hiding in the 12th house

[hidinginthe12th]

I choose not to believe in coincidences

[hidinginthe12th]

I asked tarot whether I should get this training related to death and grief. My new crow deck said 10 of wands + Death + 9 of wands (the fact that it gave me the Death card in response to this specific question was so not ironic at all). I wasn’t sure so I asked my OG deck. And guess what? It said 9 of wands again.

[hidinginthe12th]

“This dream seems to ask: Can you continue your performance, your unfolding life, even if some of the people you hoped would witness it are absent?”

[hidinginthe12th]

my period is 2 weeks late. I will be very annoyed if it starts once I’m on vacation—which, mark my words, is more than likely.

[hidinginthe12th]

I would love to have my period one day

[ki11er-kitty]

God complex but it’s god from dogma

[hidinginthe12th]

As much as I loved being near the sea, I missed my own space and its energy. Wait, does this mean I finally created a home for myself in myself by myself????

[divinum-pacis]

December 22, 2024: La Paz, Bolivia A woman participates in a ritual to welcome the summer solstice. Ancestral rituals, music and dances were part of the festivities Photograph: Gabriel Marquez/EPA

[hidinginthe12th]

Found and bought an original tarot deck at the airport (of all places) that costs $15 and it costs $42 on Amazon. Isnt it supposed to be the other way around lol

[hidinginthe12th]

We need more movies where people encounter God, angels, spirit guides, etc etc. Bruce Almighty isn’t enough, we need to use movies as the ultimate medium to roleplay and understand this dynamic with the divine better

[maidenczar]

google search "how to want"

[maidenczar]

google search "desire for beginners"

[1introvertedsage]

[hidinginthe12th]

2 things that made me go “huh I wonder if it has to do with me”

1. A family member was driving me home today and I really wanted to be alone with him but his wife decided to tag along. Istg I prayed really really hard for those last 5 minutes so she wouldn’t come. She opened the car door and in the last second decided not to come with us.

2. I am staying with family members who keep the AC on throughout the day. And it’s freezing cold for the past couple of days. Of course I got sick. Despite that they didnt turn it off. Because it’s extremely hot when you do. And today after shower I was thinking praying oh god i dont think i can survive another cold 3-4 days what am I to do. Lo and behold, the AC got broken 5 minutes later and they are to call maintenance in the next few days.

Probably coincidence.

[hidinginthe12th]

how would someone who has never heard of or seen the sea feel when they see it for the first time? Ofc today such a thing is near impossible—there are photos and images and the internet but think back centuries or millennia ago. I doubt that many people had the privilege to travel and see it for themselves. Only the stories and descriptions, and maybe a lake of they are lucky. I for one know the sea but the ocean—the ocean is a legend for me. I believe I would start worshipping it if I were to see it.

Anyway. Today we are reflecting on the sea. I can feel the waves of my unconscious.

[hidinginthe12th]

In this life, I most identify with the birds that got stuck in the airport

[hidinginthe12th]

Well, hello again??

[ducissatenebrarum]

witch cake

[hidinginthe12th]

I don't remember the last time I was so colossally disappointed. I can't wait to see what my unconscious is going to make of this.