hiding in the 12th house

[hidinginthe12th]

I choose not to believe in coincidences

[arthistoryfeed]

Petit Lenormand Divination Deck. Culture: French-German cartomancy tradition. Origin: Paris, France. Date: circa 1890 AD. Publisher: likely Ch. Didot, Paris. Licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial 4.0 International License (CC BY-NC 4.0).

[rosieandthemoon]

"La Femme-Escargot" circa 1900

[hidinginthe12th]

recently my mind goes to impossibilities. things you will never ever get to experience. things that don't even have a low probability. things that are physically impossible. like experiencing the world as a goddess devotee 4000 years ago. like having a relationship with someone under different life conditions. like doing CTRL + Z for an action/behavior. like seeing the night sky 500 years ago. like seeing what "your" life would look like if you were never born. like going back in time and doing that one thing you regret not doing. like experincing life as an entirely different human being. like learning what it feels like to officially die without dying. like the concept of having kids while remaining child free. like experiencing the world as a baby with the consciousness of an adult. like reading all books in the world. like being "sure".

I have to know what that feels like, what it is like. not knowing is a torture, you know?

[hidinginthe12th]

I have never seen another embodiment of pure life force. This is raw joy for me. This is an emotion. What a force.

[hidinginthe12th]

Context: Some people pause whatever they are doing during the calls for prayer, out of respect for the religion. For instance, they pause the music they are listening to during the calls for prayers, and then continue once it’s over.

Question: Exactly where in the Quran does it say that it’s a sin to not pause jerking off during the morning call for prayers. And more importantly why would this be disrespectful?

[hidinginthe12th]

Idk. Has anyone considered they we might be taking a heavily patriarchy influenced point of view at sex

[hidinginthe12th]

Context: Some people pause whatever they are doing during the calls for prayer, out of respect for the religion. For instance, they pause the music they are listening to during the calls for prayers, and then continue once it’s over.

Question: Exactly where in the Quran does it say that it’s a sin to not pause jerking off during the morning call for prayers. And more importantly why would this be disrespectful?

[mismedleym]

visitation by an angel (revisited)

[ghostowlattic]

[hidinginthe12th]

Even a better reason to continue my job application: i got a dm at this hour asking me whether I would be able to manage this urgent task due tomorrow. if I replied I would probably have to do it during my free time during the day tomorrow (if not right now lol). Imma just ignore my messages and emails until work time tomorrow because B O U N D A R I E S

[theglorificus]

[talereading]

Artemis in the Pastoral Symphony in Disney’s Fantasia (1940)

[mutant-distraction]

Opalized fossil

[hidinginthe12th]

My unconscious: let’s slow down

Me: yes but i have to learn about my ancestors, learn about sigils, read these 32 Jungian books, listen to 5 podcast episodes on lenormand, oh and I have to connect with The Goddess™

[ducissatenebrarum]

Art Nouveau angel locket, circa 1895–1915, featuring carved figure, green stone wings, and diamond accents.

[hidinginthe12th]

You will laugh at this but I think about this very often. Remember last year when I was doing stuff like money bowls, road opening stuff, abundance energy works etc etc? No? Okay anyway. I had tried creating and feeding a money bowl last year while looking for a job. Among other stuff, you can put bank notes and coins in it. Because I had euros, US dollars, and my country’s own currency, I had put everything in it—coins and paper bills, everything.

Fast forward to today, I have a job and I earn in the US dollars, which is paid to me in euros, which I convert and use in our own currency.

Coincidence uh huh. Definitely.

[hidinginthe12th]

“Additionally, [Vasalisa] learns that the Wild Mother requires much nourishment in order to do her work. Baba Yaga cannot be put on a lettuce leaf and black coffee diet. If one wishes to be close to her, one has to realize that she has appetite for certain things. If one is to have a relationship with the ancient feminine, one must cook up much.”

—Clarissa Pinkola Estés, Women Who Run With Wolves

[hidinginthe12th]

One thing Lenormand taught me is that you have to be hyper specific about the question you are asking. I know it sounds very obvious but “should I apply to this job” and “will they hire me” are completely different questions that will get you completely different answers.