Any specific headcanons on where Henryās hometown is?
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I don't have a city in particular but I believe Henry would come from a very small village, somewhere in the English countryside and close to the sea. I don't think he would leave though...Maybe after coming back from the war? If he had children and his wife already, even less likely for him to move but yeah, it was quite common at the time to be born in a place and just...live there until you die.
Normally I just write Henry's wedding ring that he's wearing in the movie out if I'm gonna do something like write him with a character he meets on the Dawson's boat or after the war or something, but other times I kinda think it would be funny to have a character who's like a nurse or something on Dawson's boat who has a crush on Henry (bc who wouldn't) but is lowkey pouting after they see the gold band on his finger. They mention the ring or wife at some point and poor Henry is just like ??? "I don't have a wife tho???" I have no idea why he would be wearing a ring on his wedding finger if he's not married, but it's still a funny little miscommunication idea that I've had knocking around in my head that I thought I'd share.
I love this!! and you can say that he wears a ring there because it fits better or because he's left-handed! I actually wear a ring on my wedding finger and I'm not wearing because I'm married (apart from all my fictional hubbies) but just because I'm left-handed so it felt more natural to leave it there š¤·š½āāļø
but seriously it's such a funny and cute head canon, I love quiproquos!! š
Hello, Iām sorry if these questions seem redundant but Iām new. Is it still alright to write fics with Henry if they are henry Wilson x original female character? And is it okay to still use the name Henry Wilson for him even if I were to change a few aspects from whatās been posted on this blog? (For example, having him not have any children). Again sorry if these are dumb questions, I just donāt want to accidentally step on any toes
Hi! Yes, it's completely fine!! It's an OC so he has a backstory but you can totally change that, create something new for your fic! Have a nice day (or evening) šš
Thank you so so much for the request!! And sorry it took so long, I hope you like it! š
Affection: How affectionate are they? What do they do to show you they love you? Whatās their love language?
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Jealousy: Are they jealous? How do they react if youāre jealous?
I donāt see Henry as a very jealous man. He trusts you enough for that. I guess the only thing that could anger him is when men are being disrespectful towards you (which is pretty natural). Although he might show some possessiveness but itās definitely not jealousy.
I think he finds it endearing! He loves the way you keep staring up and down the girl smiling a bit too much at him. And heās definitely not complaining about the way you stay close all the time.
He might tease you a bit and smirk at your reaction but heāll do anything to reassure you: heāll make sure to kiss your cheek (especially when the girl is looking at him), hold your hand and of course, heāll remind you youāre the only girl for him.
Protective: How protective are they? How do they react when you have/want to protect them?
Henry is very protective of you! Not in the same way Tommy or Alfie would be for example but heās the classic family man from the 1940s. He wants you to be safe, to have everything you need. Even after he comes back from the war and your relationship changed, he still looks out for you.
Before the war, if you want to protect him, he finds it cute. As I said, heās from the 1940s so at that time it was the manās ājobā to protect the woman and not the other way around. But heād still appreciate, it makes him feel loved and cared for.
After the war thoughā¦the idea that you want to protect him is probably enough to make him cry. He doesnāt understand, he doesnāt know why youād actually bother but itās everything he needs. There is a part of him that feels ashamed because he wants to be strong enough you wouldnāt need to protect him. But thatās one of the things that help him heal.
Years: How fast does your relationship evolves? Weeks, months, years?
Considering heās from the 1940s, your relationship definitely evolves fast. It was pretty common for people to get married only after a few months/a year after dating and I think thatās what would happen here,
However, I do think that the time between when you meet/he has a crush on you and when he actually admits it might be very long. Heās definitely the kind to have a crush on a girl and admit it years later!
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Can I submit a blurb/one shot request for my beloved Henry Wilson with the prompt āI'll be damned if anyone makes you feel like you aren't worthy of being loved.ā
masterlist | 300 blurbs <3
pairing: henry wilson x reader
a/n: thank you so much for the request! haven't written for henry in ages so it was a total delight. um. it's kinda long. SORRY i just had fun writing about their friendship :,) for anyone unaware of darling henry, check out @henry-wilson . essential reading. thanks again and i really hope you like it!
It had been ages since youād last walked on this beach. The salty air seemed so palpable, so familiar, you could almost taste it on your tongue.
You wondered why you had even wanted to leave your seaside town for the city all those years ago, but it didnāt matter now. You were home, finally. Youād missed the countryside, and more than anything, one particular person.
You lifted your head, spotting a figure in the distance as he sat in the sand, eyes trained on the vast ocean. The details of his face were a blur, but your eyes ran over his dark hair, rumpled by the wind. You thought you could even see, beset in his sharp profile, the brilliant blue flash of his eyes as he peered into the sea.
The thunderous crash of a wave underscored your swelling excitement as you felt recognition shoot through you.
āHenry!ā You called out, your voice drowned out by the howling wind.
You stumbled toward him, your enthusiasm hindering you as the sand slid from under your feet, but you pressed on, tripping over yourself as your smile grew wider.
āHenry.ā You breathed.
His eyes were wide and bewildered as they looked at you. ā(Y/N)?ā
He was shocked to see you, understandably. Henry had been your friend for years, and you'd kept in contact after you left, but the letters stopped completely when he enlisted. You hadnāt written to him about your homecoming- youād thought he was still in the army, overseas on the front. You had only found out about his discharge from the military when you arrived in town last night, and it was too late to seek him out by then.
āIāve moved back! Just taking a stroll.ā You sank down beside him, raking your fingers through the sand. āI missed you, Henry.ā You sighed, turning to look at him.
The hollows of his cheeks were defined, stark marks of exhaustion painted under each eye. His eyes seemed different, a little darker, the same murky blue as the ocean that stretched out before you. You initially thought his freckled nose and cheeks were red due to the bite of the wind, but the red rims of his eyes and the furrow in his brow made your heart sink.
āWhatās wrong?ā You asked gently.
Each fluid, rolling motion of the waves seemed to hypnotise him as his gaze travelled for miles, far, far past the horizon. His Adamās apple bobbed in his throat as he swallowed thickly.
āThey called me a coward, (Y/N).ā
The statement triggered a pang of pain to erupt in your chest. Henry was the first person you mentioned when you arrived home the night before. Your housemate filled you in on his dismissal from the military. It was torturous, hearing her ramble on about how the town viewed him since then. The young men were the cruelest. Sneering at him in the street, regarding him with as much viciousness as they could muster.
When he was lucky, he stayed invisible. Head hung, drifting through town like a ghost. It made bile rise in your throat. You hadnāt wanted to believe her. But it was true, of course. True, and endlessly awful.
Your eyebrows furrowed, and your heart wanted to burst as anger bloomed within it. āHenry, you are not a-ā
āIt wasnāt the first time.ā He continued, voice hauntingly steady as the sea roared in your ears.
āEven when theyāre kind enough to hold their tongues.ā He spat, sardonic. āI feel it. They stare, everywhere I go. Grinning at me, like a joke, (Y/N). Itās suffocating. But itās written all over me, inescapable.ā He turned to you, eyes like a wounded animalās, boring into your skull.
āDo you know what the worst part is?ā His voice crested, brimming and shaking with pain and desperation. It made your head swim. āTheyāre utterly, completely right. Iām⦠wrong. Iām broken. I cracked, and I canāt blame them for hating me for it. No one wants to love a time-bomb.ā
A muscle in his cheek twitched as he clenched his jaw. He paused, the next words spilling through his lips, voice low and hollow.
āBut it is so, so lonely.ā He murmured.
You wanted to cry, you wanted to scream, you wanted to hold him. You hurt for him. Plain and simple.
āI donāt even know why I came here.ā He scoffed, gesturing toward the boundless, swelling ocean. āIt just reminds me ofā¦ā He trailed off.
You got to your feet, yanking him up with you at such a speed you both had to take a moment to steady yourselves.
His hand was freezing cold in yours. Heād been out here for far too long. You wrapped both your hands around his, enclosing his icy fingertips in the warmth of your palms.
āLetās get you out of here, alright?ā
He nodded, trailing beside you as you walked hand in hand, away from the shore. You broke the silence as the ocean receded behind you.
āYou know what this beach reminds me of?ā You spoke.
He shook his head.
āWe used to swim here, remember? You had to drag me out of the water every time because I never wanted it to end.ā You smiled. āAnd when I finally gave in, youād let me sit on the back of your bike, and youād cycle so fast that by the time we got to your house your hair would be dry from the wind.ā
You saw his lips quirk upward as he navigated the sandy incline, kicking out the pebbles from beneath him.
āYou used to scream bloody murder whenever I made too sharp a turn.ā He mumbled.
āAnd youād always stop to check if I was alright.ā You laughed. āYouāve always been too good to me. You sunburnt after those trips, too, every single time.ā
āOnly because you refused to get out of the water.ā His smile grew.
āIāll admit it was my fault. But Iād always make it up to you, no? Weād go somewhere you liked after, hiking all those trails through the woods, stopping every second to look at some⦠special type of moss I had no idea about.ā You glanced at him, and his head dipped as he smiled shyly, reminiscing. āOr weād go to the park and sit by the pond, where you knew the ducks despised me.ā
āThey loved me, though.ā He chuckled.
āOnly ācause you kept feeding them.ā You hummed. You stopped walking, feet digging into the sand as you tugged on his hand. He turned to you.
āThatās what I remember when I see this beach.ā You said. āThe good memories. And I wish more than anything that those memories could help you forget. I wish they could take away from what you've experienced, but I know they canāt.ā You clapped your hands over his shoulders.
āBut we can make better, new memories now. Whatever those idiots in town say, itās all⦠bullshit. My Henry isnāt a coward. Heās brave, smart, and kind. Youāll always be all those things, and so much more, no matter what.ā You cupped his jaw with your hands, his hands circling your wrists as you gazed at each other. āAnd Iāll be damned if anyone makes my Henry feel like he isnāt worthy of being loved.ā He frowned, eyes flickering away. You held onto him.
āYou say youāre lonely. I wish I could take the pain away, Henry, I really do. Weāve always been honest with each other, so Iāll say this now. I donāt know if I can. But Iāll always be there for you. When youāre happy, when youāre hurting, whatever. Always.ā You stated.
He reached for you, closing the distance between you, pink lips tinged slightly blue by the cold as he pressed a kiss to your mouth. He dropped his head to your shoulder as you wrapped each other in a hug. His hair brushed your jaw as you pressed your cheek to the top of his skull, his face burrowed in the crook of your neck.
āLetās go.ā You whispered. āIāll make you some tea. Then⦠weāll go somewhere nice. Less dreary, less grey. Somewhere you like. Like the woods. Or the park, by the pond. Like old times, yes?ā
He wrapped his arm around your shoulder as the two of you continued walking.
āYes.ā He replied, chest rumbling as he spoke. āLike old times. Together.ā
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Being married to Henry and living in the countryside
āthe dream of my life is to lie down by a slow river and stare at the light in the trees ā to learn something by being nothingā
- Mary Oliver
A/N: well here it is! i wanted to do this for a while but needed the time to prepare it! i am in no way some sort of professional editor or have any skill, this is just to show my undying love to this sweet OC inspired by the shivering soldier in Dunkirk. So please, tell me what you think, I would love to hear your feedback and criticism (as long as itās constructive š), I love you all, take care and stay safe š¤āØ
Affection: How affectionate are they? What do they do to show you they love you? Whatās their love language?
He. Is. So. Affectionate. Like I really think he has the whole scary gangster facade but heās the biggest softie for his girl. Heās not scared to show you he loves you, heāll never turn down any kind of kisses, hugs or cuddles and I want to believe that heās the kind to be Ā« absentmindedly affectionateĀ Ā» (Iāll explain lol). By that, I mean that he touches you all the time, not even realizing it sometimes, heāll always have a hand on the small of your back or around your shoulders, if you come by his office or when heās reading, he will naturally take your hand and let you sit on his lap, this sort of thing.
Apart from the physical affection, heāll show how much he loves you by any way he can. Heāll drown you in piles of gifts, jewelry, dresses, whatever your heart desires. He will also participate in any activity with you if you ask. Letās say you enjoy gardening, heāll help you put them in the ground or water them if youāre not around. The man is just so in love with you that itās likeā¦flowing all around him and he kind of showers you with it because itās too much to handle for one person, he might explode if he doesnāt do that.
In terms of love language, I think Iāve made that pretty clear but Iād say his is physical touch! And if I ranked them, it would go: physical touch, gifts, quality time, acts of service and words of affirmation.
Insecurity: What are they insecure about? What can you do to help? How do they comfort you when youāre insecure?
In the beginning, not much. The only thing he might be insecure of is his lifestyle which he doesnāt think is very suited for you, he doesnāt want you to get hurt or be unhappy because of it so I believe heāll get slightly insecure at times. However, if itās later on, when he learns about his cancer and Tommy screws up half of his face, heād get much more insecure. Primarily because of his illness, he feels like heās holding you down. Youāre healthy and young and he is far from that, there are days where heās too tired to even get out of bed, days where he canāt find the energy to talk or participate in activities you usually do. To that, you can add the fact that he finds himself hideous and this as well as the cancer makes him feel like youāre staying because you might feel bad about giving up on him, letting him die alone. He wants whatās best for you and he just doesnāt think heās it.
The thing to do in those moments is to make it clear you donāt stay because you think you have to, you donāt stay for some obligation he might be imposing. The reason youāre staying is because you love him, because you want to, because youāll always be by his side, for better or worse and it doesnāt matter how he looks or how tired he is. And as I mentioned before, he values words a lot so hearing it coming from you will help him feel better.
He hates to think you could be insecure about anything because youāre absolutely perfect to him but he understands. Everyone feels a bit blue at some point, even him. So what he does is pretty simple: he grabs your hand, makes you sit on his lap and just shushes down the bad thoughts by reminding you how phenomenal you are and yes, it wonāt make everything all unicorns and rainbows but it does work pretty well!
Open: How hard is it for them to voice their feelings? How and when do they tell you they love you? Do they let you in easily?
I think that even if heās great at showing how much he loves you, itās much harder for him to say it. In my head, I picture him as the kind to be a bit clumsy with his words around you. For example, if he complimented you by saying « you look pretty todayĀ Ā», i just see him realize that you may take it the wrong way because « waitā¦it means you werenāt pretty yesterdayā¦but you wereā¦Ā Ā» and start rambling. But itās not hard for him because he doesnāt want to or because he doesnāt know how, heās just much better at showing you than repeat it all day long. Although in important moments or if you need to hear it, heāll tell you. So really, I think whatās hard for him is that for the first time in a very long time he feels all ridiculous and blushy and all that, itās just very different from the whole gangster persona he had.
As I said, I think he tells you he loves you when there is a reason because I donāt see him say it all the time, just like that. He values words a lot and he doesnāt want to « overuseĀ Ā» it, he wants you to feel how much meaning it has whenever he says it, even if itās not every single day. So when he says it, ughhh!! He just looks straight in your eyes, his hands on your cheeks and with his gruff voice: « I love youĀ Ā» and you just melt right on the spotā¦
I think he doesnāt really you in at the beginning because heās a smart man so heās not going to tell you everything about him within the first week you know him. However, once youāre in an established relationship, he lets most of his guards fall, he trusts you with his life and heās not ashamed of it.
Protective: How protective are they? How do they react when you have/want to protect them?
The answer is so obvious but Alfie is extremely protective of you. Youāre literally untouchable and anyone who dares to even upset you will regret it. Itās not really developed in the show but he probably lost everyone (since they donāt mention anyone close to him) so the last thing he wants is to lose you as well and heāll do whatever he has to do to prevent that from happening. So be ready to never be out of Alfieās sight some way or another because that man is not letting anything happen to you.
Now when it comes to protect him, heās going to find it endearing and slightly funny because in his mind you canāt protect him from anything, you shouldnāt have to. Heās the one who makes you safe, not the other way around but heāll love the way you get whenever you want to protect him from something.
Quarrels: What is it like to have a fight with them? How are they when theyāre angry?
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Now the FMK:
So funnily enough, Iāve never watched The edge of love. I know the story more or less, I know itās very sad but I donāt know much else so sorry Iām going to have to kill him because I have lessā¦affection for him? It feels really mean to say that. But thatās great because if I kill him, I donāt have gifs for my Henry fics š«
Then thereās Tommy, I wonāt marry him for sure because 1) heās already married to my friend and I donāt do that and 2) he would probably drive me so mad I would end up depressed or worse. Especially if Iām likeā¦heās second wife after Grace. So sorry honey, as much as I love you, I wonāt marry you. And iām not really interested in fucking so what about a nice hug? Or a gentle kiss on the forehead?
And finally my dear sweet little Henry, I love you so much and even if we have like šš¼ this much info about you, I know youāll be the most suited to be my husband š
So in conclusion:
Fuck Kiss/Hug: Thomas Shelby
Marry: Henry Wilson
Kill: William Killick
š» for Alfie: okay so ever since Alfie moved to Margate and takes Cyril on walks, he has discovered a new passion: picking up seashells. He has a beautiful jewelry box he gotā¦in some very questionable ways and keeps them there. He even trained Cyril to find them so whenever theyāre on the beach heāll tell him to go fetch the seashells and heāll look for some on his side. Itās a simple activity he enjoys, it passes time and he finds some real gems sometimes!
š» for Henry: he bakes a delicious apple cake. It was something he used to do with his mother, every Wednesday afternoon as a little boy. He would sit with her in the kitchen and she would show him how to cut the apples, break the eggs using only one hand or whip the batter the right way so the cake is all nice and fluffy. I can see him bake this cake for his wifeās birthday or with his kids later as some sort of tradition. Theyād go to the backyard to pick up fresh apples from the apple trees then spend the whole afternoon in the kitchen, making their grannyās famous cake together.
Where I live, there are mountains surrounding the place everywhere. No matter where you look, youāll see mountains. At sunrise and sunset, the mountains turn a warm pink, offering us the most beautiful view. I live in a small apartment, in an old house with a tiny garden to host tea parties and birthdays.
When I go out in the morning, I enjoy the fresh breeze on my face, instantly waking me up. I pass by a small bakery, right across the corner behind my place and it smells like freshly baked bread in the morning, sometimes I just take a second to enjoy it.
The tramway ride to school is always the best place to relax, especially when itās empty. With some nice music in my ear, I can write, study or just get lost in my own daydreams. It gives me enough strength before I have to face the day. Itās probably one of my favorite moments in the day.
We stop right in front of a small market and I always tell myself that, when Iāll have time, Iāll go there. It may sound funny but itās one of the things I want to do next year: go more to the farmerās market.
We also pass the great river of my city. Itās a very calming place, Iād like to walk there more often. The sound of the flowing water, the cold biting my cheeks, wrapped in my coat and my big scarf, blowing steam out of my mouth, always marveling over the snowy mountains.
My school is right behind the hospital which means I get to stop in front of it every day, it gives me motivation. I see all the doctors and nurses leaving the tramway, walking the stairs to reach the gigantic building and just for a second, I like to imagine myself doing the same thing.
The city I live in now is far from being the prettiest or better than the one I grew up in but I slowly get to see all of its potential andā¦letās say I like it a little bit more every day
Birthday: What do they do to celebrate your birthday? What is the thing you need to do to make them happy on their birthday? Are they good at giving gifts?
Heās adorable on your birthday!! Heāll pick up flowers according to their meaning and offer them to you when you wake up along with the most perfect breakfast in bed. As I said here, I have this hc that he makes a wonderful apple cake so heāll bake it for you and get ready to not lift one finger the whole day! Heāll probably take you to some nice place during the day for a nice birthday picnic if the weather is good enough or cook your favorite meal if itās during a colder season. If you have kids, heāll make sure they spend the night with their grandma or a neighbor so you can have a romantic evening, just the two of you and probably take you to a restaurant and then dancing.
It doesnāt matter to him, heāll be over the moon just if you wish it to him. Of course, heās gonna be very happy if you offer him a gift or if you organize something special but even if you didnāt, just having you by his side would be more than enough! But he does love it when you wake him up by singing āhappy birthdayā to him while bringing him his favorite breakfast in bed.
I think Henry is a good listener so heāll know what you like and what you donāt like. He puts a lot of thoughts in your gift and never buys it last minute, he always tries to have the idea months before and starts planning then. Itās really hard for you though because he always puts the bar so high, always offering the perfect present: a book you mentioned one time, a beautiful tea set you saw in a shop months before, an antique brooch you found too expensive to buyā¦so yeah, saying heās good at giving gifts is almost an euphemism!
Secrets: Do they keep secrets from you? How do they react if youāve hidden something from them?
The only secrets Henry might be hiding are all the war related things which is completely understandable but other than that, he doesnāt keep anything away from you. He trusts you more than anyone else and I see him as a very honest man, he doesnāt lie to you or do things he canāt tell you about. He knows that if he has to hide doing something from you then itās not a good thing and he shouldnāt do it.
Now, he expects for you to behave the same way so if you hide something from him, heāll definitely feel very hurt. Heāll realize that he may trust you with his life, you donāt and it would be more or less terrible depending on how bad the secret is. He wonāt understand either why you felt the need to hide something from him which will probably make him doubt his relationship with you: is he such a bad husband that you need to keep secrets away from him? did he wrong you somehow to make you feel this way? is it because you donāt trust him? because you donāt love him anymore? And it may seem way too over the top but for me, heās someone who, as I said, is very honest and he believes that you shouldnāt have secrets for each other, you should be able to share whatever is troubling you because thatās what your marriage is built on: trust. So yeah, heāll be very hurt and it would most likely send him through this wholeā¦spiraling where heād try to understand your behavior so please, donāt keep secrets away from him, donāt hurt him, heās a good man :(
Also can I have 43 from blue banisters with my baby Henry? š„ŗš¤
Hello, Anna! Another one for you for OUR baby Henry. š¤£š
HENRY WILSON (āSHIVERING SOLDIERā) + āDonāt have to write me a letter ācause Iāll always be right here, closer to you than your next breath, my dear.ā prompt
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You met him in the park under a big tree on the bench. Your usual spot and your prettiest dress for a special, sad occasion. Some people were saying it could be the last time youād see himā¦
Henry showed up a bit late than usual. He was in his brand new uniform already and your eyes welled with tears.
āHi, butterfly,ā he greeted you with his usual pet name but his voice broke despite his wide smile.
āHi, soldier,ā you waved at him and Henry sat next to you to place a sweet kiss on your lips.
āGot something for my girl,ā he handed you a small box.
āOh, Henry, you didnāt have toā¦!ā you gasped and opened it. There was his picture inside and a necklace with his ring.
āSo you donāt forget me, butterfly, hm?ā his finger caressed your cheek gently like you were made of glass.
āI would never, Henry,ā you sniffled and put your arms around his neck to hug him. āWill you take my picture with yourself, too?ā
āI already have it packed.ā
āI will write to you every day!ā you promised.
āThatās very kind of you but donāt worry. Donāt have to write me a letter ācause Iāll always be right here, closer to you than your next breath, my dear.ā
āOh, Henryā¦!ā you burst into tears and he made a worried expression before wiping your tears carefully with his fingertips. āI know youāll be with me alwaysā¦ā you squeezed his ring in your hand. āBut what about you? Youāll feel so lonely there⦠I will write to you.ā
āI donāt want you to forget about me but Iām not selfish, (Y/N). I donāt want you to think about me too much. Donāt wait for me.ā
āI will wait forever, Henry.ā
āI might not come back,ā he chuckled nervously.
āThen forever alone I shall stay,ā you whispered. āI wonāt allow any other man to even steal a kiss from me because my lips, my body, my heart... They belong to you.ā
āYouāre so sweet,ā his eyes welled with tears as well and he looked away quickly to blink a few times. āI still donāt know why Iām so lucky⦠Out of all the boys here, I am the luckiest.ā
āIf you consider yourself so lucky, what are your plans after coming back from the war?ā you asked playfully to distract yourself from sadness.
āI will marry you if you still want me then.ā
āI will always want you, Henry Wilson.ā
āYou know what they say⦠Some men⦠They come back but they come back different,ā he swallowed thickly.
āI will always want you,ā you repeated seriously and cupped his face to make him turn his head around and look at you again. āBetter and worse, kind and mean, happy and sad, dead and alive. It will always be you.ā