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hexados on a string what will they do

#i opened clip studio with the intent to make art #instead i created a masterpiece #aka i have art block oh god plese help me #i was gonna make a joke about it being a self portrait but i couldn't make it a funny joke #i was supposed to make this when i changed my name to hexados on a string. and then i didnt. and now i have.#anyways good evening im thinking abt gus grav. bc im always thinking about him.#i wanna draw gus but every time i open clip studio i stare at a blank screen for half an hour and then i wanna throw my tablet at the wall #i hate art block it can suck my non existent dick

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THE WOLF IS COMING

#ashveil. ASHVEEEEEEEIL.#AGJFJSJFNSKJRKWNSN BSRKINH BARKING BITING BSRKIGN HSKJFSKNABNF #A CHARACTER HAS WOLF THEMES ADN IM DOWN FOR THE FUCKIGN COUNT #i havent even finished amphoreous yet but i pulled this guy asap i just need his lc #hes a wolf hes an old man he sleeps in a freezer hes a detective hes eldritch hes silly hes seen the horrors he is the horrors hes hot #i want him #sorry to hsr post #hsr #honkai star rail

alex street fighter fans im so fucking sorry

#“im used to being hated” YEAH MAN I WONDER WHY #capcom how did u fumble this badly #listen. i am an aki main. but her crush and obsession with fang is very one sided. and shes not very stable at all in the slightest.#and it always felt like it was just showing that she is. incredibly unhinged. its not portrayed as good or normal. and its not reciprocated.#BUT ALEX AND PATRICIA??? HIS LITTLE ADOPTIVE SISTER. HIS NOW BLOOD RELATED COUSIN????? THEURE HAVIGN A BABY???????#AND THEY ACT LIKE THIS IS A NORMAL????? GOOD??????????? THING???????????????????????????#alex fans im so so so so so so so sorry #capcom can u forget abt aki actually. yes i love her yes shes my main. but after this i dont want capcom to even look at her #ingrid please fix this im begging. fix this timeline. i know u can do this for us girl. everyone would love u #tbh i dont put much stock in fighting game lore. esp street fighter lore it is like. SUCH a mess. its just there for me #but god this is one of the greatest fumbles of all time #street fighter

spectra in mechtanium surge has me biting at the walls bc like. imagine. you're doing ur messed up science experiments but its fine tho cuz its helios or whatever. you get an SOS signal from the found family u got dragged into. you travel to ANOTHER DIMENSION to help them. youre helping. you immediately realise "hey something is fucked up here." everything goes to shit. this is not normal. you ask "hey what was up with that?? are you okay?????" which u know its bad when fucking spectra phantom is worried. and then its immediately like "nah its fine everythings fine." which like. youre not a fucking idiot absolutely nothing is fine in the slightest. so not only are they not telling u shit, like you came all this way to help just to have no fucking clue whats going on, even worse, none of them are trusting each other. for reasons you dont fucking know. bc theyre pretending everything is fine when. clearly. i can not stress this enough. it obviously isnt.

like ik the reasons spectra has like. 14 minutes total screen time in ms is bc they got a lot of focus in nv obvs and helios and spectra are so busted the powerscaling would be all out of whack but like. shit dude id peace out after that whole mess too.

#and then they STILL come back to help them.#sorry jve been sick #spectra gets so so SO attached to people and i think that should be talked about more #they have similar issues to mira and i think that we should talk about their issues more tbh #their dynamics in the brawler found family is so fascinating to me #spectra nearly dies in interspace for these fuckers. like they probably had that back up plan the whole time but ANYTHING couldve went wrong #god. i just. starts biting starts biting starts biting.#imn ormal i prommy. i promise. i super duper ultra prommy promise

i full well believe that both billy and hydron wouldve figured out they were trans girls if they were allowed to be in the show any longer than they we- *immediately assassinated by the writers for leaking scrapped plot ideas*

violet-gleam

My completely serious (and valid) Vexos gender identity headcanons

#correct apart from volt who is a hard butch he/him lesbian. to me.#tbf all the vestals are aliens i dont think earth labels and genders mean much to them #“whats ur gender” “whats my what now? whatever. bakugan brawl.”

literally nothing is more annoying in redesigns than people reducing the chest sizes of female characters. like. i get it. the designers probably did not have wholesome intentions in mind. but also i had E cups when i was 14. do u know how frustrating it is to know that people looked at me when i was 14 and saw me sexually. do u know how disgusting it is now knowing that people still would be looking at me sexually.

#its so. ugh.#but if i complain about it i just get “oh so you want them to be sexualised”#LIKE NO. NO I DONT. THATS THE FUCKING POINT. ITS SO. AGH.#and its SO conflicting bc i dont want people to think of me as some sort of pervert BECAUSE CHARACTERS HAVE THE SAME BOOB SIZE AS ME.#AGHGHGHHGHGHHHGHHHGHHG #sorry i had to complain about this or i was going to explode

projecting onto characters is all fun and games until you have bpd and realize the characters that are the easiest to project onto are the villains

#if its any consolation i think both fermins have bpd traits. i just think its significantly more obvi with spectra. sigh.#gus has bpd too bc. gestures. yeah.#the struggles of bpd they dont tell you about... and also all the other stuff #truly the greatest honour i can bestow on characters. being subjected to the same suffering as i am. god bless.#luckily i generally broadly love villains moreso than heroes. so at least the characters i can project my bpd onto are ones i love #i wonder what its like being able to relate to the heroes. theres very few i see myself in.

personally, i think mira and keith shouldve been allowed to kill clay actually. i dont think he should've been exploded in the alternative, i think they shouldve been allowed to kill him with hammers. or their bare hands. or however they would so wish to bring an end to him.

#between the fermins and the royal family. someone working on nv had daddy issues. hope theyre okay #i know i know mira wanted her family back and everything is very complicated and messy but also kill him

when ur loyal dog girl partner has the nickname "the desert wolf" youve probably accepted thay at some point youre gonna get half mauled to death. and youre probably gonna be into it.

#spectragus #fem!spectragus #spectragus yuri #spectra phantom #fem!spectra #gus grav #fem!gus #my art baybeee #GO MY FIRST OF HOPEFULLY MANY SPECTRAGUS YURIS #i didnt wanna make this my first spectragus yuri post but #if i dont upload something ill end up not uploading anything ever #and this has been in my brain for months #so. this is the first one. they match each other's freak. good for them.#dw gus' entire face is just lipstick stains its equal #spectra honey youre killing your wife here. spectra. your wife is dying again. spectra please.#amnyway. i love. lebsians. lsebaibs. lebsians. lesbinabs. women. i love women.#hopefully i will manage to get over my lack of ability to draw people interacting and draw more spectragus yuri #i am shaking from anxiety posting this. please be nice to me.#anyway. dissolves.

why is drawing so hard i just wanna draw spectragus yuri

#i am working on delivering the goods. the goods are just bad.

i love love looooove people who are like "this character is my bbg" and then you look at the character and they have committed insane atrocities and have experienced divine madness at least once. like you know what bestie they are baby girl you are so real for that.

#“but they did terrible thi-” god forbid someone has hobbies. god forbid someone has a good fun time.#“theyre a terrible perso-” no theyre babygirl. if they want forgiveness ill give it to them. if they dont ill encourage them more. thank you

JULIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE shes literally the coolest i like need to draw her more idk why ive barely drawn her im so sorry queen

#julie makimoto #julie hayward #bakugan battle brawlers #my art baybeee #she is THE goat fr #it wasnt until after i finished that i realized that i used the pan colours so much #but i hc her as pan so it all works out in the end fjskfjsm #i also didnt realise until after i finished that i fucked up the resolution. i tried to fix it but i dont think it worked fjskfns #this was also honestly me fuckin around w my style. its also presented to u featuring triangles #dont look at the mistakes. this was meant to be a doodle. u saw nothing.#every time i take a bakubreak the first character i draw once its over is usually runo? for some reason??#thought id change it up this time and also i really really wanted to draw julie #she was a skater girl she said see you later girl or something #anyway she was one of my faves when i was younger but also like. shes not only a subterra brawler shes like THE subterra brawler #and my favourite attribute is subterra so. idk why it is its just that a lot of my faves are subterra brawlers.#i was listening to antonymph drawing this btw #also julie has always been a bit of a decora kei girlie to me. at least in her s1 design at any rate.#her bracelet colours are all the bakugan attribute colours btw this is very important to me #anyway. throws this at u. runs away while ur distracted by the mediocrity. accidentally runs into traffic and dies

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#this is idv i legally have to reblog #i experience a violent struggle every day #and by that i mean i play idv every day but im also alive every day

glad to know my taste in characters hasnt improved since childhood

#genshin spoilers #i guess #the lopsided weird ass hair. the mask. the feathers. the whatever the fuck the coat is.#the same goddamn pose.#im back in the fucking building again #pray for me in this trying time #kinda wanna draw spectra in that outfit tho now

grootficguy

“Every Pokemon is someone’s favourite” I’m making a spreadsheet to see if this is true. Reblog with your favourite Pokemon in the tags.

Here’s the spreadsheet in-progress

grootficguy

Ok, mother of GOD that's a lot of responses and I am but one man with Excel. I'll update these ASAP but also some rules:

A Pokemon only counts for itself, not its evolution line.

A Pokemon with multiple forms (like Zygarde) will only be counted for the specified form. A Pokemon with multiple appearances (like Spinda, Vivillon, Sylvally, etc.) count for all their appearances.

I'm literally doing this as a testament to my own depression that not everyone is lovable, so add that to the weight of this post's meaning.

#PINSIR #PINSIR IS MY FAVOURITE #i have a little pinsir plushie called madama stabulous #pinsir has been my favourite pokemon since i was a kid and i found it in white 2 my fav game and id never seen it before #and i had NEVER seen a pinsir before in any pokemon youtube videos #the overwhelming joy i experienced when it got a mega evolution is something i can not describe

catatonic-bug

who's up for some toxic yuri?

#TOXIC YURII RAAAAAAH #spectra voice: haha mylene u are dating my sister #im trying to think of ship names. mymi? mirene? mimy? i think im a fan of mirene so im gonna tag it as that for me #lavarain works so well too tho #mirene #lavarain #bakugan new vestroia #mylene farrow #mira fermin

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