All About Me

My thoughts, My Feelings...Me

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Thoughts

They come and go

Sometimes fleeting

Sometimes lingering

Memories

They occupy my mind

Some deeply calming

Others of the debilitating kind

Daydreams

On occasion based upon reality

And sometimes creating what will never be

But all the time

I ache deep inside

Because what I have

isn’t really

what

I

want

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Winds

Thinking of you as 

I feel the breeze

Gently caressing my face as

It makes its way past me. 

Caressing me gently, I breathe it in,

Slowly

Hoping it’ll linger just a bit 

longer.

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How Are You?

To most,

I’m fine. I’m fine.

To some,

Hangin’ in there

To one,

Help me, I’m drowning.

May you all have “one.”

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Sometimes I want to scream my texts to you so that maybe you will hear me reaching out.

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thinking

softly lapping waves

wash upon the sandy beach

the sun’s evening colors are unleashed

as night arrives

rainbows and wishes upon stars

lightly treading upon my thoughts

as I think about 

…you

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i wonder

should i worry

that

i’d rather

be

alone

than 

spend time

with 

you?

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Memories

Memories flow

Like waves 

lapping at the shore

Teasing and then regressing

I chase them

And they consume me 

Ever so quickly

Crashing over my head

I swim through

Until they part once again

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I love a man who can use a kissy-face emoji with confidence. 😘

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WE

strolled into the shadows

as time froze,

for a few moments

our steadfast gaze 

upon each other,

desire luring us closer

a kiss

a touch,

a swift embrace

and as suddenly as it began

the clock begins to tick again

and we emerge

into our reality

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Downward Spiral

my fingers 

are numb clawing 

at the ice that 

surrounds you, desperately 

trying to break through your

wall, my breath

warm against your cold

presence that shuts

me out as i 

sink

into despair

and failure

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all we have...

all we have is now…

this moment in time

this quiet place

my eyes on you

yours on me

the world around us

hazy and out of focus

as we envelop each other

in the moment

in this quiet place

For just a little while

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how

how do i breathe?

you take my breath away

how do i sleep?

you envelop my dreams

how do i love anyone else?

you fill my world with desire

how do i let you go?

i will hold on to you forever

you are mine

and i am yours

how long will it last?

how much time do we have?

how will i ever know?

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A Fleeting Moment

In broad daylight

A flash of darkness

Shoots like lightning

Through my mind

.

A fleeting moment

Of lost thoughts

Wanting to be freed

By the light

.

I glance away

As they pass

Hoping they don’t notice

That I’ve looked away

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Silent Afterthoughts

I seek out

Comfort in the silence

Between encounters

Each knowing the other

Without words

Silent afterthoughts

Shining brightly

Between us

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Secret Joy

Wild

Delicious

Feelings

Meandering

Between

Our

Bodies…

A Secret joy

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early morning

an open window as I wake

cool morning air rushes to my skin

as I breathe it in, waking up my senses

nature makes its way inside

birds chirping their morning hellos

the room fills with expectation for the day

time to contemplate

a new beginning

once again

as I rise

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I draw a quick breath

As I feel the warmth of your smile

The beauty of you

Softly nestled in your heart

I give in to

The infinite capacity of your soul

To take my breath away