Here We Go Again...

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[emilybraydenblogs]

I confuse people. i have a happy personality and a sad soul. i'm bold but shy. i love deeply but sometimes i feel heartless. i'm healing and hurting at the same time. i'm dedicated to growth, but i self sabotage

[remanence-of-love]

[untiliamjustb0nes]

[dyingtooslowly]

To be pretty, to be thin, to be loved

[lovedamgelungs]

[lilforestgoblin]

pov: me when i don’t l0s3 10lb in 30 seconds

[i-know-you-wanna-kiss-me-deacti]

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[yms1]

what doesn't kill you makes you stay on tumblr for 13 years and counting

[light-daiinty]

me always. ^^

[mariscandyheart]

REBLOG IF YOU'RE AN ACTIVE 3D BLOG IN 2025 TRYING TO FIND MORE MOOTS

[bagofcellz]

[poison-barbzz]

You know for somebody who let's their ed rule their life, I sure do suck at having an ed

[autisticmysticsarah]

When we met I told myself

Not to get too attached

Yet the chain wrapped around me

Pulled me behind you at arm's length

But I'm afraid to release myself

You might leave me behind

[soulaanadelrey]

One huge thing I've learned in therapy is that I already have a secure attachment style. At first, I thought my therapist was hyping me up, but she acknowledged that my anxiety is different from my attachment style and secure partners can be anxious about most things that are out of our control. She even went through the criteria for being a secure partner and I aligned with it perfectly. After a while, it all started to make sense which is why I'm finally comfortable with the fact that my last relationship didn't work out.

"You did the work and you've learned plenty of lessons. You don't need any more lessons." my therapist said. "You have the love that's fit for someone who has already done the work too. Or at least someone who is doing the work." And I think that's what God or the universe wants for me. They want me to have that healthy love I have been working hard towards.

[peonylvrs]

Interacting with someone who has a secure attachment style is so bewildering to me bc ur telling me no passive aggressive or backhanded comments? no jealousy? no saying one thing and meaning another? no love bombing? no bottling all ur emotions in? no overstepping boundaries? no clinginess? no basing ur actions out of fear? no overthinking? no avoidance? no detachment? just pure honesty, trust, radical self-love, healthy communication, and vibes??????????????????????????????????????????

[teetime249-deactivated20250222]

I majored in overthinking and minored in self sabotage.

[litchiteany]

Unlucky

Unlucky has been my fate,

To have it all, yet feel incomplete.

The love I seek to cultivate,

Desperate for a calm retreat.

Perhaps that’s why it slips away—

I chase misfortune, night and day.

Each rare stroke of luck I mar,

In an instant, dimming its star.

Weak my resolve, courage thin,

I’d rather count the odds than win.

A pessimist, mind’s dark embrace,

A realist, shunning the race.

Guarding my heart from sorrow’s sting,

I clip my own wings, afraid to sing.

Bound by chains of my own design,

Avoiding the light, content to pine.

Yet in this gloom, hope’s flickering spark,

A whisper of dawn within the dark.

To break these chains, embrace the fight,

And dare to chase a brighter light.

JI

7-12-24