. ❜ it was like adding lemon and salt to a bleeding wound. paul would not sink with her if she were to be put away for life. turns out till death means simply until you are dead to me. she almost let herself believe that she could be happy, that she could be loved.

❛ you're a busy man, i'd didn't know if you'd have room in your schedule to drive or fly out to massachusetts for my trail. ❜ she said, back tracking to the question he asked before—her head was all over the place, picking pieces of the conversation to reply to at random, ❛ i couldn't ask that of you... it's bad enough that you got to see what the media said about me... ❜ she sighed and shook her head, ❛ i didn't want you to have to witness it... not like that. ❜ even though she knew he couldn't see the pain in her eyes, she tried to hide it as best she could. covering it up with a smile,  ❛ besides, you're a handsome man matthew, they'd have started up a brand new list of things i've done wrong. ❜ she once again became animated and even more dramatic, ❛ 'mayoress murdered and adulteress?' ❜ she laughed and her hold tightened again. the busy streets and clamor of people filled the spaces where she didn't speak. she began to speak again before the lack of her voice gave cause to concern, ❛ it's too bad about your friends leaving you... seems like i'm not the only one going through a bad break up—wanna get a drink? we could use a drink. ❜

[hellsdevil]

𝗁𝖾 𝖼𝗁𝗎𝖼𝗄𝗅𝖾𝖽 𝖺𝗍 𝗁𝖾𝗋, 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝗐𝖺𝗌 𝖺 𝗉𝖺𝗋𝗍 𝗈𝖿 𝗁𝗂𝗆 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗐𝖺𝗌 𝗌𝖺𝖽 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗁𝖾𝗋 — 𝗁𝖾 𝗄𝗇𝖾𝗐 𝗁𝗈𝗐 𝗂𝗍 𝖿𝖾𝗅𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝖻𝖾 𝖼𝖺𝗅𝗅𝖾𝖽 𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝗈𝖿 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗇𝖺𝗆𝖾 𝗈𝗇𝗅𝗒 𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗐𝖺𝗌 𝖻𝖾𝗁𝗂𝗇𝖽 𝖺 𝗆𝖺𝗌𝗄, 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗁𝖾𝗋𝗌 𝗐𝖺𝗌 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗎𝗍. ❛ i can assure you it is no crime to scare the blind or anyone for that matter. ❜ he put his hand over hers and gave a sympathetic look. it was a shame that her marriage had ended the way it did, but matt knew men in power only ever cared for one thing and it was the power they held. a mayor of a small town seemed to be no different [...] even where love was involved. ❛ you deserved better than that. those cops could have at least had the decency to wait until after the celebration. you’re no flight risk, besides… you hadn’t even committed the crime. but, small towns love big events, guess that's true for the cops too. ❜ he shook his head.

❛ — i wouldn’t have been too busy for you. it’s bad enough your lawyer let you be treated the way he did. i’m glad you switched… i don’t think he really understood you as a person, and therefore you were misrepresented. ❜ he turned to face her and shook his head. ❛ you’re not the nasty things the media said about you. ❜ and with a nonchalant shrug and smirk he added. ❛ you have nuance. like any human being. ❜ her added compliment made him laugh ❛ oh, that would have been a bit offensive, i’d like to think i am one hundred percent professional, i think that would have gone badly for them. ❜

friends leaving you… her words repeat in his head like a broken record, and he hears foggys heartbeat then, beating… beating… then stops, never to beat again. a sound that once brought him so much comfort was now ripped so violently from this world. he said a short prayer in his head, touched the pocket that carried foggys prayer card then matts expression turned more serious, he tried desperately to kick the thoughts from his head, he couldn’t take this moment from her. bury it. bury it. ❛ yeah, lets get a drink. ❜ a forced smile.

[notmorbid]

the hunter.

dialogue prompts from the hunter by tana french.

my default position is to keep things separate.

chip off the old block, huh?

you've always got a bit of something on the go.

come on back inside.

cookies in the jar, if you need to top up.

too many things can happen, at fifteen.

you've taken too many knocks in your life not to have cracks somewhere.

you here for good, or just for a while?

i make it my practice never to bullshit.

you're large as life and twice as gorgeous.

word still travels fast around here. the place hasn't changed a bit.

the men who age best are the feckless ones.

i'm never gonna get married.

you're an awful idiot, but i can't hold that against you.

i've got too settled in my ways to go making changes.

go on and get some sleep now. i'll get you a t-shirt.

don't trust grown men with boyish smiles.

we can't all have the same gifts.

you tell a story well.

i'm opposed to cops on general principle.

you and me got different ideas of entertainment.

you never know when there might be something you can't afford to miss.

being boring is among my main goals.

what were you nice to me for?

i've got plenty of faults, but no one could say i'm not nice.

when the world's being good to you, you're good to everyone.

i love being first with a bit of gossip.

i can't tell whether i would've done anything differently.

i won't make your moods my responsibility.

i can't get over the size of you.

you have no right anywhere near ____.

are you not speaking to me?

there was nothing i could do for you here.

i never used to have a cruel bone in my body.

don't be holding it against me, if you can help it.

i can tell you believe it, but you always do.

i hear a lot more than i say.

i can keep my mouth shut when i want.

i liked you better back when you didn't talk.

you're never happy unless you're miserable.

what will you spend your millions on?

i'm not sure what a millionaire is supposed to look like.

i'm here. that's all i am, right now.

you can't make people hear what they don't want to hear.

i can go for days without talking to anyone, if i feel like it.

you're too fond of getting your own way.

i have an aversion to charm.

i should've known better than to ask a teenager to get out of bed before noon.

you don't make life easy for yourself, do you?

i have to hand it to you, i never saw that one coming.

i'd do anything for you. you know that, yeah?

waiting and watching aren't enough anymore.

you always thought you were too great to follow the rules.

i'd murder a glass of that tea, if you have any in the fridge.

you can't have it both ways. which is it?

you don't have to do anything you don't want to.

i'm in no state to be having delicate conversations, and neither are you.

men get awful edgy if you upset their dreams.

i don't want a clean fight. not with you.

it's nice to know the old instincts are still in working order.

a bit of company wouldn't be a bad thing.

i ought to spit in their faces, only i can't afford to.

you had the best pokerface of any of us.

i wish i could ground you until you get more sense.

making up stories and getting people to believe them is what you're good at.

you seem surprisingly okay.

you aren't god. you can't make guarantees.

i'd never trust a charmer.

i bet you were a good _____.

don't be picking at your nails. you'll give yourself an infection.

i wasn't trying to be nosy.

i'm dying for a smoke. don't you be following my example.

i know when someone's deciding whether to tell me the truth.

___ never did see me, but i was there.

everyone around me is changing.

you can do without me, if you have to.

i never reckoned on you.

after all this time, i still can't predict you.

this isn't the way i meant to come home.

i'll send you a postcard someday, from wherever i land.

anything you feel like telling me, go for it. i want to hear it. but i'm not gonna ask.

[reihea]

matt + shirtless 02/??

DAREDEVIL 1.04 IN THE BLOOD

[honeylies]

❛ you look a little lonely today, ❜ georgia came up beside matt and linked her arm into his as he was walking. she felt the tenseness in his body gradually leave, as if he was slipping down a guard but only for a moment. ❛ where's that charming friend of yours with the funny jokes? and the pretty blonde. ❜ georgia nudged him slightly at that in a teasing way. ❛ i have a lot to tell you sense we last met, or maybe you already heard. ❜ georgia sighed lightly, her chest building with a slight anxiety at the experiences that she had faced that she played off, ❛ they were calling me the mayoress murderess—i had my own damn tv show and fan club. ❜ she laughed, still trying to let the moment slide off like water down her back, but the weight of it all had stayed longer than she wanted, ❛ i'm here again—only temporarily, hope you didn't miss me too much. ❜ 

@hellsdevil like starter call

[hellsdevil]

𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝗆𝖾𝗅𝗅𝖾𝖽 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖻𝖾𝖿𝗈𝗋𝖾 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝗉𝗈𝗄𝖾, 𝗌𝖾𝗇𝗌𝖾𝖽 𝗁𝖾𝗋, 𝗄𝗇𝖾𝗐 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗍𝖻𝖾𝖺𝗍 — 𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗍 𝗁𝖺𝖽 𝗀𝗈𝗍𝗍𝖾𝗇 𝗀𝗈𝗈𝖽 𝖺𝗍 𝖿𝖺𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗎𝗇𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐𝗂𝗇𝗀, 𝗌𝗈 𝗁𝖾 𝗍𝖾𝗇𝗌𝖾𝖽 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝖺 𝗆𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍, 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗅𝖾𝗍 𝗁𝗂𝗆𝗌𝖾𝗅𝖿 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖺𝗑 𝖺𝗌 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝗉𝗈𝗄𝖾. her southern drawl always seemed to get stronger when they hadn't spoken in a while. matt smiled at her voice and let himself breath, like a sigh of relief. ❛ oh ! you startled me. hi, georgia, how are you? ❜ he saddened at the mention of foggy and karen, tensing once more and shaking his head. his voice was trembling now, if only slightly ❛ ah, nelson, page and murdock is… done. ❜ there was hurt there, he tried to steer away from it, to keep the conversation focused on her. ❛ oh, god, yes, georgia i heard about that, why didn't you call me? i would have represented you. ❜

[xxdrixx]

🎁GIFts🎁 Matt laying in pain in season 1 of Daredevil

for @booksapphic 💕

[theautomattic]

We don't talk enough about how hot Matt looked during a bank robbery 😍

[djo]

You want to know if Fisk hired me? I can tell you, but I need to be outside. I don’t trust you for a second. I’m not lying.

DAREDEVIL: BORN AGAIN 1.08: Isle of Joy

[reid-sam]

CHARLIE COX as MATT MURDOCK/DAREDEVIL

DAREDEVIL: BORN AGAIN (2025-)

1.03 - The Hollow of His Hand