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sadly due to lack of interactionsest. 2nd APR 2017 please please please catch clay there

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         we  really  cared  for  each  other

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 prev.  helmctboy   ––––––   loved  by  k   ‘ I HARDLY KNEW HANNAH BAKER.  I mean, I wanted to. We never had the chance to get closer. and not once did i take her for granted.  ‘ NOT ONCE. ’

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 prev.  helmctboy   ––––––   loved  by  k   ‘ I HARDLY KNEW HANNAH BAKER.  I mean, I wanted to. We never had the chance to get closer. and not once did i take her for granted.  ‘ NOT ONCE. ’

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13 Reasons Why (2017)

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‘ I hardly knew Hannah Baker. I mean, I wanted to. I wanted to know her more than I had the chance. We never had the chance to get closer. And not once did I take her for granted. ‘ NOT ONCE. ’

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serpentfamily:

“What did you think of it?” he asked, eyebrows raising slightly. It had been dark, Jughead knew that but some either thought it ‘too much’ or hyper-sexualized the poem like children. “And if it was something bad, I’m not going to get pissed at you. You didn’t know better, I guess.”

   “  I  didn’t  think  it  was  bad,  for  a  poem  it  was  structured  well  and  all  BUT  it  was  dark.  but  i  never  sexualised  it,  i  understood  what  she  meant  by  the  poem  but  i  didn’t  know  SHE  WROTE  IT.  so  i  might’ve  accidentally,  blurted  out  that  whoever  wrote  it  was  someone  i  wouldn’t  hang  out  with.  –turns  out  it  was  her.  ”  he  reasons  out,  oblivious  yet  again. 

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the1989ers:

ANONYMOUSLY TELL ME YOUR HONEST OPINION ABOUT ME. I CAN’T REPLY, JUST PUBLISH.

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agonygiven:

           “  it  almost  sounds  like  you’re  EMBARRASSED  to  be  seen  with  me.  just  IGNORE  them.  tuck  in  your  elbows,  and  SHOOT. “

           “  almost  close  but  more  of  i’m  terrified  to  walk  home  alone  now  because  these  girls  might  just  attack  me  on  the  way.  –  “  even  so,  she  follows  and  shoots  but  misses.  “  see.  awful  ”

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13 Reasons Why ▶ - Best Scene

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serpentfamily:

Hands shoved into his pockets as they walked, he had hoped for a moment that Clay would just let them walk in silence. Jughead wasn’t interested in being buddies or anything nor did he see a need to share everything with the other teen. But of course he’d press for more information. “Remember when that poem was going around school and everyone was just a giant douchebag over the whole thing? I saw her looking upset and quite a few people knew who wrote it. So I decided to sit with her. Sitting by yourself for lunch isn’t exactly the best.”

THAT  POEM.  how  he  wished  he’d  never  read  it.  he  didn’t  think  it  was  bad,  nor  did  he  think  of  anything  like  the  others  did  but  he  did  mention  to  Hannah  that  it  was  dark  and  that  they  were  someone  who  he’d  never  hang  out  with .  he  didn’t  even  realise  or  think  that  hannah  was  hurting.  “  I  remember...  I  remember  her  coming  in  to  work  that  day  too.  and  i  didn’t  even  know. ”

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deathlywails:

Lydia couldn’t believe what she was hearing and from HIM of all people. She shook her head with a small scoff, turning as if to leave but made no steps towards the door. The thought of Bryce being such a person made her feel sick to her stomach and all the times he had hit on her, those touches before she’d bat away his hand and move on like it was something. How many times had she rolled her eyes at girls that felt uncomfortable around Bryce? Made some harsh comment about how they were overreacting about him just hitting on people? It wasn’t as if she hadKNOWN. Too many thoughts in her head and she couldn’t contain the sob before she shook her head again. “No, you’re wrong. He’s not like that.”

    “  lydia  please  just  listen  to  me,  i’ll  tell  you  everything.  and  it  involves  Hannah  too  just  please,  you  have  to  trust  me. ”  he  pleaded,  he  didn’t  know  whether  to  hold  her  or  even  touch  her  to  calm  her  down.  but  her  sobs  were  making  Clay  feel  even  more  bad  for  her,  that  BRYCE  had  succeeded  into  getting  her  to  trust  him  like  he  was  some  leader  to  praise.  when  all  the  girls  that  he  must’ve  victimised  could  be  walkiing  around  school  unjustified.  

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‘ I hardly knew Hannah Baker. I mean, I wanted to. I wanted to know her more than I had the chance. We never had the chance to get closer. And not once did I take her for granted. ‘ NOT ONCE. ’

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AND SOONER OR LATER, THE TRUTH WILL COME OUT. IT’S GONNA COME OUT.

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deathlywails:

Was he implying what she thought he was? Eyes formed a squints before she shook her head. “That is really NOT funny, Clay.” She had come to him in her grief and guilt and was he making it out to be some joke? “just because you don’t like him doesn’t mean he’s—— that he’d HURT a girl.” Lydia couldn’t even bring herself to say the word, a sickening sensation in the pit of her stomach. “He’s helped me before. When I just became popular, he helped me out. He can be a dick, but—— not like that.”

   Of  course  she  would  defend  him,  he  couldn’t  blame  her  either  because  clay  was  just  an  outsider,  or  a  wallflower  that  everyone  liked  but  NEVER  PERSONALLY  KNEW.  but  he  wasn’t  going  to  let  what  Hannah  and  Jessica  went  through  with  her.  This  time,  he  needed  to  make  her  open  her  eyes,  to  the  kind  of  monster  Bryce  was.  “  do  i  look  like  i’m  joking  ???  –look ,  i  know  it  may  seem  hard  to  believe  but  please  TRUST  ME.  i’ll-i’ll  tell  you  everything  and  i  care  about  you,  i  don’t  want  anything  happening  to  you  the  next  time  you  hang  out  with  Bryce  and  his  group. ”

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dollyhoused:

           hannah had already stayed late.      work felt more comfortable than home lately so when he asked, she already knew the answer.      she’d rather be with him than paralyzed in her bedroom again with whoever was watching her peering through her window.       “its better without the shadow.”      didn’t give her the chills like it had the other night.      the moon should never stay hidden.      “no, i don’t but i will.      friends don’t let friends watch the moon alone.      let me just text my mom, okay?”      her mother likely wouldn’t care.      both her parents had been staying late at the store lately trying to make ends meet.      

            “  yeah -yeah of  course.  take  your  time,  i’ll  wait  for  you.  ” he  couldn’t  help  the  smile  that  hindered  upon  his  face,  almost  as  if  he  was  hiding  it  but  cheeks  also  flushed  with  pink  tint,  as  he  hadn’t  expected  that  she  would  join  him.  [  confidence  clay.  just  talk  to  her  ]   he  thought  to  himself.  once  she’s  was  done,  lips  pursed  together  in  to  a  tight  line  and  shoves  his  hands  in  his  pockets.  “  ready  ??  ”

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deathlywails:

Her eyebrows furrowed at his words about Bryce;  What was he talking about? DANGEROUS? Sure, he wasn’t the best guy considering he could act like a total jock stereotype but that didn’t make him a bad person. They weren’t best friends or anything either but he was one of the first people to ‘befriend’ her after she became one of the popular girls. Social standing and all that. “What are you talking about?” she finally asked. Sure, he had gotten into fights but that was usually just testosterone filled bullshit between guys. “I get he’s not the best person but I don’t think he’s dangerous or anything. If it’s just because he’s known to have weed or something——”

Sure, he had made some advances on Lydia but she had turned him down on them but it wasn’t anything unusual so Clay’s words came as something of a shock to her.

“  No–no  he’s  n,  he’s  dangerous  and  you  shouldn’t  be  around  him,  especially  when  you’re  alone.  ”  he  knew  lydia’s  status  in  school  so  it  was  easy  for  her  to  fall  into  that  crowd.  popular  girls  usually  herd  with  the  jocks,  the  stereotypical  high  school  standards.  “  he’s  not  someone  who  should  be  alone...with  a  girl.  just  please,  be  careful. ”

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remember 👏 that 👏 clay 👏 is 👏 mentally 👏 ill 👏 too