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[linctaviasource]

Lincoln in “Wanheda part I”

[warriorhearted-blog]

@helpedthem

                                   the COLD, crisp night air trickling against her skin but after the outburst, the unfading outrage octavia did earlier, perhaps this is what she need. to cool her head in the right surrounding, out in the woods where she lies on the ground, finding herself spacing out instead of sleeping but the calmness of the night helps her to calm down the R A G E that resides within her. & here she reverts back to grounders’ ❝ i threw it in the garbage where it belonged. now come here. ❞ , even it makes her feel more alone but octavia is never belong there. not ever since she was born. lincoln’s appearance does not surprise her much ( as if she expected it ) & the girl gives him a brief glance while she speaks in irritated tone, ❛ did you burn the uniform yet? ❜ octavia only wishes he’s aware the rage is not directed to him personally, it’s about the whole concept of where they belong. 

[helpedthem-blog]

                                   he had THROWN guard uniform in the bin of his room & he walked out after her. he knew what it was like to be an o u t s i d e r. all his life he never quite fit in with the grounders, but the skai people could give him what he wanted. they were working towards acceptance & peace, lincoln was a peaceful man by nature but he knew the violence of wars. the marks on his back are proof that he’s lived through W AR & it’s ravaging reach. he feels the chill of the air as he walks into the wood & he finds here there, alone & isolated from the life of camp. he can see the way anger ignites like the start of a FIRE. he moves closer, hands reaching for her as he cups her face. ❝ i threw it in the garbage where it belonged. now come here. ❞ if only she could understand that he wanted a life here with her. acceptance doesn’t come from who associate with it, it comes from the people you love.❝ helios might throw a fit if i keep his favorite rider cold. ❞ 

[helpedthem-blog]

@deathbriinger

    GOODBYES were always the hardest & he found that he didn’t want to leave her, but he had to. he had done his best to ready bellamy so that he may find the skills to survive & abby doesn’t listen to his warnings. they will be on the BRINK of war if this keeps up. he knows this and & he’s sure octavia knows this. but he tells himself he needs a moment longer just to be with her, to remember her like this. his lips find hers, in a moment of passion & bittersweet longing because he knows what’s going to come. he knows she might be angry with her, but it was for their people & survival. lincoln will cross that line even if it means SIDING with them. they were BRUTAL & their territory was off limits to the sky people. true, he was seen as traitor he knew the lands better than the rest.

     his hands find her waist pulling her closer to him so that all he BREATHES is octavia. he’s LOVED her through his addiction, spiraling out of control, & he will still love her all the same when he goes. slowly he draws away, his hands cupping her face. ❝ i must go. i did it so we can stay safe. ❞ 

[portectorisms-a]

“Nope. You love her  too much.” A pause, a smirk dancing from corner to corner of his lips as looks at the other. “We might have to get a notepad and take some numbers. Who knows how long my stamina can keep up.”

[helpedthem-blog]

❝ i do.❞ he smirks knowing that the both of them got off on the wrong foot at the start, but he understands bellamy’s concern. being in a biker gang wasn’t exactly met with approval from family and family members. ❝  how about i just get them to text you?❞

[portectorisms-a]

@helpedthem asked for a season 3 starter.

He moves with mild  ease, each  step he takes now is almost as calculated as the thoughts that trail through his mind. What choice does he have? He’s drowning in the guilt that’s inside of him. The deaths that he has caused. He’s willing to do almost anything just to forget. Forget the pain that numbs his body. Forget the faces that scan through his mind like the words of a book that is being read. Most importantly, to forget the guilt that he feels from killing all those innocent people inside the walls of that forsaken mountain. He knows there was no choice. Life or death. The same side to every coin. It was why he agreed to this. Chestnut gaze taking in the taller structure of the man  that stood before him. The sun that bathed through the windows, though small, were enough to show the glint of sweat that trickled down each of their bodies like a slow-flowing river in the forest. His gaze is determined despite the ache that his body is giving off. He can continue. He must continue. “Is that all you got? I thought you were suppose to be some expert fighter.” He’s taunting him, even if it is all in jest. He wants the pain to end and the numbing sensation to take over.

[helpedthem-blog]

lincoln gets it & he understands that their must be some way to deal with the pain. maybe that’s what the drug was to him. it made him forget & made his senses numb to everything but that addicting red liquid. he knows he’s snapped out of it. lincoln has to thank octavia for it. he’s here & he’s chosen the skaikru over his own people. he never really fit in with them even if he’s known their rules all his life. he’s only going easy to see bellamy’s form & to see what needs to be worked on. his people never favored the soft-hearted, but the callousness of a hardened warrior person. ❝ i’m checking your form. try and knock me down.❞ he can see the warrior spirit in bellamy, there is potential there. he would be in a light-hearted mood, but fighting isn’t a joke. he waits for bellamy to strike & when he does lincoln is ready for him. with ease he grabs the man’s wrist before hurling him onto the floor. he hears the crash of bellamy’s back on the mat. ❝ be fluid, like water. anger can help you fight but not when your opponents can pinpoint your weakness easily. is that all you got? ❞ he smirks this time.

[warriorhearted-blog]

❛ hmm, – only if it can be considered as a real date, not just for a plus one.  ❜  – teasing, mostly, since octavia does have an appreciation for arts & he is that kind of CHARMING guy she will have a hard time to say no for such invitation.

[helpedthem-blog]

 ❝ i don’t know. the gallery’s got some strict rules.❞ he’s only teasing. there’s no way she wouldn’t be his date. he stops hiding his hands behind his back before handing her a ticket.  ❝wear something nice.❞ lincoln always enjoys octavia’s eagerness to try new things & go out. ❝bellamy won’t mind, will he?❞ the two got on the wrong foot, mostly bellamy’s NOTIONS that every man isn’t good enough for his sister. he gets it. the bikers are his FAMILY.  

[winteroroctober]

get to know me meme: female characters [4/10] Octavia Blake I have no home.

[portectorisms-a]

helpedthem sorry i left you for the drugs. xoxo

portectorisms You could’ve at least told me before the betrayal. xoxo

helpedthem the addiction was real

portectorisms I thought our bromance was real.

helpedthem our bromance is real… i just thought i was ready, but i wasn’t.

portectorisms Dude. You /betrayed/ me. For drugs. I’d still step in front of a bullet for you though. xoxo

Never let @helpedthem and I do things together. I still don’t know if this is crack or not.

[portectorisms-a]

“Just what I need. A night of beers with my best friend. Yeah, we both know she’ll murder you if  you’re not. Plan on getting me a woman or two?”

[helpedthem-blog]

  ❝ would i even think of doing that to your sister? no. that’s a role of a wingman. i’ll have them lining up in no time.❞ 

[helpedthem-blog]

@deathbriinger

  ❝ so i got a piece in a gallery and i was wondering if you’d like to be my date.❞ he’s got the tickets in hand and he isn’t sure if she’ll accept but he’s hoping she will.

[helpedthem-blog]

@portectorisms

   ❝ so boys night out, huh? promised octavia i’d be on my best behavior.if you need a wingman, i’m in.❞ 

[bloodymischa]

the 100 personality traits *lincoln

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