helena╋━

'Mother, do not weep for Me, who am in the grave.'

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i'm helena, i'm a brazilian girl into lots of different stuff. my main interests are modern and medieval history, philosophy (esp. marxism, nietzscheanism and modern theology), j-fashion (esp. lolita), makeup, shoujosei manga (my favs are CLAMP and kyoko okazaki works), literature, music (folk, musique concrete, classical and more) and poetry (rimbaud my beloved). i like the heat of the sun, the scent of hibiscus, the sting of cinnamon, the sound of porcelain and the feeling of the tearing of fabric. i may also post ED/SH stuff and interact with problematic people, as i have no issue being problematic myself. dni if you're not okay with political extremism and proship/profic discourse. otherwise, i hope u enjoy my profile ♡

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[monster2001]

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giving a rifle a bj

[neueclear]

If I had a Boyfriend I Would Kick His Ribs Whenever He Upset Me and I Wouldn’t Stop Until After He Apologized and Meant it

[hheilige]

Need 2 See Bruises On His Body (^_^)

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[nicoledollanganger]

Visit Original Link

zach suggested i cover “pumped up kicks” by foster the people and it seemed like a good idea. this is for all of my columbine pals (i omitted a few words because i tried to slow’r down which made it more complicated than it needed to be)

[choked]

beautiful cover. fjfkjf;ljsdjf;kafk

[nicoledollanganger]

brandon whenever i see you’ve reblobbed anything of mine i squeak

[hheilige]

I LOVE THIS COVER SM

[hheilige]

Have you learned to love your neighbors?

Of all colors, creeds and kinds?

Are you washed in the blood of the lamb?

[ducissatenebrarum]

Statue of the Archangel Michael triumphing over Satan, completed in 1798.

Located inside the Metropolitan Cathedral Basilica of Santiago, Chile.

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the souls of my ancestors curse me

[upromisedme]

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[nicoledollanganger]

dead

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i love sm how italian neorealism shows events through their effects

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[littlesparkequeen]

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im full of death around me, i feel like im at a cemetery

[sweetlysutured]

[soundofhate]

Every declaration of love is urgent because we are going to die

[hheilige]

(This is a poem I wrote for my friend who took her own life, in memory of her; so that she may not be forgotten and so that this world can sound her a belated antiphone.)

Weeping Erinye

Song of maracujá flowers

I

Cease the sulfuric stridents

Of Zoroaster's Sinus

Meager French portes

Creaking, consummate your kismet

Robed under layers of cotton

You hide the headsthing of your dying wanton

The dreary bruises of a stomach punished.

II

At the great bridge passing

With a black rope dragging behind

How my bitter heart wished

To peel its cursed rind

Tear open bones crossed

And cure you with heat

And cauter your wounds

III

Wretched creature I am!

Even at your cthonic descent

Ired I gleam

Love turned into resent

For the noosetiers you called friends

Dare I say

Executioners they were

And I share the same trade

IV

Were I like the Son of Man

I'd wash your sin with my tears

And rise you like Lazarus

Or perhaps Eurydice

Betraying my others

That your illness may turn to glory

And in the afternoon you shall blossom

And I'll tend to you lest you rot

Though I'm the daughter of Babylon

And my yellow tears can only rot

And reveal the carcass you threw away.