hidden away

She was like the moon. A part of her was always hidden away.

[dispiritedfae]

I felt like I was finally healing. Now I just feel like I’m back to where I started and I know I’m going to get worse.

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[sad-empty-lost]

You know you’re fucked when……..you’ve accepted that your life will end by suicide, and you’re okay with it.

That is where I am right now.

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[sa-dnesss]

“I don’t want to be this broken anymore, but pain feels like home.”

—

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

I can feel the emptiness inside of me.

[mournfulroses]

Sara Teasdale, from The Collected Poems of Sara Teasdale; "A Winter Night,"

[petaltexturedskies]

Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, The Little Prince

[feral-ballad]

Anne Michaels, from Skin Divers; “Ice House”

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

As long as you are trying, that's what truly matters!!

[365filmsbyauroranocte]

Céline (Jean-Claude Brisseau, 1992)

[petaltexturedskies]

Anaïs Nin, in a diary entry written 26 October 1915 from Linotte: The Early Diary of Anaïs Nin, 1914-1920

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

I just want to give up.

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[traaumaa]

[feral-ballad]

Rafael Guillén, tr. by Sandy McKinney, from I’m Speaking; “I Hardly Remember”

[Text ID: “I hardly remember your voice, but the pain of you / floats in some remote current of my blood. / I carry you in my depths, trapped in the sludge / like one of those corpses the sea refuses to give up.”]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

I don't know what I am doing with my life.