We’re supposed to head to the camper on Friday for the summer! We’re kicking off the season by seeing MGK Friday night and I am SO pumped!
BUT
I just got a notification that xfinity will be down on Thursday 🫠 and guess who has an eval Thursday morning 🫠🫠🫠 sooooo it looks like we have to head up Wednesday night now ugh. I am SO unprepared. We just finally had Parker’s birthday party on Saturday (he’s an April baby but he wanted a water party so we pushed it off. And it went so well and it was so hot, win!) so I was going to slowly pack everything this week to leave on Friday. Jokes on me!
Luckily Paul comes up every weekend so whatever I forget he can bring up each week but ugh. So unprepared. I don’t even have a list started for packing. Guess I’m just going to throw whatever I can fit in my car and hope for the best?
Lollll apparently this stress caused a histamine dump which made my entIRE BODY ITCHY!!! And scratching just made me feel more itchy!!! AND I JUST got my nails done (stiletto, acrylic) and they’re sharp affffff
(Picture lovely, swollen, red welt looking scratch marks on my entire body because I canNOT stand feeling itchy. Bug bites? Scratch em to the bone babyyyy I’m a trash human I know)
This POTS flare has been the longest and worst flare I’ve ever had. We’re going on like 3-4 weeks now and I keep getting more and more symptoms that just pile on and I’m so ANNOYED!!! 😒 I can’t eat I can’t sleep I can hardly stand without fainting (but moving is fine so I’m still functioning lol), I have dermatitis (?) patches on my right elbow and left knee, my brain fog is out of this world I’m literally stumbling on my words and stuttering and that’s not a good look for someone who speaks for a living and gives families life changing information every fucking day like whaaaattttt this is horrific lolllll
Luckily going to the camper helps calm my system down so my doctor and therapist think my body will calm tf down within like 3 weeks so keep your fingers crossed that I find some inner peace or some shit otherwise ya girl is going on a grippy sock vacation ✨
Just kidding I don’t have time for that teehee I’m fine this is fine everything’s fine














