Hey everyone. Again, Iām not dead. My life has beenā¦incredibly busy lately.
Family problems, had my fanfiction account nuked by the stupid site, fruitlessly searching for jobs so I wonāt die, and just trying not to think too much about the future. The only good thing to come out of all the drama lately is my beautiful partner Sinni. I doubt they can see this, but my god I love you. You mean so much to me, and when I do actually think about the future, youāre in it. And guys, none of these things are reasons for what I am about to tell you next.
This is the third time Iāve said this (third timeās a charm), but Iām saying it again. Iām done now. I have officially completed all my work on this blog. Iām sorry to anyone who really wants me to keep going, but I havenāt been in the Hetalia fandom for a long time now. Like Iāve said before, I donāt want to leave you all behind. Every single one of you is amazing, and I can never thank you enough for all the support Iāve been given over the years. Some of you even got to watch me grow up, how cool is that?
But Iām an adult now. Not that Hetalia is for kids, butā¦you know. Iām not always the best with words. I love you all so much. That will never, ever change. No matter how many times I switch between my special interests, you shall always be in my thoughts. Youāve helped me grow into the person I am today. And hey, maybe I helped a few of you, too. I know you listen when I give advice sometimes. Here is my last bit of advice for you all:
Youāve got this. Do what you want to with your life, no matter what other people tell you. Unless itās dangerous/extremely illegal. Things sometimes seem like they are never going to get better no matter what you try to do to fix or get through them, but there is ALWAYS better things ahead for you. Donāt give up, because things wonāt be bad forever. Be yourself, donāt let anyone tell you how to act, dress, identify, or live your life. You wanna be pastel? Goth? A hippie activist? Nonbinary? Asexual? You go and fucking do that. The world hates those who are different, so give the world double birds and tell it to fuck off.
And Iām always here for you, no matter what. You are special. You are needed. You are loved. You are perfect. You are you.
Thank you. Just thank you so much for everything. I love you.
My name is Aaron, Iām twenty years old, and this is me saying hasta la pasta not forever, but just for now. Goodbye, everyone.