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I want to tell you that I'm scared. That I want you back. That I feel lost without you. But I can't. I want to tell you how much you mean to me, but I know it's worthless. I want to tell you that I don't know what I'm going to do when you marry her. That I've tried in every possible way to move on. But I can't. I want to tell you that I'm hurting. That I love you. But it's nothing now. It means nothing now. I have to keep fighting everyday and pray things get better.

I missed you more each and every single day. But that didn't matter anymore.

In every boy I spoke to, I found myself looking for you.

Nothing hurts more than sitting with you, loving you, yet knowing we'll never be. That this is only temporary and you will love another. And no matter how much you hurt me, I will always believe your future wife will be lucky to have you.

#too much to say #heartbroken #love hurts #deep moment

I only wanted that one response - to make me feel okay. But you kept me waiting too long, and in that time I over thought everything until my thoughts turned into tears.

It killed me to know she was only talking to you.

Back.

To the people I'm yet to meet, the people I'm yet to love. To the people who I've lost, the people who have hurt me ignorantly. To the people I've lost touch with and the people who I've never lost touch with. To the boy I loved, and the boy I thought I loved. To the tears I lost and the tears to come. To everything and everyone; I hope you're all in the best place you could be today or working towards that place. I hope you're happy.

How do I know?

Because I'm ignored, but I still long for you. Because I cry from the emotionally pain, but I still care. Because when I see you love another, I still stand. Because I know that nothing brings me more joy than your happiness, even if it's not because of me.

#greatlove #love #hurt #emotional #deepthoughts #late night thoughts #foreveralone #heartbroken

You know that feeling when you’ve tried so hard to believe and hope for good things to come, but it’s as though nothing will anymore. You keep hearing people tell you that you deserve the best, that your a great person, that you will get this and that. But no, because every time something good comes along, it crashes down as fast as it came. And you sit back and watch everyone’s happiness stay while yours seems to be only temporary. It’s like you’ve settled with the fact that your fate will always be in misery.

I used to love a girl who's very close to me, we became awkward, but then everything was resolved. Now I'm falling in love again, what should I do?

If you say you're in love, then you should know the first thing about love is wanting them to be happy regardless of whether if it's with you or not. So if she didn't want it back then and shows signs that she still doesn't want to ruin the friendship, then I would stay there to make sure she ends up with someone who takes care of her. It's better to be there for her than to tell her knowing you might have an awkward relationship again or risk losing her and not be there at all. Goodluck :) xx

#truth

I don’t know whether if I miss you or miss the idea of you, that is, being in love.

It’s only then that you realise, if you’re not being appreciated from the very start, you’ll never really be appreciated. If you’re not being given someone’s all from the very start, they’ll never really give you their all.

Your blog though <3

I'll take that as a compliment, thanks hehe xx

How are you?

Good, thanks for asking. Xx

That moment where it’s been days or weeks that you haven’t spoken to the one you love, and you question if they’ve ever had the urge to text you. If they’ve ever sat there for hours thinking about you. If they’ve ever thought of ways to start talking to you. Or is it just you that’s still holding on? Then you realize that you’ll never really find out and settle with the idea that it’s just you still holding on.

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