her quiet storm

a playlist of secret heart songs

[herquietstorm]

[lunamonchtuna]

to be seen without performing. to be heard without screaming. to be missed without disappearing. to be enough without proving it. to be held without falling apart. to be understood without explaining. to be wanted without conditions. to be. to be.

[herquietstorm]

struggling

my heart broke a bit last night. he revealed that he has been intimate with one of his closest friends and considered being intimate with another.

how am i to be okay?

how am i to meet these friends and act fine?

how am i to be intimate with him now that i keep picturing him with them?

he has a wild past with which i now must shoulder.

it hurts.

[herquietstorm]

a random text

to receive a text like this, from a man like him (out of the blue, mind you) reminds me that this is what i deserve.

i deserve to be yearned for.

i deserve to be loved.

i deserve him,

my heaven in human form.

[terrorignitis]

Juansen Dizon, i am the architect of my own destruction