31 - transmasc nonbinary boydyke - he/they/it - taken, I'm not looking. 🔞minors DNI🔞 AGELESS BLOGS DNI 💀 at least have an age range or something. punks not dead it's tired and its' back hurts
I've moved over to @fvckpuppy feel free to follow me there for more of the same shit (but better)
My name is Ollie.
I like moss and paint and poetry. I like being in the ocean. Sometimes I write nice things. Sometimes I vent a little too openly. Sometimes I post nudes. Sometimes there's photography. It's a mixed bag.
This is a kink positive, queer positive, sex work positive, feminist positive, slut positive space and if that's not for you, keep on walking.
I am a plus-sized nonbinary trans man. I'm not a girl.
TW: cptsd content, general trauma, occasional nsft content
Cis men discouraged from interacting. if you're going to take up my time with a message please bring something to the table better than 'hey' with a slutty amount of y's or a one-handed conversation about your unmentionables.
~ anyone objectifying me without my consent will be screenshotted, posted, and blocked in that order ~
Below are frequently used tags for categorization and easy searching.
You remember only the moth, carrying you through the cosmos.
And now you are dead. A newly formed spirit, carrying your grief into the unknown.
But the end has no end, and your story continues.
After a meeting with Death (they're really not used to talking to people, be gentle with them) and the Raven, a sardonic talking bird with secrets older than stars, you sign a contract: manage the bar on the Abyss for one year, in exchange for a single limitless wish from the gods themselves.
The Abyss is a nexus connecting every realm in existence. A haven where gods, devils, angels, and lost souls converge to drink and revel.
And you're not alone. You have your staff, and your patrons: a mortal witch, a sly devil, and Death, who keeps finding reasons to visit. Grief isn't the only thing that survives death. Love and friendship make the crossing too.
But something is hiding in the fine print. A voice in your dreams, a loneliness that has swallowed every proprietor who came before you.
How do you fight loneliness?
Manage your bar, unravel the cosmic mystery of the Abyss, go shopping in Hell, witness the universe's creation in a public bathroom, unlock the forbidden secrets of magic, and learn the truth about your real employers.
The Abyss beckons you.
✬ A narrative-driven interactive fiction experience, where every choice builds the story and the person you're becoming in death.
✬ Play as any gender, any sexuality. The afterlife doesn't card you at the door.
✬ Customize your death: did you go by fire, or illness? Did someone else make the choice, or did you? The circumstances of your death are yours to define.
✬ Pick your grief path: the way you felt in your final moments will shape the story, how certain characters respond to you, and how you see the world. Did you rage against the dying of the light, or welcome the reaper with a handshake? Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, Acceptance: choose the lens of your afterlife.
✬ Customize your spirit-self: choose your appearance, pick from 36+ career backgrounds that unlock choices throughout the game, and your death scars — because you died, and you probably have the marks to prove it.
✬ Choose your pension: a single, limitless wish from the gods themselves. What do you want more than anything?
✬ Build your psyche: a 30-trait personality system quietly maps every decision into a portrait of the spirit you're becoming.
✬ Pick your Spirit Gift: a mythical artifact left by the bar as a welcome gift. Stop time, read the secret thoughts of gods, analyze any entity, hear the opinions of inanimate objects, wear anyone's face, or carry a sword forged to kill gods. Each gift opens unique scenes, solutions, and ways to experience the story.
✬ Be the proprietor of your own afterlife bar: name it, choose its theme, and run it your way.
✬ Romance and befriend a cast of mortals and immortals: the awkward Grim Reaper, a mortal witch and their familiar, a sly devil, a warlord who became your security guard, a spectral diva, and a formless shadow. Be poly, monogamous, asexual, purely physical — they'll respond in kind.
✬ Random patron encounters on your night shifts: who walks through the door changes every playthrough.
✬ Explore the afterlife, travel to distant realms, and uncover the dark secrets hiding beneath your bar… and your contract.
M\F\NB (Poly or Monogamous paths)
Death reveals a surprising warmth beneath their eternal duty.
Is there room for love within their everlasting embrace?
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M\F (Poly or Monogamous paths)
This devilish being, a powerful magnet of desire, seeks more than power in the bar’s shadows.
Who dares to pursue the heart behind the flame?
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M\F (Poly or Monogamous paths)
The Witch, with their feline companion, seeks a lost soul, their magic stirring trouble and passion alike.
Can a mortal love thrive in the spirit realm?
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M (Monogamous path)
A mercenary turned security guard, Hastur carries an immortal burden, guilt born of past battles and sacrifices.
Will your love heal his wounds?
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NB (Monogamous path)
The spectral diva enchants with their voice, their performance a dance of beauty tinged with the sorrow of eternal life.
Can your love find a new song for them?
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M\F\NB (Monogamous path)
A shade keeps the bar’s order, and his silence holds the weight of cosmic secrets.
Will your heart fall for the being behind the shadow?
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With feathers dark and wit sharp, The Raven’s history is as rich as the bar itself. He offers piercing insight beneath a layer of humor.
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The stern soothsayer-turned-accountant Yaga guards the bar’s fortune while wrestling with her own spectral regrets and wisdom.
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Shelly, the bar’s assistant, brings life-affirming warmth but seeks a new family to fill the void of her lost one.
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Welcome to the cosmos: a weave of ever-changing realms. Each domain is a thread in the grand design.
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I’d love to hear your thoughts and feedback. Big or small, everything matters: your input is invaluable. I'll be answering and taking each into consideration. You are very welcome to post your reviews here!
Here’s what I’m especially looking for:
Thoughts on the plot, characters, and overall narrative experience. What’s working, and what could use more polish?
Notes on any typos, grammar issues, or awkward phrasing that might distract from the story.
Any continuity errors you spot: It's a big project, so making sure the narrative makes sense in the long run is really important.
The game explores themes of Death in various forms, including suicide.
Alcohol indulgence and its various side effects (hangovers, vomiting, etc.)
To the person that has been sending me hate and commenting on my shit calling me slurs and telling me to kill myself over and over, making a new blog every day for the past few months because I keep blocking them:
Can I just ask what I did that made you decide to become obsessed with me? Like, what caught you attention, and more importantly, what can I do to make you leave me alone?
I know you said you do this because you're bored but, do you recognize that I'm a human being with thoughts and feelings? I'm just trying to make it through the day. I'm just trying to live my life and occasionally post some dumb little memory on Tumblr so I can remember when I have a happy moment, or vent when I don't want to bother someone directly with how I'm feeling or whatever
I genuinely don't understand why you're doing this.
But if you could find it in you to stop..please stop.
Now i feel awkward, I'm the 🤏 who sent that. Wait no because what if you don't believe me.
I believe you. Unfortunately no matter how many times I block you you keep coming back so I guess I'm just gonna have to fucking remove myself to get you to leave me alone.
Oh I'm so cool annoying people is so neat and fun heh heh fucking heh I'm gonna send 5000 messages and jerk my tiny pimple dick to the thought of someone being mildly irritated, not only am I so cool this is the best hobby anyone could ever imagine
You're so awful that death is more enticing than interacting with you. Congratulations.
