Negativity put into Words

Sam Thien An Dien Vo

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Because I do it for you

I told you before, I put your happiness before mine. Even though things didn't go as planned on the 11th it's okay. Even though I don't get to channel all my negativity this week, it's okay. I am beyond sad, mad. I have all this negativity stored up inside me, I'm exhausted from it, and I don't even get to release it and let it go, because doing so, you would have to be unhappy. Only you understand. But if you ever see this, I just want you to know, that I sacrifice anything for you.

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What should I do

When my girlfriend's bestfriend, is a guy that she has had feelings for in the past. Should I be okay with that? Yeah i accepted it pretty much because hes just her friend right? A week ago, they went to a dance together and she was putting her arms around him and just getting really touchy from what I saw. It bothers me a lot, but I haven't said anything so far. I don't want to be that person that doesn't trust her with other guys. I've seen relationships build from not enough trust go horribly wrong and that's not what I want for ours. But as of this moment, I don't know what to do, who to talk to about this. She's going to homecoming with him and deep down I do NOT want her to go with him. But I lie to her and tell her its okay because I don't want her to give up something like that for me. So I swallow all that shit down and tell her everything is all good and that I'm not jealous and that I trust her. I don't know what I should do, should I put my complete trust in her? I'm not okay with it and I don't know what to do.

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I haven't been this happy

In a long time. I hope it stays this way for an even longer time. Thank you so much, to the universe, for this. Seems like everything is back into place.

"If opportunity doesn't knock, Build a door"

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IcebucketChallenge

No doubt in my mind, I support and agree the whole basis and intentions of how this challenge is supposed to go. But something that has been bothering me is the fact that mindless kids and even adults jump on this bandwagon without spreading the awareness of ALS. When I first saw this challenge through instagram, the only words i saw that caught my eyes were Nominate, Icebucketchallenge,  24hours, goodluck. Further along the line, I decided to look up this challenge, and read articles and finally understood the true intentions of this challenge. Not once from any of my friends have i saw anything that was close to the statement "or please donate to ALS" or anything of the sort. All this icebucketchallenge has been is just a little bandwagon that has went viral. This reminds me of how ignorant most people, almost all of society really is. Honestly I'm no saint, I'm not the most morally "good" person around. I just found that viral bandwagons like this are pretty sad when the true intentions are being ignored when its supposed to be for a good cause. Of course I rather talk about this where no one is probably going to read this because I rather not be criticized about what I'm writing about. Anyways, in my opinion, I think people need to slow down and understand about this IceBucketChallenge before they do it. 

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Last stop, The city of Las Vegas! #Vegas #beautiful #scenery #worthit

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One of God's many creation #GrandCanyon #Arizona #hike #beautiful #worthit

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3AM

This is the time that sucks the most. Its the time where everyone goes to sleep. And I'm still here wide awake and hungry; itching for something to do. Something, or anything. It seems appropriate as summer is coming to an end for me, everything else dulls out and I become uninterested by my worldly desires. I think its about time to start a new semester, and I'm looking forward to what piece of the puzzle comes next in my life.

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Im a sucker when it comes to you.

I missed my chance 4 years ago. And I do the same thing over and over again where I just wuss and stop taking my chances. Something was different today, I dont know if its because we are older now, but there's no awkwardness lying around there. Okay I lied, it was a little awkward when we were having dinner. Regardless, I really enjoyed how our night ended up. Given, I didn't make any moves on you tonight. If I'm going to do this, and take a chance with you, I want to do it right. I want to make sure that this isn't just a one time thing. No, I want to make sure that its something I can look back one day and say, "it was all worth it, no regrets." That's why, I'm going to start spending time with you, slowly and gradually build up our friendship. I don't care if it takes however long it might take, I just hope I don't give up. And I hope i don't get friend zoned. That would be the worst. Anyways, I'm really bad when it comes to this stuff, I'm a wuss. But here's to having a good time tonight.

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T Minus 5 days

Can't Wait. I'm ready to get off my ass, and start loving the world again. I'll finally start on what I should have done over the start of summer. Or a year ago. No, to be precise, 4 years ago.

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I don't like liars.

I can understand if you were to make an excuse, I could take a raincheck. But to say you're so called "grounded, cant leave the house" and then I would see you hang out with all your friends every single day. Like I said, I can understand your excuses if you had any, I could even understand your blunt truth. But to make up that shit that you cant hang out because you're grounded. Honestly since your break up I was only worried about you so I wanted to see how you're doing. But you know what, Fuck it. Because obviously you don't give a shit. I'm glad he broke up with you, because you really are scandalous. You called me a "bestie?" Stop it with that bull shit because thats not how even good friends treat each other. Just another baggage that I'm done carrying.

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Move on with it

Sorry bruh, I understand your enthusiasm. But seriously, get on with your life. You're not in High School anymore. Just stop, stop with what you're doing. Yes I know I'm a hater. And you're still a brown nose. 

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Disappointment

I believed that I could talk to you because I trusted you. You've always been a good friend to me, ever since we were 5 years old. I know that you have your reasons for doing what you did, and because you were in a spot where you did not know how to handle it, I don't blame you for doing what you did. Was it the correct approach? Yes and no. Because of what you did, there was a lot of clarity that was revealed, but because of what you did it just shows that I cannot and absolutely will not trust you from here on out. Am I mad that you told a very important secret that I specifically asked you not to tell? Yes, only because I believed in you. In a more correct way to put it, I am above all disappointed in the actions that you took. Disappointed because I believed in you. I believed that you would have the courtesy at least to voice your own thoughts and opinions of this matter. I was completely wrong. But as I have said, I don't blame you at all for what you did. They happened for a reason and it just shows who you really are. I understand why you did what you did, but it does not change the fact that you cannot be trusted. Not again, not ever. Hopefully in time I can forgive you because you really are a good friend and I cherish that friendship. But to forgive, doesn't mean I will forget. Doesn't mean that I will carry on a desire of hate against you either. It just means that I will not repeat the same mistake twice. All that is left in our friendship right now, is disappointment.

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Hi I'm back

And after years of laying dormant I have decided to come back to tumblr to utilize the full purpose of blogging. And it's nice knowing that people don't really read tumblr blogs anymore so I don't have to worry about people reading this. Onwards to the topic of today's vent. Good friends are those who forgive you for your past mistakes. People who don't take it up the butt through any circumstances. Yes there are absolutely times when things cross that border where it's being taken too far. But they aren't your good friend, or even a close friend, maybe not even a friend at all, unless they can look past the surface. They don't make you feel insecure about yourself, or what you say. There is no negative atmosphere, rather more of a enjoyable and joyful environment. Sometimes I guess it can just be a compatibility issue, where they are good friends to others, but just not for you. I struggle with this all the time, but truthfully, I think it's time for me to move on and find other friends. Because the way you guys made me feel tonight, made me feel like shit. Alright this is my vent of the night. Thank you tumblr for letting me write all this out. It is a pleasure that I don't have to hold any of my thought inside anymore.

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Micks Karma Bar with an old friend 😁 #burgers #habenero #mickskarmabar #fries #homies #wechosewisely #worthit #everypenny

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One of the best years of my life. #volleyball #throwbackthursday #gone #justmemories #worthitwhileitlasted

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EscapeFromWonderland2013 great vibes better company! #backhurts #legshurt #headhurts #throathurts #Escapefromwonderland #rave #twinnie #greatfriends #worthit