Love Never Travels Alone

hello there, indy lau/sophomore/feb 3

[heyyymister]

Pretty much given up on this blog

http://uncolored-mind.tumblr.com

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ralphralph replied to your post: ralphralph replied to your post: RALPH …. CUZ I...

niceeee i started at 8 o clock. got 1.5 pages done :D

research? ugh you don't understand, i had since monday to do all this..but i chose to do it now -.-

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"..he's forcing you to do things youdon't want to do..you don't deserve to be treated this poorly. You deserve better." 

"it doesn't matter how strong he is. Indy, you need to stay strong and defend yourself. don't let ayone do this to you. Keep fighting back. don't give up. Tell your parents, teachers, guidance counselors, principal, anybody."

"I know it's hard, but you have to stay strong!"

"if you ever need someone to try and give you advice or just listen to you, I'll always be there." 

So throughout the day I didn't have classes, or was available to do whatever I wanted, so I took the time to vent to a friend with a problem I didn't feel comfortable in telling anyone in school. And even if he lives miles away and that I don't even get to see him anymore except by tumblr or web camming, but he seems to be the only few that will actually give me comfort.

I know quantity's not always significant, but he always leaves me long messages. And when I first met him, he offered me something. He said that whenever I needed someone, even if it's 3 in the morning, I can always go to him. He's honestly the sweetest guy I know and one of my closest friends. Too bad, I'm probably never going to see him in real life anymore..

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First kisses are too overwhelming

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this is so sweet. Someone is singing to me while I'm studying....

plus, he was so upset when I said was leaving. :.)

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You have no idea how much it takes to breathe in this insanity, let alone live. You don’t know how it feels to even having to open your eyes in the morning, knowing you’ll be disappointed once again. You know you’ll be betrayed by someone or something. You just know it. Don’t you dare tell me you know how I feel or where I’m coming from because it would take a million years for you to walk the steps of my soles. You would never understand what I went through and what the hell I’m constantly thinking about. You could tell me that you’re in this with me, but I already know I’m alone. I know what happens next, you give up and leave like everyone else before you did. Sooner or later, someone who thought just like you, will replace you. And the only reason why I’m still alive today is because I’ve always had hope that someone can make a difference…but in the end, they all left.

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why did i leave english last to do..

what is the significance of a bucket and trousers? what even. what's worse is I don't even understand the story let alone the analysis of the oh so significant objects and symbols....

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boo!

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this seriously made my crappy week.

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what sports/ec do you do? and do you have any colleges in mind?

i am the most unfit person you will ever meet..

i have no future or goals. just kidding, i've always wanted to be part of journalism working for a magazine or something. That or fashion merchandising and retailing...but i don't think that'll ever happen. as for colleges? because of financial reasons, i'll probably end up in rutgers like everyone else...

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I love how much nicer my mom is when ester's back home. 

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word

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Mm, I can understand that, he wasn't very slick when he said it in gym, now was he? Well, just know that I care about you and a little worried, so if there's anything you'd like to talk about or need, you know how to talk to me :)

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Pretty okay, not many complaints :3 Listen, i'm sorry about pointing out the bandaid today, I was afraid of the worst, and of course it turned out the worst was what actually happened >.< Is there anything I can do to help you?

that's okay, I'm only mad at matt

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Aw Indy, i know ur probably asleep right now, but I just read a few of ur posts :( I'm here for you if you ever need anything, kay? Stay that happy, cute asian girl I know :)

this is what you were talking about today. thanks