Don't make me

Should I use my heart or my head? I wish that I could just replay the thoughts of things I never said Should I use my heart or my head?

[itscalumthood]

Is it really? 

[hemmorlucas]

Yes.

[evelyn-hey]

Oh.. Why did you accept the offer, then?

[hemmorlucas]

Anthony.

[anthony-jfc-blog]

I hope you mean that it doesn’t mater because we’re both here now and not that it just doesn’t matter.

[hemmorlucas]

Because we’re both here now. Nothing matters now.

[hemmorlucas]

Luke Hemmings Moodboard 6/? ↳Luke Robert Hemmings-Coming back the show

“They got me here,and now Im leaving to get drunk. It was horrible seeing all of you. Good day.”

“@Luke5SOS: Can I leave now?”

[anthony-jfc-blog]

I am, too. Hey, don’t worry about it. Phones work both ways, I had the chance to call too, but I didn’t. It’s just as equally my fault.

[hemmorlucas]

Doesn’t matter now does it?

[evelyn-hey]

It’s my fault, too; I should’ve tried, but I didn’t know if you wanted to talk to me after everything ended.. I’m sorry. L-Luke..

[hemmorlucas]

Evelyn, even if you did call I honestly probably wouldn’t have answered. So it would have been my fault. Hey don’t be. It’s what comes with being on a reality show.

[danieyo]

It was bad, just not the most terrible thing ever. At least we have options. We could kill everyone, burn down the house, leave the house and fuck the money, or just give them another season of bullshit.

[hemmorlucas]

Are you suggesting we burn the house down? I can make it look like an accident. 

[itscalumthood]

I don’t think that’s possible

[hemmorlucas]

Pretty sure it is.

[danieyo]

I understand, though. This might make you mad but you’ve got to understand that there are thousands of people who have had it a million of times worse than us.

[hemmorlucas]

Because what we went through wasn’t bad enough. But you’re right. 

[hemmorlucas]

@Luke5SOS: my osngs worked wdonders. not going homeee hehe

[evelyn-hey]

Oh, yeah; yeah, of course you can. I know, I know.. There are just a few good memories about this house is all.

[hemmorlucas]

Thank you. I know we lost touch, and I’ll take blame for that. I can’t see them Evelyn. I’m broken. They broke me.

[danieyo]

As long as I’m getting paid and put under a roof, I don’t care.

[hemmorlucas]

Oh, right.

[evelyn-hey]

They’re eight months now and get into absolutely everything. But they’re still my angels. Yeah, I know; I’m not super excited to be back, either. There are a few good memories about this place, though; like I met you and Tony and Cal..

[hemmorlucas]

Can- Can I see them? They blackmailed us Ev? and brought us back to make money off of us. I hate it here.

[danieyo]

Old people who love to camp do. Really? I thought he would be up for it.

[hemmorlucas]

I’ve never fished. I don’t know. It’s weird? Everything is weird. I shouldn’t be here. You shouldn’t be here. We’re here for people’s fucking entertainment and for MTV to make fucking money off us.

[danieyo]

I doubt that sometimes. No problem. I don’t want you to get in a crash or anything. Why don’t you get drunk with your brother, catch up with each other or something? Go fishing.

[hemmorlucas]

Nope, it was way too crazy. Who actually fishes? I uh- I don’t know? Don’t think he’s up for it? 

[anthony-jfc-blog]

I know. I love you, too. Don’t worry about it, I understand; trust me. This is the last place I want to be, but I couldn’t take the chance of not coming because you might’ve been here.

[hemmorlucas]

I’m glad you came after all. I know I’ve been locked away and stuff. I’m sorry I should have called sooner.

[evelyn-hey]

If I didn’t have my kids, my sanity would be clear out the window.. You doing okay?

[hemmorlucas]

Kids are great. How old are they now? I was doing great, until they called they called me for this. Brings it all back you know?