;;quick announcement before I change my mind: I'm leaving this blog for good. The short story is that I lost my muse, and I've been busy with my other blogs, school, work, etc.
The long story is that I feel disconnected from this blog. Alana was my first character, the one I felt in love with, and as such, I tried to do her justice for years, almost 3 years. But everything comes with an expiration date, and I just don't feel her anymore. I don't feel my threads, and some of them are almost two years old. And what saddens me the most, I don't feel connected with my partners anymore. This last point is my fault, my own limitations got in the way to reach out to others, and sometimes, I felt as if I was being a burden, and, personally, that’s what killed my mood, but that’s a story for another day.
I’ve tried for months to write one reply, just a small, one paragraph reply, but the replies don’t come, and they just feel forced, so what’s the fun in that? And I have to admit that being here caused me more stress than an actual outlet.
Will I miss this character? Yeah, terribly! I think I developed her as much as I possibly could, but there’s nothing else for me here.
Am I going to come back some time? Probably, maybe if the series are picked up again.
Why am I writing this? Because I needed to. This is more a goodbye from me than an actual announcement because I know no one will read this.
So, if anyone happens to read this, thank you with all my heart, for the good and for the bad times, for helping me to grow up into the writer -ja, joking- that I am today, and for the experiences that help me shape as a person.
If someone wants to be in touch, y’all know I have other blogs, my sk*pe is catnipforkillersbloom and my k*k alana.catnipbloom.
And I think that’s it. I hope to write with you again some day.
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