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PSA ;;
to make things easier, and less stressful on myself for the coming year. eddie is being move to my multimuse blog @legendscry – any threads that have not yet been replied to can be carried over if you would like. you’ll just have to im me the link over there. love you guys, and i really do hope you’ll follow me there so we can still write together.
love always, merc.
PSA ;;
to make things easier, and less stressful on myself for the coming year. eddie is being move to my multimuse blog @legendscry – any threads that have not yet been replied to can be carried over if you would like. you’ll just have to im me the link over there. love you guys, and i really do hope you’ll follow me there so we can still write together.
love always, merc.
PSA ;;
to make things easier, and less stressful on myself for the coming year. eddie is being move to my multimuse blog @legendscry – any threads that have not yet been replied to can be carried over if you would like. you’ll just have to im me the link over there. love you guys, and i really do hope you’ll follow me there so we can still write together.
love always, merc.
PSA ;;
to make things easier, and less stressful on myself for the coming year. eddie is being move to my multimuse blog @legendscry – any threads that have not yet been replied to can be carried over if you would like. you’ll just have to im me the link over there. love you guys, and i really do hope you’ll follow me there so we can still write together.
love always, merc.
PSA ;;
to make things easier, and less stressful on myself for the coming year. eddie is being move to my multimuse blog @legendscry – any threads that have not yet been replied to can be carried over if you would like. you’ll just have to im me the link over there. love you guys, and i really do hope you’ll follow me there so we can still write together.
love always, merc.
PSA ;;
to make things easier, and less stressful on myself for the coming year. eddie is being move to my multimuse blog @legendscry – any threads that have not yet been replied to can be carried over if you would like. you’ll just have to im me the link over there. love you guys, and i really do hope you’ll follow me there so we can still write together.
love always, merc.
PSA ;;
to make things easier, and less stressful on myself for the coming year. eddie is being move to my multimuse blog @legendscry – any threads that have not yet been replied to can be carried over if you would like. you’ll just have to im me the link over there. love you guys, and i really do hope you’ll follow me there so we can still write together.
love always, merc.
PSA ;;
to make things easier, and less stressful on myself for the coming year. eddie is being move to my multimuse blog @legendscry – any threads that have not yet been replied to can be carried over if you would like. you’ll just have to im me the link over there. love you guys, and i really do hope you’ll follow me there so we can still write together.
love always, merc.
PSA ;;
to make things easier, and less stressful on myself for the coming year. eddie is being move to my multimuse blog @legendscry – any threads that have not yet been replied to can be carried over if you would like. you’ll just have to im me the link over there. love you guys, and i really do hope you’ll follow me there so we can still write together.
love always, merc.
PSA ;;
to make things easier, and less stressful on myself for the coming year. eddie is being move to my multimuse blog @legendscry – any threads that have not yet been replied to can be carried over if you would like. you’ll just have to im me the link over there. love you guys, and i really do hope you’ll follow me there so we can still write together.
love always, merc.
PSA ;;
to make things easier, and less stressful on myself for the coming year. eddie is being move to my multimuse blog @legendscry -- any threads that have not yet been replied to can be carried over if you would like. you’ll just have to im me the link over there. love you guys, and i really do hope you’ll follow me there so we can still write together.
love always, merc.
basically here’s the deal, ooc shit is going on and i don’t feel the desire to be on tumblr that much, so until further notice this blog is low activity. the two blogs you’re most likely to find me at are @crckshot or @hawkinskingtm -- i’ll pop on here, @derryruined / @legendscry & @devotedshe quietly and probably do & queue replies here and there but you’re far more likely to reach me on disco.rd at merc. 🧂🥔#8018 and yes, i also write there.
well i actually did some replies, be proud of me. but also people should come plot / rp with me on d.isco.
oathkept. // * bev.
things haven’t been the easiest since pennywise had fallen . she’d sat by eddie’s bed , praying to a god she wasn’t sure existed that he’d wake up , that he’d survive . and when he had , she’d stayed with him , stayed in derry to be sure that he was well , that he was going to get by , that he was really going to be okay . and somewhere in the midst of that , she’d seen something else in him . something that pulled her towards him , something that made her want to chase happiness with him , something that has her reaching out when she can see the panic pull to his eyes . she may not know why , but she knows she can help . hands grasp either side of his face and she leans in , lips pressed to his in a kiss soft and sweet , thumb dragging lightly across the skin of his uninjured cheek.
she feels his hand rest against her own and she smiles , kiss breaking but lips lingering close as she bumps her nose against his . “ would you believe me if i said i’d wanted to do that for a while now ? ”
after the incident in neibolt, eddie had been lucky to survive, even luckier to survive with the full function of his body beyond a lingering pain and nerve damage that would never be fixed. he had stayed in derry to heal, for the first while - in the hospital, but then it had been back at the townhouse. with myra calling to bitch at him about not being home yet, at some point - he’d begun avoiding her phone calls for favor of spending time with beverly. she was the one here. she was the one taking care of him. richie had offered, bill had even offered to stay, and ben - he’d assured them all that he was fine and that they should go about their own lives. go back to normalcy. bev had been the stubborn one, refusing to leave his side when she could be there to take care of him. and she had been, she still was. she was helping him with everything, even now - the kiss had derailed a possible panic attack by forcing his focus elsewhere. his eyes close partially and he leans to return the gentle bump of his nose against her own. “ i would, but i’d have to curiously ask: how long is a while ? “
oathkept. // * bev.
the nightmares had come back a week or so after pennywise had been destroyed . she hadn’t expected them to stay gone , but she had hoped . she tried to deal with them on her own , but she knows she’s woken with a shout more than once , knows she’s kept herself awake with coffee and red bull more than she should . she’s not even sure which is worse , the nightmares or the sleep deprivation . at least with nightmares she could wake up from the monsters hiding in the corners , when she didn’t sleep they crept into reality . beverly had tried to sleep , had curled up with a pillow over her head and blankets pulled tight around her and she’d managed to drift off only to be woken with a jolt as a witch’s hand wrapped around her throat .
( fuck this )
she didn’t say anything as she slipped into his bed and tucked herself against him , back to his chest and one arm under her head while the other hand rested against his draped around her middle . they can figure this out in the morning , decide if she’d done something wrong or if she’d be banished to sleep alone after the night . for now , she just relishes in the fact that her mind is clearing and exhaustion is settling in because she feels safe in his arms . a soft laugh at his words and she risks a smile tossed over her shoulder . “ don’t worry , eds , i sleep like a rock . ”
eddie breathes a laugh of his own against her shoulder, eyes closing once more so he can relax into the bed and try to fall back to sleep. his hand shifts here and there, clenching his fingers lightly as the still healing wound throbs with pain. it does ease however as he relaxes into her. soon enough, his breathing evens out against her shoulder, and he falls into what is probably the most restful sleep he’s had since neibolt. since they’d killed that clown and barely escaped with their lives. but they had, and he had been slowly recovering from his injuries since then. both physical, and mental. come morning, the sun streaming through the shades was what wakes him, and he lifts a hand to rub at his eyes. the other still beneath bev, hand laced with one of hers, before he buries his face against her shoulder again. he’s not stupid, this cannot get out of hand - but for right now he can bask in the warmth of being tucked against her, he can enjoy the closeness and the feeling of her curled against him so close. and the thought that maybe.. maybe for one night, he had helped her as much as she had been helping him.
trashmouthtm. // * richie.
Richie did know exactly what he meant and if he had known just how personally Eddie would have taken those comments, he would have never said them in the first place. They were only ever said out of self-preservation, a desperate attempt to pretend he was someone else. He couldn’t have anyone and especially not Eddie thinking he was gay back then. It wasn’t because he didn’t trust Eddie to not tell anyone, he absolutely did when they were younger, but he felt like if he had ever uttered the words aloud that people would be able to see it on him. Like the words would be tattooed on his forehead for everyone to see.
The whispered confession made his heart flutter and stomach do a little flip. He had a feeling that he would never get used to hearing that from Eddie and hoped that he never did. “I’m sorry I ever hurt you, Eddie.” Those days had been so confusing and painful and now he could only imagine how even more confusing it had been for Eddie. “I was so afraid of my feelings for you and I’m so incredibly sorry I let that hurt you.” He swiped the pad of his thumb across Eddie’s cheeks to wipes the tears away while looking at him with a deep admiration in his eyes. “I hope I can make it up to you somehow.”
the truth of the matter had always been that eddie had forced himself to hide it, sure -- it had been driven partially by his fear of losing richie. but there were also fears about his mother, about the other kids in derry. about the bowers gang and their reactions to finding out he was gay. they were always hot on their tails anyways, he wouldn’t have been surprised if it had only had them after him even more. and even worse too. he would have been even more of a punching bag than he already had been as a child. that was the curse of being the smallest one of the losers. “ don’t. you didn’t know it was going to hurt me, you did it to protect yourself. just like how i hid my feelings for you. there were a dozen or more times that i could have told you i loved you, that i wanted to. but i couldn’t make myself. i didn’t want to. i couldn’t risk losing you, just because i was in love with you. it would have hurt far worse than being in the closet the rest of my life. we were both idiots back then. “ a sheepish sort of smile came across his features, and he brought his hand over richie’s as it settled on his cheek. “ i’m sure you can make it up to me.. just.. don’t be afraid anymore, rich. and i won’t be either. “
oathkept. // * bev.
for twenty seven years she had known she was missing something , some one , a feeling . for twenty seven years she’d assumed the years of her life that were missing had been shoved into the darkness of her mind because of some unknown trauma that her brain was protecting her from . twenty seven years spent trying to tear apart the wall between past and present . and when she’d finally seen his face again , everything had come rushing back . stolen conversations in the clubhouse after a bad day with parents , listening to him go on about whatever he was hyper focused on for the day … she loved those days . where she didn’t feel like being quiet was such a bad thing , days when she couldn’t find her own voice but could feel safe and comforted listening to eddie .
there had always been an understanding … always been a connection that none of the losers would ever understand , a connection that had only grown stronger when she’d decided to stay and take care of him . a connection worth keeping , proven by the way he moves against her , the way he’s kissed her , held her . this is where she’s supposed to be , where she wants to be . he presses her lips to her and it brings a desperate whine spilling from her lips . she can feel his length , hard and straining against his jeans , her own hips rolling against him in response , chasing euphoric friction .
his hand finds purchase against her cheek and she closes her eyes as she leans into his touch . his lips find hers and she returns his kiss , soft , loving , genuine . his hand slides under her shirt , brushes against her skin , and moves to cup her through her bra , the action pulls a hitch of breath from her as her back arches into his touch , desperate to be close to him even as his lips pull away from hers . her own hands move away from his hips , fingers dragging through his hair as teeth make their mark against her skin . everything feels right , like the pieces are finally falling into place and she knows she could fall in love with him . “ eddie … need you . ”
like bev, eddie had always felt that something was missing. people were missing. people who had meant the world to him in another time and place, he hadn’t remembered any of them, but that feeling had always been there ever since he’d left and forgotten derry. everything had gone, like someone had wiped a chalkboard clean, and suddenly, he hadn’t even known where he grew up or where his childhood had been spent. who had made it the happiest times of his life, and who had made him feel loved and wanted when things got to be too much at home with his mother and her overbearing control, and her munchhausen. then they came back, and the second he’d seen her - eddie’s heart had nearly leaped out of his chest. and the longer they spent together, the more memories came back. she’d been an escape, she’d treated him like a human, she’d listened when he’d rambled about nothing and everything all at once. she was the one he confided in when things got bad at home, because she did the same to him. they had been solace for each other, because between them it had been the most comfortable friendship in which they understood everything between them. sure, he’d had a crush. they all had at some point. bev was gorgeous, she always had been and he was sure that she always would be. she is gorgeous. that thought lingers as she leans into the hand he’s placed upon her cheek, and she leans into his kiss to return it while his other hand slips beneath her shirt and settles warmth against her bra. she arches, and he can feel a shudder trailing up his spine in response. his experience with women is.. well, myra. and that experience was lacking when it came to this. he almost feels bad for the fact the thought of her doesn’t dissuade him from what he’s doing, from rocking his hips down against beverly’s with a breathy groan against her skin. he’s focused solely on bev, and he shows that when both hands work her shirt up over her stomach and chest. they dip behind her, working the hooks of her bra loose as his mouth focuses on the mark against her neck. before kissing down, eddie brings himself lower.... lower, so his lips can brush the swell of her right breast before the bra too is shoved out of the way and lips seize a nipple, teeth lightly grazing against it as his hands drop between them to work on ridding her of pants as well. his own are popped undone as well while he’s at it, to make everything easier, and faster for the both of them. “ need you too.. so fucking bad, bev. “ he murmurs against her skin, tongue flicking against the nub his teeth had just lightly aggravated. “ but right now, i want to see how gorgeous you look when i’m eating you out. “ after all, she deserves to be spoiled. she’s busted her ass to take care of him, to make sure he has everything he needs to recovery.