Lilith of the Nile

He chose ᗰᙓ. He loves ᗰᙓ. And I him. Am I not sᴘᴇᴄɪᴀʟ? For he is.... an Ａｎｇｅｌ ((Indie rp for SPN Lilith in the beginning. The start of the corruption. FC: Zoe Saldana Gifs not mine Mun/Muse of Age Sideblog I really like the idea of Lilith being Egyptian))

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Lilith-mun is it possible to put your ask on a sec?

[heschosenme]

Done.

[heschosenme]

+5 Walk along the Nile

Lilith is confused as to why all these people (Men) have come to her father's house. Surely not for her or her sister. Keeping her head low she stays in the shadows watching. There is no way they'd wish to speak to her

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the powers of hell prospers in cruelty // {heschosenme}

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He paused by a group of children. They speak in rushed voices about news from others lands. They speak of men who kneel for other gods. The archangel makes a face at that. Treacherous children is what they are, daring to worship so low self-proclaimed gods. Like Eve and her children hadn’t been a betrayer to their creator. Lucifer turns around. He’s ready to snap towards the human who dared to touch the archangel.  He’s just wishing for an excuse to set this city ablaze and watch as they all burn. Something else stops him on his tracks though.

There is something dark in her heart. It washes over him like the cold waters of the northern seas which these humans will never reach in their lifetimes.  Others might but those living now would live and die in these sandy cities, never learning of the other worlds across their frontiers.

Lucifer has seen inside the hearts of humans. Figuratively and literally. He knows there is more to them…but never like this. This is a dark emotion that would make his father shake in disapproval.

He can’t name the emotion though it feels familiar to what he felt when they were first created or when another angels captures Michael’s or Father’s attention.   

“Sorry.” He says. He wants to know more about the darkness inside this frail human female. Maybe he can show his Father how imperfect they are if they let their hearts be filled with darkness. 

[heschosenme]

Lilith dares to peek up at the man and lets out a soft gasp. He's handsome. Incredibly so. There's something about him that lures her in, bright. She swallows and is briefly jealous of how attractive he is and then she's angry knowing that she'd never have anyone as beautiful as him.

She's confused though. Why is he apologizing? (Well, he should. She knows that, but Men don't. Not to women.) She's thrown off for a moment and unsure of what to say. "I-it is my fault." She says in a tiny voice. She's not in the mood for trouble. Not in the mood to be cursed at or belittled because God made her a woman. Weak and stupid. She snorts at the thought. It's ironic to her. She can't help but think that every time someone calls her weak or stupid because she's a woman that they're saying that God's made some sort of mistake. Blasphemy. 

She hates people.

She's suddenly aware that now they're just standing there and taking up space in the street that's already too busy. She looks past him and sees two little girls playing and smiles. She loves children. Loves their innocence and how easy it is for them. That is one thing she looks forward to. Having a little girl. But she knows Asher will kill her. He only wants boys. He's made that clear to her father. Any girls born will be left to the wolves and Lilith will get her punishment as well.

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the powers of hell prospers in cruelty // {heschosenme}

— These little, pathetic mud monkeys are his Father’s great creation? These are the ones who his Father wants them to kneel down for? Lucifer wants to laugh. He sees nothing great about them. He can only see a bunch of slightly more self-aware apes. He walks among them now on orders from Heaven. Gabriel and he had been asked to check down on the new creations, to make sure everything was going according to their father’s order. If they needed anything, they would give it to them.

He doesn’t want to serve them and told Michael so. But the orders aren’t coming from him. Lucifer suspects his Father is doing this to try and persuade him to look at them differently.

It’s not working as He hopes because the longer he’s around them the more disgust he feels towards them. Mud monkeys, he likes that name, Uriel whispers it to him when they’re out of earshot. Lucifer knows they’re never out of their Father’s earshot. But he always giggles back while he and his little brother talk about them.

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Lilith pulled her scarf tighter around her as she walks through the crowded street, tears blurring her vision. She doesn't want to cry. Doesn't want to be weak but she's angry. It's not fair that Hannah should get everything because she was the eldest. The handsome brother, the nice home, while Lilith would be stuck with the leftovers and nothing to her name.

Hannah didn't deserve it. Lilith was smarter than her sister, Lilith was stronger and more intuitive. Something that'd always gotten her in trouble. She was never in her place, always speaking out of turn. Even if what she said was more logical than anyone else.

Sometimes she thinks she could speak the word straight from God and her father would still beat her.

The anger and frustration are rolling off of her in waves now as she bumps into someone in her haste. She turns, frightened, to see a man and lowers her head and eyes quickly mumbling an apology and praying that he doesn't strike her.