i love the way you start shaking the second i get close. i only lean in to whisper "you look so pretty when youâre nervous" and suddenly you canât even meet my eyes. your heart is hammering against your ribs so hard i can almost see it through your shirt. itâs adorabl honestly how much power you just hand over to me without me even trying.
"you're making it too easy" i say watching your throat move as you swallow. so cute. it makes me wonder though if youâre this flustered just because iâm standing in your personal space, how are you going to survive when i actually put my hands on you? if youâre losing your breath over a look youâre never going to keep it together when i have you pinned down.
"go on" i tell you my voice dropping an octave âtake a deep breath for meâ youâre trying so hard too. itâs almost a shame. you look so overwhelmed i almost feel bad for whatâs about to happen. almost. but you really shouldnât have handed me all this power if you werent prepared for me to use it.
"give me your hand. don't hesitate." your fingers feel so small in mine trembling so much i have to wonder if they even know what theyâre supposed to do. i bet you thought youâd be helpful thought you could keep up. but seeing you like this all nervous and shaky hands, it makes me think youâre much more suited for collapsing than participating.
"tell me sweetheart" i say leaning in "are you actually going to be useful or are you just going to sit there and let me ruin you? because iâm starting to think you donât have a choice anymoreâ youâre already mine and we haven't even started. itâs pathetic really and god i love how much youâre enjoying it.
thereâs that little hitch in your breath. youâre so sensitive i can feel your pulse through your fingertips. I havenât even done anything yet and youâre already looking at me like iâm your entire world. you thought you could handle me? you can barely handle the idea of me.
"eyes up" i tell you. i want to see the exact moment your brain gives up. i want to see your eyes widen as i pull you an inch closer. "donât look away. i want you to see exactly whoâs ruining youâ
i slide my hand up your thigh and your breath just vanishes. so reactive. every time my fingers caresses you i feel that spark. i can feel exactly how much youâre aching, how much your body is begging for me to stop being nice and start being yours.
"i'm going to be so thorough with you" i promise my hand moving higher, towards my favorite spot. finding out exactly how much of a mess youâve truly made for me. youâre so wet so ready. when i finally slide two fingers inside you i want to hear that specific broken sound you make, the one that tells me youâve forgotten everything but the rhythm iâm setting. iâll stretch you out slow and deep until youâre arching off the sheets just to get closer to me.
and once i have you shaking right on the edge of cumming, thatâs when iâm going down "i want to taste how much you want this" i whisper against your skin. i want to feel your thighs trembling against my ears while i use my tongue to ruin whatâs left of your composure. iâm going to take my time humming against you until the vibration makes your knees give out. i want to watch you cum from the best seat in the house. right between your legs.
"don't you dare close your eyes" i want you right here with me. i want to see the moment you break because you gave me all this power sweetheart and now iâm going to make sure you never ever want it back.
