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[hex394879]

I’m so sad.

[hex394879]

Im in a deep self hatred/no help kinda place rn

[hex394879]

it's just all so loud and overwhelming but nothing is happening.. i don't know how to deal with this

[hex394879]

i um really wanna die and I don't know a nicer way to say it

[hex394879]

I'm not working or anything tomorrow and I'm stressing to fuck about it I wanna cry lmao

[hex394879]

I miss feeling wanted and important to you...

[hex394879]

I really miss my girlfriend but she thinks I don't or she doesn't wanna be with me anymore and it breaks my heart I miss her so much..

[yourname27times]

[hex394879]

.

[hex394879]

if you're ever wondering how long it takes for a close/ sibling like friendship to completely deteriorate to nothingness; it's 1 year.

[hex394879]

someone once told me I'm putting all my eggs into one basket and I told them that's rubbish. ..years down the line how fucking true they were

[hex394879]

will we ever talk again?

[hex394879]

I just realised how much of a loser I am and yeah it hurts

[hex394879]

Do you see how it comes across like no one wants to see me? You say you're busy but you go out drinking with other friends. But don't worry I get it, I'll stop asking. It's always the same.

[hex394879]

work home work home that's all I ever do I'm so fucking alone

[hex394879]

I've been dead to me for a long time now..

[vulnerablx]

when you truly hate yourself, there’s no being talked out of it. no amount of ” no, you’re pretty ” or ” don’t do it, you’re loved” can snap you out of it. because when it comes down to it, they all feel like lies. then you don’t know who to trust or who to turn to. that’s what hate is like.