Finished the book yesterday. It wiped me out.
The whole final scene in Rogózhin's house was as beautiful as it was terrible. Rogózhin confuses me though. I'll have to reread his first scene. I wanted to ask for your thoughts about him. He feels like a mirror, but it's not clear to me for whom, if Nastasya or Myshkin. Perhaps for Nastasya only in her regards to Myshkin, because it did feel like he could have murdered M, not out of jealousy but for the same reason for which he murdered N.
I wonder what I would have thought reading the scenes before Rogózhin's house had I not known already what had happened, because it is said multiple times that marrying R would be like suicide for N, but at the same time the "horrible thought" that M has regarding R and the knife refers to R's attempted murder of M. Does this make any sense? The walk to the house gave me chills, especially R appearing out of nowhere and whispering in M's ear before we can even see him, and then admitting that he has been waiting for him in the hotel hallway. Also the whole thing about the flowers and the bed and N making sure they entered the house without being heard. She tried so hard to change her life that in the end she chooses suicide. It almost feels inevitable but it's an unfair though. Myshkin broke my heart.
I'll conclude with Aglaia, who went back to baffling me. Girl what. Honestly it's hard not to think of her as spoiled and cruel, because as complicated as her family might have been they all loved each other and did good towards each other, so what's her problem! At the same time, they've put her on a pedestal her whole life, and she has just realised she didn't deserve the love of the one person she considered to be above everyone else. And she's so young. Besides, in her marriage it feels like she both looked for and fought against M. She marries a foreigner that is also a russian (M lived abroad, the count is polish but Poland was under Russian control), she looks for faith (on that note, I need to reread the speech at the soirée) in a good man and finds it in charismatic priests, she rejects hypocritical Russian society and seeks to dismantle it (fighting for Poland's freedom). At the same time, in doing so she opposed the slavophilia (russophilia) M loves, rejects orthodoxy in favour of catholicism and abandons children and, as such, sincerity (according to my reading. Does it even make sense?)
I'm glad some people remained close to the prince, I'm glad for Lisaveta. I'll admit I can't not hope that M will get better. It's only been six months, that's not even enough time to grieve properly, but who knows. Lisaveta's closing words, about russians being a dream to europeans and not something real, were interesting in a book so full of premonitions and hallucinations. Something about Russia being a dream to M and his being not real outside of it. And yet he's unreal everywhere and he had found a small corner of peace in Switzerland, with the children
I don't know. What a book
hello again!!!! one squillion years of pain and torment!!!!
i am so glad you asked about rogozhin because I Love Talking About Rogozhin and i think he is so much more interesting than he could perhaps appear to be at a surface level. ive talked about this elsewhere i think, but something i think about a lot with regard to rogozhin is his relationship with both nastasya and myshkin as almost extensions of his own self. the murder attempt after the cross-exchanging scene, for instance, i think could be seen to represent his rejection of his own capacity for 'goodness', and his decision (though ultimately aborted due to myshkin's seizure) to fully embrace the 'dark' side of his personality which he sees reflected in nastasya: in her eyes, he believes, he is a violent, uneducated brute, and, having identified himself so closely with her as to see his life as interchangeable with hers, that is necessarily what he must be. (i've also seen it suggested that the instance when he beats her is a kind of self-punishment for this reason, which i think is very interesting.) myshkin's insistence on viewing him as a person with the capacity for kindness and compassion therefore poses an ontological threat only registered once rogozhin is no longer in myshkin's presence ('When you are not with me I hate you … Now, you have been with me but a quarter of an hour, and all my malice seems to have melted away, and you are as dear to me as ever'; 'I trust your voice, when I hear you speak'). his decision to kill myshkin, therefore, is his attempt to reconcile the two contradictory versions of himself by obliterating the 'corrupting influence'. his failure to do so may at least partly explain the oscillation of his character across the rest of the book: both the 'good' and the 'bad' rogozhin are still extant, so he cannot fully commit himself to one or the other. perhaps his successful murder of nastasya, in contrast to his failure to kill myshkin, suggests that it is the 'good' which ultimately triumphs (however terrible that sounds).
in that respect, too, i do believe that he was trying to 'do good' by nastasya by murdering her. maybe i am viewing him too generously, but i really feel that he genuinely loved and cared for her in his own way, to the point that she felt she could trust him with this last demonstration of his love for her. i certainly think that she knew exactly what was going to happen when she went to rogozhin, that he knew she knew it, and that she knew he knew she knew it (at risk of quoting the lion in winter :D). she had to choose rogozhin because myshkin could never 'save' her from her suffering by releasing her from it. likewise i have never countenanced the possibility that he raped her in that final scene; in fact i never even considered it as a possibility until i had it pointed out to me that the scattered wedding clothes carry a very obvious subtextual weight to them which went right over my head. i think this ambiguity was intentional on dostoevsky's part, but, at risk of sounding absurd given what he did to her, i think rogozhin respected her far too much for that. again, perhaps i am treating him too kindly (in large part because i find it comforting to believe that nastasya at least had some agency in choosing her death if not her life), but these are the thoughts which have remained in my mind after many many Many hours of thinking about them and their relationship.
i've already inflicted enough aglaya analysis upon you, so i'll be brief here, however much i love talking about her :D! i hadnt considered her marriage in the way you described, but that is such an astute and interesting way of looking at it. i have always had the sense (particularly as her husband is specified to be polish given dostoevsky's opinions about poland) that her ending was supposed to be a kind of punishment for her as a character, which is partly why i have attempted in my post-canon au to depict her marriage and post-book life in general as something she wanted and which brings her at least some measure of satisfaction, however incomprehensible to her family. as i have said before, it has taken me a very long time to stop seeing aglaya as anything but entitled and cruel; but i think you are absolutely right to emphasise her youth, as it's her immaturity and desperation to escape the life to which she believes herself confined which is the root of her tragedy to me -- and of course, in true tragic fashion, it's this 'childishness' which attracts myshkin to her in the first place. a horrible ouroboros of misery T___T
and finally, i am so glad you mentioned lizaveta!!! you might have already got a sense from my posts and writings but she is my absolute favourite character apart from myshkin, i love her so so much. her relationship with him drives me nuts. they are so central to the book!!! the themes!!! god sent him from switzerland to be her true friend and brother, the only one she has ever had!!! for that reason the most excruciating part of the book for me is after the confrontation between nastasya and aglaya when myshkin is ostracised by his social circle, and the yepanchins in particular, because (however brusquely she treated him at times) lizaveta was on his side in almost everything when nobody else was. she defends him so staunchly and clearly loves him more than she would or could ever admit. truly nothing torments me (and her) more than the thought that the last time she saw him, at least when he recognised her, she told him he was no longer a friend of the family and she never wanted to see him again. the 2003 miniseries adds an absolutely unbearable epilogue scene in this vein which makes me want to blow up horribly. in any case, i absolutely agree with you that i hope and believe that myshkin does get better! i don't think he would ever be the same again but i believe he recovers. i have to believe this for my sanity. hence why i keep writing about it :,D what a book!!! what a book!!!